曲名:忘れたい記憶
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配信/発売日:2023/12/13
作詞:堂村璃羽
作曲:堂村璃羽

愛なんて透明で目にも見えないものを追っかけた夜
不確かなものなんて知ってるけど求めて記憶を辿る
愛情だなんて実際 秒針が削ってくって
とっくに知ってただから もう無駄にしないように
君が俺をもう好きじゃないなんて理由だけじゃ物足んない
俺が君を好きだった思い出は単純に消えはしない
うざいなんてわかってるよだけど変われないし
重くなっただけの想いの向かう宛てがない
足りないものならすべてを用意して待っているから
あの日の記憶を1からやり直せないのかな
もう新しい人はとっくのとうにいるのかな
今も思い出してるのはきっと俺だけか
何かの奇跡が巡り合わせて君が
あの日みたく俺の横で笑ってたらいいな
なんて思いながら今日も1人夢を見る
君を想う気持ちだけは消えずただ時が過ぎる
君と出会った時からやり直せないのかな
そしたらきっと君を幸せにできていたから
「ねえ帰ってきて」だなんて声も遠くに消え
君はきっと俺のことなんてもう好きじゃないって
知ってるけれどそんな君を信じれなくて
あんなに愛し合ってた記憶も徐々に薄れてく
泣いたとこで変わらないのなんて知ってるし
こびりついた記憶だけは消えちゃくれない
失い初めて気づいたとこで手遅れだった
この身体ごと記憶も消してくれないのかな
愛なんて透明で目にも見えないものを追っかけた夜
不確かなものなんて知ってるけど求めて記憶を辿る
愛情だなんて実際 秒針が削ってくって
とっくに知ってただから もう無駄にしないように
君が俺をもう好きじゃないなんて理由だけじゃ物足んない
俺が君を好きだった思い出は単純に消えはしない
どこにいるかなにしてるか知る宛もない
君にかける電話なんてきっと繋がりもしない
実際繋がったところで何から言えばいいのか
そんなこともわからないままにかけてたんだ
夜な夜な君とのトーク履歴を見返して
ブロックされていないかだけを確認してるだけ
ほんとつまらない日々だけどこれが生きる意味
ちょっと抱いた期待にそっぽ向いて去る君

ai nante toumei de me ni mo mi e nai mono wo o kkake ta yoru
hutasi ka na mono nante si xtu teru kedo moto mete kioku wo tado ru
aizyou da nante zissai   byousin ga kezu xtu te kuxtu te
tokkuni si xtu te ta da kara   mou muda ni si nai you ni
kun ga ore wo mou su ki zya nai nante riyuu dake zya monota n nai
ore ga kimi wo su ki daxtu ta omo i de ha tanzyun ni ki e ha si nai
uzai nante wakaxtu teru yo da kedo ka wa re nai si
omo ku naxtu ta dake no omo i no mu kau a te ga nai
ta ri nai mono nara subete wo youi si te ma xtu te iru kara
ano hi no kioku wo 1 kara yari nao se nai no kana
mou atara sii hito ha tokkuno tou ni iru no kana
ima mo omo i da si teru no ha kitto ore dake ka
nani ka no kiseki ga megu ri a wa se te kimi ga
ano hi mi taku ore no yoko de wara xtu te tara ii na
nante omo i nagara kyou mo 1 nin yume wo mi ru
kun wo omo u kimo ti dake ha ki e zu tada toki ga su giru
kun to dea xtu ta toki kara yari nao se nai no kana
sositara kitto kimi wo siawa se ni deki te i ta kara
「 nee kae xtu te ki te 」 da nante koe mo too ku ni ki e
kun ha kitto ore no koto nante mou su ki zya nai tte
si xtu teru keredo sonna kimi wo sin zi re naku te
anna ni ai si a xtu te ta kioku mo zyozyo ni usu re teku
na i ta toko de ka wara nai no nante si xtu teru si
kobiritui ta kioku dake ha ki e tya kure nai
usina i hazi mete ki zui ta toko de teoku re daxtu ta
kono sintai goto kioku mo ke si te kure nai no kana
ai nante toumei de me ni mo mi e nai mono wo o kkake ta yoru
hutasi ka na mono nante si xtu teru kedo moto mete kioku wo tado ru
aizyou da nante zissai   byousin ga kezu xtu te kuxtu te
tokkuni si xtu te ta da kara   mou muda ni si nai you ni
kun ga ore wo mou su ki zya nai nante riyuu dake zya monota n nai
ore ga kimi wo su ki daxtu ta omo i de ha tanzyun ni ki e ha si nai
doko ni iru ka nani si teru ka si ru zutu mo nai
kun ni kakeru denwa nante kitto tuna gari mo si nai
zissai tuna gaxtu ta tokoro de nani kara i e ba ii no ka
sonna koto mo wakara nai mama ni kake te ta n da
yo na yo na kimi to no to-ku rireki wo mikae si te
burokku sa re te i nai ka dake wo kakunin si teru dake
hon to tumaranai hibi da kedo kore ga i kiru imi
tyotto ida i ta kitai ni soppo mu i te sa ru kimi

Love is a transparent night, chasing intangible things.
Although I know what is uncertain, I pursue memory for the sake of pursuit.
Love or something, actually the second hand is blowing.
I already know, don't waste it.
It's not enough that you don't like me anymore.
I like that your memories will not simply disappear.
I know you're upset, but it won't change.
Just getting heavier and heavier, but my thoughts have nowhere to go.
If it is not enough, I will get everything ready for you.
Can't the memory of that day start from scratch?
There are already new people, right?
I must be the only one who can think of it now
Some miracles have happened, and you
If only you could laugh beside me like that day.
While thinking, I am dreaming alone today.
Only the feeling of missing you has not disappeared, but time is in the past.
Cann't you start over from the moment I met you
That must be because I made you happy.
Voices like "Hey, come back" also disappeared in the distance.
Say you must have disliked me.
I know, but I don't trust you like that.
Then the memory of love fades away.
And I know it won't change when I cry.
Only sticky memories will not disappear.
It was too late to find out after losing it.
Can you help me erase the memory of this body, too
Love is a transparent night, chasing intangible things.
Although I know what is uncertain, I pursue memory for the sake of pursuit.
Love or something, actually the second hand is blowing.
I already know, don't waste it.
It's not enough that you don't like me anymore.
I like that your memories will not simply disappear.
No one knows where he is and what he is doing.
There must be no connection at all when I call you.
What should we say when we are actually connected?
I didn't know that, so I hung up.
Looking back on my conversations with you every night.
I'm just making sure it's not blocked.
Although every day is boring, this is the meaning of life.
You left despite your expectations.