歌手: あいみょん
配信/発売日:2025/10/22
作詞:あいみょん
作曲:あいみょん
駄目だって分かってる
でもいいや、って思えてしまうのは
どうしようもなく私
寂しいからだな
反発ばかりしてる
頭と心はもうこの際
バラバラにできるなら
今すぐそうする
覚悟はあると言うと嘘になる
本当はずっとずっと怖いんだ
だけどねもう 本能が騒ぐのは
抑えられない
掴みたいあなたの秘蜜
あなたが守るべき秘蜜
嘘みたいな結末が
待っているかもしれないけど
鍵を開け息を飲む
ほこりにまみれた靴たちの
蝶ネクタイが解けてる
少し安心する
脱衣所の角っこに
脱ぎ捨てられた洋服達と
短い髪が落ちてる
少し安心する
汚れはもう私の味方です
今までずっとずっと 嫌いだった
だけどね今 私が輝くには
これしかないの
ありえない思考回路が
私に存在している
救えないところまでたどり着いたの
もう止められない
少しずつ忍び、夜
安定の呼吸が聞こえる方へ
掴みたいあなたの秘蜜
あなたが守るべき秘蜜
嘘みたいな結末が
待っているかもしれないけど
ほら、見たい? 私の秘蜜
健康でサラサラな秘蜜
拭えない 罪の味
あなたに今すぐ与えてあげる
教えてあげる
全部をあげる
I know that
But I think it's good
Helpless me
Because it is lonely
Be repulsed
Heads and minds
If possible
Do it now
To be prepared to tell lies
I'm really scared all the time
But the instinct is already
Uncontrollable
I want to grip your secret
Secret you should protect
Ending like a lie
Maybe you're waiting
Open one's key
Of dust shoes
Bow tie is missing
Feel relieved
Corner of the dressing room
Abandoned clothes and
I have short hair
Feel relieved
Dirt is already on my side
I've always disliked
But now I shine
This is nothing
Impossible thinking circuit
Exist in me
Did you reach the place where you can't save it
Not yet stopped
Little by little, night
How to hear stability breathing
I want to grip your secret
Secret you should protect
Ending like a lie
Maybe you're waiting
Look, do you want to see? My secret
Healthy and sour
The taste of sin
I'll give you now
Tell me
Give up
I know that
But I think it's good
Helpless me
Because it is lonely
Be repulsed
Heads and minds
If possible
Do it now
To be prepared to tell lies
I'm really scared all the time
But the instinct is already
Uncontrollable
I want to grip your secret
Secret you should protect
Ending like a lie
Maybe you're waiting
Open one's key
Of dust shoes
Bow tie is missing
Feel relieved
Corner of the dressing room
Abandoned clothes and
I have short hair
Feel relieved
Dirt is already on my side
I've always disliked
But now I shine
This is nothing
Impossible thinking circuit
Exist in me
Did you reach the place where you can't save it
Not yet stopped
Little by little, night
How to hear stability breathing
I want to grip your secret
Secret you should protect
Ending like a lie
Maybe you're waiting
Look, do you want to see? My secret
Healthy and sour
The taste of sin
I'll give you now
Tell me
Give up