🎌 歌詞
そう 生きてくだけ なんて虚しい
一人でいたいんだ
歩調合わす意味などないんだよ
足早に過ぎる人の中
ただ一人抱え込んでいた
流す涙なんてもう無くて
いつだって此処で叫んでた
ずっと誤摩化したじゃない？
夢 希望 あるフリして
誰にも期待されない様な生き方選んで来たけど
君がいない事に気付いた
何もかもを失ったんだ
もう少しだけで 変われるような…って
何度も探すけど ないの
そう 生きてくだけ なんて虚しい
意味などないや
どうせ探してみても居ないの
嘘じゃない 夢じゃない baby you
もう折れた心 触れたくないんだ
消えてしまいたい
“苦しみ”なら いっそ
もう これからも傍にいて
“あるがまま”って言うけど 本当の自分なんて
分かりもしない決めつけたくない 信じる事さえ今は
君がいない事に気付いた
何もかもを失ったんだ
青が散っていく 喧噪を駆け抜け
此処で叫ぶけど ないの
想像してたんだ 生きる意味を
無駄と分かっても
相変わらず合わないフォーカス
嘘でいい 夢でいい baby you
散々な心 触れたくないんだ
消えてしまいたい
“弱さ”ならば いっそ
もう これからも傍にいて
まばゆい繁華街 変わらない雑踏
何度も探すけど ないの
そう 生きてくだけ なんて虚しい
意味などないや
どうせ探してみても居ないの
嘘じゃない 夢じゃない baby you
もう折れた心 触れたくないんだ
消えてしまいたい
“苦しみ”なら いっそ
もう これからも傍にいて
一人でいたいんだ
歩調合わす意味などないんだよ
足早に過ぎる人の中
ただ一人抱え込んでいた
流す涙なんてもう無くて
いつだって此処で叫んでた
ずっと誤摩化したじゃない？
夢 希望 あるフリして
誰にも期待されない様な生き方選んで来たけど
君がいない事に気付いた
何もかもを失ったんだ
もう少しだけで 変われるような…って
何度も探すけど ないの
そう 生きてくだけ なんて虚しい
意味などないや
どうせ探してみても居ないの
嘘じゃない 夢じゃない baby you
もう折れた心 触れたくないんだ
消えてしまいたい
“苦しみ”なら いっそ
もう これからも傍にいて
“あるがまま”って言うけど 本当の自分なんて
分かりもしない決めつけたくない 信じる事さえ今は
君がいない事に気付いた
何もかもを失ったんだ
青が散っていく 喧噪を駆け抜け
此処で叫ぶけど ないの
想像してたんだ 生きる意味を
無駄と分かっても
相変わらず合わないフォーカス
嘘でいい 夢でいい baby you
散々な心 触れたくないんだ
消えてしまいたい
“弱さ”ならば いっそ
もう これからも傍にいて
まばゆい繁華街 変わらない雑踏
何度も探すけど ないの
そう 生きてくだけ なんて虚しい
意味などないや
どうせ探してみても居ないの
嘘じゃない 夢じゃない baby you
もう折れた心 触れたくないんだ
消えてしまいたい
“苦しみ”なら いっそ
もう これからも傍にいて
🔤 ローマ字
sou i ki te kudake nante muna sii
hitori de itai n da
hotyou a wasu imi nado nai n da yo
asibaya ni su giru hito no naka
tada hitori kaka e ko n de i ta
naga su namida nante mou na ku te
itu datte koko de sake n de ta
zutto go sasuri ka si ta zya nai ？
yume kibou aru huri si te
dare ni mo kitai sa re nai you na i ki kata era n de ki ta kedo
kun ga i nai koto ni kizu i ta
nani mokamo wo usina xtu ta n da
mou suko si dake de ka wa reru you na … tte
nando mo saga su kedo nai no
sou i ki te kudake nante muna sii
imi nado nai ya
douse saga si te mi te mo i nai no
uso zya nai yume zya nai baby you
mou o re ta kokoro hu re taku nai n da
ki e te simai tai
“ kuru simi ” nara isso
mou kore kara mo soba ni i te
“ arugamama ” tte i u kedo hontou no zibun nante
wa kari mo si nai ki metuke taku nai sin ziru koto sae ima ha
kun ga i nai koto ni kizu i ta
nani mokamo wo usina xtu ta n da
ao ga ti xtu te iku kensou wo ka ke nu ke
koko de sake bu kedo nai no
souzou si te ta n da i kiru imi wo
muda to wa kaxtu te mo
aika warazu a wa nai fo-kasu
uso de ii yume de ii baby you
tiriziri na kokoro hu re taku nai n da
ki e te simai tai
“ yowa sa ” naraba isso
mou kore kara mo soba ni i te
mabayui hankagai ka wara nai zattou
nando mo saga su kedo nai no
sou i ki te kudake nante muna sii
imi nado nai ya
douse saga si te mi te mo i nai no
uso zya nai yume zya nai baby you
mou o re ta kokoro hu re taku nai n da
ki e te simai tai
“ kuru simi ” nara isso
mou kore kara mo soba ni i te
hitori de itai n da
hotyou a wasu imi nado nai n da yo
asibaya ni su giru hito no naka
tada hitori kaka e ko n de i ta
naga su namida nante mou na ku te
itu datte koko de sake n de ta
zutto go sasuri ka si ta zya nai ？
yume kibou aru huri si te
dare ni mo kitai sa re nai you na i ki kata era n de ki ta kedo
kun ga i nai koto ni kizu i ta
nani mokamo wo usina xtu ta n da
mou suko si dake de ka wa reru you na … tte
nando mo saga su kedo nai no
sou i ki te kudake nante muna sii
imi nado nai ya
douse saga si te mi te mo i nai no
uso zya nai yume zya nai baby you
mou o re ta kokoro hu re taku nai n da
ki e te simai tai
“ kuru simi ” nara isso
mou kore kara mo soba ni i te
“ arugamama ” tte i u kedo hontou no zibun nante
wa kari mo si nai ki metuke taku nai sin ziru koto sae ima ha
kun ga i nai koto ni kizu i ta
nani mokamo wo usina xtu ta n da
ao ga ti xtu te iku kensou wo ka ke nu ke
koko de sake bu kedo nai no
souzou si te ta n da i kiru imi wo
muda to wa kaxtu te mo
aika warazu a wa nai fo-kasu
uso de ii yume de ii baby you
tiriziri na kokoro hu re taku nai n da
ki e te simai tai
“ yowa sa ” naraba isso
