藤田眞子 – マム 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

早く起きて　遅刻しちゃうって　なぜ僕より焦ってる朝
毎日欠かさず作ってくれる味噌汁が　ずっと僕の一番で
もう二度と…なんて　思ったことなかった

大人になるって　よく解らなくて
数えきれない程の心配かけて　やっと気づいた

僕が生まれるずっと前から　あなたは苦しんで
僕が1人で立てるようになるまでだって　辛い事耐えて
もう料理することもできずに　床に就いたあなたに
僕は何もすることが出来なくて　ただ明日を祈ってる

いたずらも　悪さも　言うこと聞かなくって怒られた日も
大嫌いって家飛び出した夜も　いつもどこかで信じてた
絆や愛なんて　言葉にしなくても分かった

大人になるって　実感がなくて
計り知れない程不安にさせて　やっと気づいた

あなたがくれた名前(初めての音)に　僕は喜んで
あなたがくれる何気ない日々が宝物で　幸せ溢れて
大きかったはずの手を包み　はなせずに居る僕に
あなたは何も言おうとはしてなくて　ただこの手を握ってる

もう会えないだなんて僕から言えなくって
それでもあなたは　きっと総て知っていて

今も変わらず行ってらっしゃいと　優しく背中押すんだ
あなたの元にまた帰るいつかを　ただいまを誓うからさ
頑張ってるねなんて褒めないでよ　泣かないって決めたのにさ
あなたの心(ここ)に何か贈れてるといいな　僕の鼓動の意味を
抱えてる想いは　想像できないほど暗く重いはずなのに
頭を撫でるあなたの手は　あの頃のまま　温かいまま

haya ku o ki te 　 tikoku si tyau tte 　 naze boku yori ase xtu teru asa
mainiti ka kasa zu tuku xtu te kureru misosiru ga 　 zutto boku no 一 ban de
mou 二 do to … nante 　 omo xtu ta koto nakaxtu ta

otona ni naru tte 　 yoku waka ra naku te
kazo e ki re nai hodo no sinpai kake te 　 yatto ki zui ta

boku ga u mareru zutto mae kara 　 anata ha kuru sin de
boku ga 1 nin de ta teru you ni naru made da tte 　 kara i koto ta e te
mou ryouri suru koto mo deki zu ni 　 yuka ni tu i ta anata ni
boku ha nani mo suru koto ga deki naku te 　 tada asita wo ino xtu teru

itazura mo 　 waru sa mo 　 i u koto ki ka nakuxtu te ika ra re ta hi mo
daikira i tte ie to bi da si ta yoru mo 　 itumo dokoka de sin zi te ta
kizuna ya ai nante 　 kotoba ni si naku te mo wa kaxtu ta

otona ni naru tte 　 zikkan ga naku te
haka ri si renai hodo huan ni sa se te 　 yatto ki zui ta

anata ga kure ta namae ( hazi mete no oto ) ni 　 boku ha yoroko nde
anata ga kureru nanige nai hibi ga takaramono de 　 siawa se ahu re te
oo kikaxtu ta hazu no te wo tutu mi 　 ha na se zu ni i ru boku ni
anata ha nani mo i o u to ha si te naku te 　 tada kono te wo nigi xtu teru

mou a e nai da nante boku kara i e nakuxtu te
sore demo anata ha 　 kitto sube te si xtu te i te

ima mo ka wara zu i xtu te rassyai to 　 yasa siku senaka o su n da
anata no moto ni mata kae ru ituka wo 　 tadaima wo tika u kara sa
ganba xtu teru ne nante ho me nai de yo 　 na ka nai tte ki me ta noni sa
anata no kokoro ( koko ) ni nani ka oku re teru to ii na 　 boku no kodou no imi wo
kaka e teru omo i ha 　 souzou deki nai hodo kura ku omo i hazu na no ni
atama wo na deru anata no te ha 　 ano koro no mama 　 atata kai mama

Why are you more anxious than me in the morning, saying that you have to get up early and be late?
The miso soup, which is essential to make every day, has always been my first priority.
I never thought about ...

I don't know. Growing up.
I worried you countless times, and I finally realized it.

You were in pain long before I was born.
Please bear with the pain until I can stand up alone.
You can't cook, you are lying on the floor.
I can't do anything but pray for tomorrow.

The days when naughty and bad are disobedient and scolded are also the same.
I always believe somewhere that I hate running away from home at night.
Needless to say, fetters and love also understand.

Not as realistic as growing up.
It made you feel extremely uneasy, and I realized it.

I am very happy with the name you gave me (the voice I heard for the first time).
The casual days you gave me are full of treasures and happiness.
For me, who should have a big hand and has not wrapped it.
You don't want to say anything, just hold this hand.

Say I can't say I'll never see you again
Still, you must know everything.

Now, too, gently push you behind your back.
I swear I will come back to you one day.
Don't praise me for trying, I've decided not to cry.
If only I could send something to your heart (here)
Clearly holding the idea should be unimaginable dark and heavy.
Touch your head and your hands will be as warm as they were then.