bokula. – 美談にしないで. 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

美談にしないでって君は言うけど
僕にとっては日々を思い返すと
嫌になるくらい綺麗な日々だった

時には返信を待ってしまう
送信出来ない自分に喪失
もう何回も繰り返してるのに
失った自分が悪かった？
それ以前に愛されてなかった？
点滅してた合図に気付けなかった僕は

奪われても仕方ないよな

素直になれば良かったと後悔してる
誰かのものになるくらいなら
奪い返してやりたいけど
君が今に向き合ってる姿を、
過去を振り返る素振りすら無いのは
きっと僕を忘れてしまったの

何度も間違い繰り返したね
その度に君は優しかった
ずっと甘えて良いんだって思った
そんな自分に甘かった癖に
また君の悪い所ばかり
目については偉そうな僕だった

傷つけた事気づいてたよ

素直になれなかった事後悔しても
あの日の時間は帰ってこないから
奪われてしまってるみたいだ

僕が今に向き合っているのは
他の誰でもなく自分自身なの
そっとでいいから忘れないでよ

素直になれば良かったと後悔してる
誰かのものになるくらいなら
奪い返してやりたいけど
君が今に向き合ってる姿を、
過去を振り返る素振りすら無いのは
きっと僕を忘れてしまったの

ずっと僕は忘れずにいるんだろう

美談にしないでって君は言うから
ひとつひとつの日々を思い返すと
嫌になるくらい後悔の日々だった

bidan ni si nai de tte kimi ha i u kedo
boku ni toxtu te ha hibi wo omo i kae su to
iya ni naru kurai kirei na hibi daxtu ta

zi ni ha hensin wo ma xtu te simau
sousin deki nai zibun ni sousitu
mou nankai mo ku ri kae si teru noni
usina xtu ta zibun ga waru kaxtu ta ？
sore izen ni ai sa re te nakaxtu ta ？
tenmetu si te ta aizu ni kizu ke nakaxtu ta boku ha

uba wa re te mo sikata nai yo na

sunao ni nare ba yo kaxtu ta to koukai si teru
dare ka no mono ni naru kurai nara
uba i kae si te yari tai kedo
kun ga ima ni mu ki a xtu teru sugata wo 、
kako wo hu ri kae ru sobu ri sura na i no ha
kitto boku wo wasu re te simaxtu ta no

nando mo matiga i ku ri kae si ta ne
sono tabi ni kimi ha yasa sikaxtu ta
zutto ama e te yo i n datte omo xtu ta
sonna zibun ni ama kaxtu ta kuse ni
mata kimi no waru i tokoro bakari
me ni tuiteha era sou na boku daxtu ta

kizu tuke ta koto ki zui te ta yo

sunao ni na re nakaxtu ta koto koukai si te mo
ano hi no zikan ha kae xtu te ko nai kara
uba wa re te simaxtu teru mitai da

boku ga ima ni mu ki a xtu te iru no ha
hoka no dare demo naku zibun zisin na no
sotto de ii kara wasu re nai deyo

sunao ni nare ba yo kaxtu ta to koukai si teru
dare ka no mono ni naru kurai nara
uba i kae si te yari tai kedo
kun ga ima ni mu ki a xtu teru sugata wo 、
kako wo hu ri kae ru sobu ri sura na i no ha
kitto boku wo wasu re te simaxtu ta no

zutto boku ha wasu re zu ni iru n daro u

bidan ni si nai de tte kimi ha i u kara
hitotuhitotu no hibi wo omo i kae su to
iya ni naru kurai koukai no hibi daxtu ta

You say, "Don't make it a beautiful story
But for me, when I look back on those days.
I think back on those days and they were so beautiful

Sometimes I wait for a reply
I lose myself when I can't send a message.
I've done it over and over again.
Was it my fault that I lost it?
Or that they didn't love me before that?
I'm the one who didn't see the flashing light

I guess it's no wonder I was taken from you.

I wish I'd been more honest with myself
I'd rather take it back
I'd rather take it back
I see you facing the present
The way you're facing the present, the way you don't even pretend to look back on the past.
I'm sure you've forgotten me

I've made so many mistakes.
And every time I made a mistake, you were kind to me.
I thought I could always take advantage of you.
You've always been so easy on yourself.
I've always seen the worst in you.
I was just being a big jerk to you.

I knew I hurt you.

Even if I regret that I wasn't honest with you.
But the time from that day will never come back.
It's like it's been stolen from me.

The only person I'm facing right now
I'm facing now is not anyone else, but myself.
Don't forget me, even if it's just gently.

I wish I had been more honest with myself.
I'd rather take it back
I'd rather take it back
I can see you facing the present
The way you're facing the present, the way you don't even pretend to look back
I'm sure you've forgotten me

I guess I'll always remember you.

You tell me not to make it a pretty story
When I look back on each and every day
I'm so disgusted by the regrets of each day