🎌 歌詞
あの日から全部が嫌になって
ただ生きてるだけの存在で
数えきれないほど無駄に泣いて
あの日にはもう戻れない
僕はまだ立ち止まっていて
どうしようもない夜を彷徨っている
どうしても消せない痛みを抱えてる
今も声を上げては虚しくて
今にも消えてしまいそうな光に
届きそうなんだ 許されるの
そう心を閉ざしたままで息をしてる
希望 夢 未来なんて見えやしないよ
生きる事の意味 答えなんてなくて
消えてしまいたくて
抜け出せなくて
ありふれた日々が今になって
かけがえのないものなんだって
思い知って噛み締めては泣いて
それでも僕はこのまま
呼吸するだけの存在で
どうしようもない現実を彷徨っている
どうしたら僕は前を向けるんだろう
いつの日にか迷いなく笑えるの
ただ生きる強さを探してみるけど
見つからなくて 手にしたくて
もう何度も君の名を呼んで確かめてる
季節は過ぎ全ては変わり続ける
君の微笑みや 君のその声が
色褪せていく 立ちすくむだけ
こんなにも叫んでも悔やんでみても
もう二度と君には届かない
許されるのなら
微かな温もり感じていたくて
瞬く星座は今もあの日のまま
僕の心を優しく照らしているよ
笑い合った日々 二度とは戻せない
踏み出す勇気を 生きる勇気を
心を閉ざしたままで息をしてる
希望 夢 未来なんて見えやしないよ
生きる事の意味 答えなんてなくて
消えてしまいたくて
抜け出せなくて
ただ生きてるだけの存在で
数えきれないほど無駄に泣いて
あの日にはもう戻れない
僕はまだ立ち止まっていて
どうしようもない夜を彷徨っている
どうしても消せない痛みを抱えてる
今も声を上げては虚しくて
今にも消えてしまいそうな光に
届きそうなんだ 許されるの
そう心を閉ざしたままで息をしてる
希望 夢 未来なんて見えやしないよ
生きる事の意味 答えなんてなくて
消えてしまいたくて
抜け出せなくて
ありふれた日々が今になって
かけがえのないものなんだって
思い知って噛み締めては泣いて
それでも僕はこのまま
呼吸するだけの存在で
どうしようもない現実を彷徨っている
どうしたら僕は前を向けるんだろう
いつの日にか迷いなく笑えるの
ただ生きる強さを探してみるけど
見つからなくて 手にしたくて
もう何度も君の名を呼んで確かめてる
季節は過ぎ全ては変わり続ける
君の微笑みや 君のその声が
色褪せていく 立ちすくむだけ
こんなにも叫んでも悔やんでみても
もう二度と君には届かない
許されるのなら
微かな温もり感じていたくて
瞬く星座は今もあの日のまま
僕の心を優しく照らしているよ
笑い合った日々 二度とは戻せない
踏み出す勇気を 生きる勇気を
心を閉ざしたままで息をしてる
希望 夢 未来なんて見えやしないよ
生きる事の意味 答えなんてなくて
消えてしまいたくて
抜け出せなくて
🔤 ローマ字
ano hi kara zenbu ga iya ni naxtu te
tada i ki teru dake no sonzai de
kazo e ki re nai hodo muda ni na i te
ano hi ni ha mou modo re nai
boku ha mada ta ti do maxtu te i te
dou siyoumonai yoru wo samayo xtu te iru
dou si te mo ke se nai ita mi wo kaka e teru
ima mo koe wo a ge te ha muna siku te
ima ni mo ki e te simai sou na hikari ni
todo ki sou na n da yuru sa reru no
sou kokoro wo to zasi ta mama de iki wo si teru
kibou yume mirai nante mi e ya si nai yo
i kiru koto no imi kota e nante naku te
ki e te simai taku te
nu ke da se naku te
arihureta hibi ga ima ni naxtu te
kakegaenonai mono na n da tte
omo i si xtu te ka mi si me te ha na i te
sore demo boku ha konomama
kokyuu suru dake no sonzai de
dou siyoumonai genzitu wo samayo xtu te iru
dou si tara boku ha mae wo mu keru n daro u
itu no hi ni ka mayo i naku wara eru no
tada i kiru tuyo sa wo saga si te miru kedo
mi tukara naku te te ni si taku te
mou nando mo kimi no na wo yo n de tasi kame teru
kisetu ha su gi sube te ha ka wari tuzu keru
kun no hohoe mi ya kimi no sono koe ga
iroa se te iku ta tisukumu dake
konnani mo sake n de mo ku yan de mi te mo
mou 二 do to kimi ni ha todo ka nai
yuru sa reru no nara
kasu ka na nuku mori kan zi te i taku te
matata ku seiza ha ima mo ano hi no mama
boku no kokoro wo yasa siku te rasi te iru yo
wara i a xtu ta hibi 二 do to ha modo se nai
hu mi da su yuuki wo i kiru yuuki wo
kokoro wo to zasi ta mama de iki wo si teru
kibou yume mirai nante mi e ya si nai yo
i kiru koto no imi kota e nante naku te
ki e te simai taku te
nu ke da se naku te
tada i ki teru dake no sonzai de
kazo e ki re nai hodo muda ni na i te
ano hi ni ha mou modo re nai
boku ha mada ta ti do maxtu te i te
dou siyoumonai yoru wo samayo xtu te iru
dou si te mo ke se nai ita mi wo kaka e teru
ima mo koe wo a ge te ha muna siku te
ima ni mo ki e te simai sou na hikari ni
todo ki sou na n da yuru sa reru no
sou kokoro wo to zasi ta mama de iki wo si teru
kibou yume mirai nante mi e ya si nai yo
i kiru koto no imi kota e nante naku te
ki e te simai taku te
nu ke da se naku te
arihureta hibi ga ima ni naxtu te
kakegaenonai mono na n da tte
omo i si xtu te ka mi si me te ha na i te
sore demo boku ha konomama
kokyuu suru dake no sonzai de
dou siyoumonai genzitu wo samayo xtu te iru
dou si tara boku ha mae wo mu keru n daro u
itu no hi ni ka mayo i naku wara eru no
tada i kiru tuyo sa wo saga si te miru kedo
mi tukara naku te te ni si taku te
mou nando mo kimi no na wo yo n de tasi kame teru
kisetu ha su gi sube te ha ka wari tuzu keru
kun no hohoe mi ya kimi no sono koe ga
iroa se te iku ta tisukumu dake
