曲名:蛍陽
歌手:

配信/発売日:2023/12/18
作詞:大塚紗英
作曲:大塚紗英

もう大人だから
苛立ちも間違いも臆病も
みっともないような気がして動けなくなった
ホタルビ

誰もがあなたを責めても
誰ひとりわかってくれなくても
酷く無力で孤独な日々も

“乗り越えて行きたいと願うなら乗り越えられるよ”
ホタルビ僅かばかりで
不器用で不甲斐なくて消えそうでもがいている

風を辿る様アテのない遊歩道
さらさらと囀る水面 きらきらと月の雫
大人になって押し殺すことだけが増えて
誰にも話せなくなった

悲しみという感情 この世から切り捨ててくれよ
そうしたらどんなに楽に生きていけるだろうか

苛立ちは本当は傷付いた
間違いは本当はわかっていた
臆病は経験がそうさせた
涙が止まらない
例え何にも繋がらないとしても
せめて誰かのわだかまりを 痛みを
優しく抱き締めたい

“乗り越えて行きたいと願うなら乗り越えられるよ”
ホタルビ僅かばかりで 雑踏を掻き分けて探してい

人と違う どうして違う 何が違う やるせない
夜の
迷走の先 本当の意思や答えが見つかるとも限らな

でも僕のような同じような誰かに伝えたい

焦らないで 焦らないで ホタルビ宿して

mou otona da kara
irada ti mo matiga i mo okubyou mo
mittomonai you na ki ga si te ugo ke naku naxtu ta
hota rubi

dare mo ga anata wo se me te mo
dare hitori wakaxtu te kure naku te mo
hido ku muryoku de kodoku na hibi mo

" no ri ko e te i ki tai to nega u nara no ri ko e rareru yo "
hota rubi wazu ka bakari de
bukiyou de hugai naku te ki e sou demo ga i te iru

huu wo tado ru you ate no nai yuuhodou
sarasara to saezu ru suimen   kirakira to tuki no sizuku
otona ni naxtu te o si koro su koto dake ga hu e te
dare ni mo hana se naku naxtu ta

kana simi to iu kanzyou   kono yo kara ki ri su te te kureyo
sou si tara donna ni raku ni i ki te i keru daro u ka

irada ti ha hontou ha kizutu i ta
matiga i ha hontou ha wakaxtu te i ta
okubyou ha keiken ga sou sa se ta
namida ga to mara nai
tato e nan nimo tuna gara nai to si te mo
semete dare ka no wadakamari wo ita mi wo
yasa siku da ki si me tai

" no ri ko e te i ki tai to nega u nara no ri ko e rareru yo "
hota rubi wazu ka bakari de zattou wo ka ki wa ke te saga si te i
ru

zin to tiga u dou si te tiga u nani ga tiga u yarusenai
yoru no
meisou no saki hontou no isi ya kota e ga mi tukaru to mo kagi ra na
i
demo boku no you na ona zi you na dare ka ni tuta e tai

ase ra nai de ase ra nai de hota rubi yado si te

Because I'm an adult.
Anxious, wrong, timid
I don't feel good, I can't move.
firefly

Even if everyone blames you.
Even if no one knows.
Even when you are extremely weak and lonely.

"If you want to cross the past, you can cross it."
Fireflies are few in number.
Clumsy, worthless, struggling to disappear

A corridor without wind
The rippling water, the glittering moonlight drops.
There are more and more things that crush people when they grow up.
I can't talk to anyone.

Give up this feeling of sadness from this world.
How easy it would be to live that way.

Anxiety is actually hurt.
Actually, I know I was wrong.
Timidity is what experience makes me do.
Tears can't stop.
Even if there is no connection.
At least make someone's estrangement painful
I want to hug you gently

"If you want to cross the past, you can cross it."
There are only a few fireflies left, so we can clear the crowd to find them.
get angry

Different from others. Why not? What not?
vesperal
Confused places may not find the real meaning and answer.
stomach
But I want to tell people like me

Don't worry, don't worry, firefly boarding