mou kore kara mo soba ni i te
mabayui hankagai ka wara nai zattou
nando mo saga su kedo nai no
sou i ki te kudake nante muna sii
imi nado nai ya
douse saga si te mi te mo i nai no
uso zya nai yume zya nai baby you
mou o re ta kokoro hu re taku nai n da
ki e te simai tai
“ kuru simi ” nara isso
mou kore kara mo soba ni i te
🇺🇸 English
Yes, I want to live, but I don't want to be alone.
I just want to be alone.
There's no point in keeping pace
In the midst of all the people who are passing by so fast
I've been holding on to it all by myself
No more tears to shed
I've always been here screaming
I've been faking it all along, haven't I?
I pretended to have dreams, hopes, and wishes
I chose to live my life like no one expected me to.
And then I realized you were gone.
I lost everything.
Just a little bit more... and I could change.
I keep looking for you, but I can't find you.
So I'm just living. It's so empty.
There's no meaning.
No matter how hard I look for you, you're not there.
It's not a lie, it's not a dream, baby you
I don't want to touch your broken heart
I want to disappear
If it's suffering, just go ahead
I want you to stay by my side
You say, "It is what it is," but I don't know who I really am
I don't know, I don't want to judge, I don't even want to believe.
I've realized you're gone.
I've lost everything.
I'm running through the clamor of blue scattering
I'm screaming here, but I don't have it.
I've been imagining the meaning of life
Even though I know it's all for nothing
Focus still doesn't fit
I don't care if it's a lie I don't care if it's a dream baby you
I don't want to touch your messed up heart
I want to disappear
If it's weakness, then just go ahead
I want you to be by my side from now on
The dazzling downtown, the unchanging hustle and bustle
I keep looking for you, but you're not there
Yes, I'm just living. What a vain thing to do
There's no meaning to it.
No matter how hard I look for you, you're not here
It's not a lie, it's not a dream, baby you
I don't want to touch your broken heart
I want to disappear
If it's suffering, just go ahead
I want you to be by my side from now on
I just want to be alone.
There's no point in keeping pace
In the midst of all the people who are passing by so fast
I've been holding on to it all by myself
No more tears to shed
I've always been here screaming
I've been faking it all along, haven't I?
I pretended to have dreams, hopes, and wishes
I chose to live my life like no one expected me to.
And then I realized you were gone.
I lost everything.
Just a little bit more... and I could change.
I keep looking for you, but I can't find you.
So I'm just living. It's so empty.
There's no meaning.
No matter how hard I look for you, you're not there.
It's not a lie, it's not a dream, baby you
I don't want to touch your broken heart
I want to disappear
If it's suffering, just go ahead
I want you to stay by my side
You say, "It is what it is," but I don't know who I really am
I don't know, I don't want to judge, I don't even want to believe.
I've realized you're gone.
I've lost everything.
I'm running through the clamor of blue scattering
I'm screaming here, but I don't have it.
I've been imagining the meaning of life
Even though I know it's all for nothing
Focus still doesn't fit
I don't care if it's a lie I don't care if it's a dream baby you
I don't want to touch your messed up heart
I want to disappear
If it's weakness, then just go ahead
I want you to be by my side from now on
The dazzling downtown, the unchanging hustle and bustle
I keep looking for you, but you're not there
Yes, I'm just living. What a vain thing to do
There's no meaning to it.
No matter how hard I look for you, you're not here
It's not a lie, it's not a dream, baby you
I don't want to touch your broken heart
I want to disappear
If it's suffering, just go ahead
I want you to be by my side from now on