konnani mo sake n de mo ku yan de mi te mo
mou 二 do to kimi ni ha todo ka nai
yuru sa reru no nara
kasu ka na nuku mori kan zi te i taku te
matata ku seiza ha ima mo ano hi no mama
boku no kokoro wo yasa siku te rasi te iru yo
wara i a xtu ta hibi 二 do to ha modo se nai
hu mi da su yuuki wo i kiru yuuki wo
kokoro wo to zasi ta mama de iki wo si teru
kibou yume mirai nante mi e ya si nai yo
i kiru koto no imi kota e nante naku te
ki e te simai taku te
nu ke da se naku te
🇺🇸 English
I've hated everything since that day.
I'm just a living being
I've cried more times than I can count
I can't go back to that day
I'm still standing still
Wandering the helpless night
I carry a pain that I can't get rid of
Even now, when I raise my voice, it's in vain
I'm trying to reach the light that's about to go out
I can reach it, I can be forgiven
I'm still breathing with my heart closed
I can't see the hope, the dream, the future...
I don't know the meaning of life, I don't have any answers
I just want to disappear
I can't get out
All the days that are so common, they've just turned into the present
I realize that they are irreplaceable
I cry every time I bite my tongue
And yet, I'm still here
I'm just a being that breathes
Wandering in a helpless reality
How can I look forward?
When will I be able to laugh without hesitation
I try to find the strength to live, but I can't find it
But I can't find it, and I want to hold on to it
I've already called your name many times to make sure
Seasons pass and everything keeps changing
Your smile, your voice
I can only stand still
I can't reach you again, no matter how much I scream and regret
I'll never reach you again
If only I could be forgiven
I wish I could feel your faint warmth
The twinkling constellations are still the same as they were on that day
The twinkling constellations are still shining gently in my heart
The days we laughed together, I can't bring them back
The courage to step out, the courage to live
I'm still breathing with my heart closed
Hopes, dreams, dreams, the future... I can't see them all
I don't have an answer to the meaning of life
I just want to disappear
I can't get out
I'm just a living being
I've cried more times than I can count
I can't go back to that day
I'm still standing still
Wandering the helpless night
I carry a pain that I can't get rid of
Even now, when I raise my voice, it's in vain
I'm trying to reach the light that's about to go out
I can reach it, I can be forgiven
I'm still breathing with my heart closed
I can't see the hope, the dream, the future...
I don't know the meaning of life, I don't have any answers
I just want to disappear
I can't get out
All the days that are so common, they've just turned into the present
I realize that they are irreplaceable
I cry every time I bite my tongue
And yet, I'm still here
I'm just a being that breathes
Wandering in a helpless reality
How can I look forward?
When will I be able to laugh without hesitation
I try to find the strength to live, but I can't find it
But I can't find it, and I want to hold on to it
I've already called your name many times to make sure
Seasons pass and everything keeps changing
Your smile, your voice
I can only stand still
I can't reach you again, no matter how much I scream and regret
I'll never reach you again
If only I could be forgiven
I wish I could feel your faint warmth
The twinkling constellations are still the same as they were on that day
The twinkling constellations are still shining gently in my heart
The days we laughed together, I can't bring them back
The courage to step out, the courage to live
I'm still breathing with my heart closed
Hopes, dreams, dreams, the future... I can't see them all
I don't have an answer to the meaning of life
I just want to disappear
I can't get out