曲名:かすみそう
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配信/発売日:2023/12/22
作詞:ねじ式
作曲:ねじ式

カーテンの中 泣きじゃくった
月より遠い過去に
今でも心を抉られて
出せない手紙を書く

古い絵画のような
水彩の記憶 消せやしないから
「許したい」「許せない」の天秤の
上で僕ら生きてんだ

砂漠みたいな群衆で 呼ばれない名前の劣等感
張り付く笑顔 擬態化の虚像
まだ、ここに居ていいの?

言えない過去があったって
見えない未来よりマシだって
交わした約束の向こう 届きますように

歪んだ季節を花束に変えたくて
かすみ草の様な喜びをかき集め笑っていよう
見慣れた景色と握りしめすぎた希望たちに
霞みそうなメロディーよ どうか消えないでいて

時計の音に身を委ねて 重ねた月日でさえ
癒せない 消せない 痛みだと ひりつく空気が云う

ささくれたまま同情を
ねだる爪の伸びた指先に
張り合うだけの ハリボテの証明
まだ、ここに居なくっちゃ…

消えない傷があったって
言わなきゃなんて別に思わないで
名前など無い泥濘を 忘れないように

歪んだ視界を 花束で染めたくて
かすめとった わずかな喜びは 風となって消えてった
手放した理想と 身にまとう妥協のコーディネート
「それもまた人だ」って 君は笑ってくれた

夜露で濡れてるはなびら達
月明かり集め輝くよ
かよわい光を束に集め
何度も君を祝うよ

歪んだ季節を花束に変えたくて
かすみ草の様な喜びをかき集め笑っていよう
見慣れた景色と握りしめすぎた希望たちに
霞みそうなメロディーよ どうか消えないでいて

ka-ten no naka   na kizyakuxtu ta
tuki yori too i kako ni
ima demo kokoro wo egu ra re te
da se nai tegami wo ka ku

huru i kaiga no you na
suisai no kioku   ke se ya si nai kara
「 yuru si tai 」 「 yuru se nai 」 no tenbin no
zyou de boku ra i ki ten da

sabaku mitai na gunsyuu de   yo ba re nai namae no rettoukan
ha ri tu ku egao   gitai ka no kyozou
mada 、 koko ni i te ii no ?

i e nai kako ga axtu ta tte
mi e nai mirai yori masi da tte
ka wasi ta yakusoku no mu kou   todo ki masu you ni

yuga n da kisetu wo hanataba ni ka e taku te
kasumi sou no you na yoroko bi wo kaki atu me wara xtu te iyo u
mina re ta kesiki to nigi risime sugi ta kibou tati ni
kasu mi sou na merodhi- yo   dou ka ki e nai de i te

tokei no oto ni mi wo yuda ne te   kasa ne ta tukihi de sae
iya se nai   ke se nai   ita mi da to   hirituku kuuki ga i u

sasakure ta mama douzyou wo
nedaru tume no no bi ta yubisaki ni
ha ri a u dake no   haribote no syoumei
mada 、 koko ni i nakuxtu tya …

ki e nai kizu ga axtu ta tte
i wa nakya nante betu ni omo wa nai de
namae nado na i deinei wo   wasu re nai you ni

yuga n da sikai wo   hanataba de so me taku te
kasume toxtu ta   wazuka na yoroko bi ha   kaze to naxtu te ki e textu ta
tebana si ta risou to   mi ni matou dakyou no ko-dhine-to
「 sore mo mata hito da 」 tte   kimi ha wara xtu te kure ta

yotuyu de nu re teru hanabira tati
tukia kari atu me kagaya ku yo
ka yo wai hikari wo taba ni atu me
nando mo kimi wo iwa u yo

yuga n da kisetu wo hanataba ni ka e taku te
kasumi sou no you na yoroko bi wo kaki atu me wara xtu te iyo u
mina re ta kesiki to nigi risime sugi ta kibou tati ni
kasu mi sou na merodhi- yo   dou ka ki e nai de i te

Sobbing in the curtains
In the past more distant than the moon
Even now, my heart has been cut out.
Write a letter that cannot be sent.

Like an old painting
Because the memory of watercolor cannot be erased.
The balance of "want to forgive" and "can't forgive"
It says we're alive.

The inferiority complex of names that are not called out by desert crowds.
A mimetic virtual image of a smile stuck to the face
Can I still stay here?

Said he had an indescribable past.
Better than the invisible future.
I hope it can be sent to the agreed place.

I want to turn the twisted season into a bouquet.
Laugh with the joy of misty grass.
For the familiar scenery and the hope that is too tight.
Hazy melody, please don't disappear.

Even when I am committed to the bell.
A stinging air says that this is incurable and indelible pain.

Hold sympathy
On the fingertips of the pleading nails
Just stick a piece of paper to prove it.
Still have to stay here ...

Said there was an indelible wound.
Don't think you have to say anything.
Don't forget the mud without a name

I want to dye my distorted vision with a bouquet of flowers.
The joyful style that passed by disappeared.
The combination of the ideal of letting go and the compromise on the body
You smiled and said, "That's a person, too."

Petals soaked by night dew
Shining in the moonlight
Gather lovely light into a beam
Congratulations on several occasions.

I want to turn the twisted season into a bouquet.
Laugh with the joy of misty grass.
For the familiar scenery and the hope that is too tight.
Hazy melody, please don't disappear.