ふみ – ヨル、ライト (feat. 音楽的同位体 裏命) 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

ああ全部怖いから
嫌だって逃げ出した
分かんない　救えない
僕のこと

心詰まって嫌なり
おぼつかない足で辿ってく
通り車のライトが煩いな

夢も理想も幸せも
なにひとつ望めなかった今更
価値なんてないよな

忘れたい夜に謳って
孤独も藍もすべて飲み込んだ
夢を愛を全部与えてくれよ
愛想ばかり上手くなって
自分を無くしてしまって
消えたい感情ばっか募る毎日だ

「頑張れよ」って言われたけど
そんな軽く生きられないんだよ
今はなんでも皮肉に聞こえてるから
ごめんな。

自分ばかりを責めだして
独り泣き出す夜の零時半
僕は今でも弱いから

過去になれば言えるだろうか
「あれは笑い話だと」
いや、笑えねえな

救えない日々に叫んで
嫌なことだからすべて吐き出した
今も過去も全部殺してくれよ
悲観する人生だって
自分が情けなくなって
止めたい感情ばっか溢れ出していく

僕もいつかは笑ってみたいよ
僕もいつかは普通になれるかな
君と同じ人間になりたいのさ
僕にはまだ救いはあるのかな

aa zenbu kowa i kara
girai datte ni ge da si ta
wa kan nai 　 suku e nai
boku no koto

kokoro tu maxtu te iya nari
obotukanai asi de tado xtu teku
doo ri sya no raito ga urusa i na

yume mo risou mo siawa se mo
nanihitotu nozo me nakaxtu ta imasara
kati nante nai yo na

wasu re tai yoru ni uta xtu te
kodoku mo ai mo subete no mi ko n da
yume wo ai wo zenbu ata e te kureyo
aiso bakari uma ku naxtu te
zibun wo na kusi te simaxtu te
ki e tai kanzyou bakka tuno ru mainiti da

「 ganba re yo 」 tte i wa re ta kedo
sonna karu ku i ki rare nai n da yo
ima ha nandemo hiniku ni ki koe teru kara
gomen na 。

zibun bakari wo se medasi te
hito ri na ki da su yoru no 零 zi han
boku ha ima demo yowa i kara

kako ni nare ba i eru daro u ka
「 are ha wara i banasi da to 」
iya 、 wara e nee na

suku e nai hibi ni sake n de
iya na koto da kara subete ha ki da si ta
ima mo kako mo zenbu koro si te kureyo
hikan suru zinsei datte
zibun ga nasa kenaku naxtu te
to me tai kanzyou bakka ahu re da si te iku

boku mo ituka ha wara xtu te mi tai yo
boku mo ituka ha hutuu ni na reru ka na
kun to ona zi ningen ni nari tai no sa
boku ni ha mada suku i ha aru no kana

Yeah, because I'm scared.
Ran away in disgust
I don't know, I can't save you.
About me

Be in a panic and unwilling
Walk at a staggering pace
The headlights on the road are really annoying.

Dreams, ideals and happiness are all.
Now, nothing can be counted on.
It's worthless at all.

Eulogize on the night I want to forget
Loneliness and blue are swallowed up.
Give me all your dreams to love.
Become only please others.
Lose oneself
Every day, I am collecting feelings that I want to disappear.

Although I said "Come on"
You can't live so easily.
Because everything sounds ironic now.
I'm sorry

Only blame yourself.
Crying alone at half past zero at night
Because I am weak now, too

If it can be the past, can you say it?
"You said it was a joke."
No, that's funny.

Shouting in the days that can't be saved
Because it was a nuisance, I vomited it all.
Kill the present and the past.
Say it's a pessimistic life
I have become poor.
Full of feelings that want to stop.

I want to smile one day, too
I will become ordinary one day, too.
I want to be like you.
Am I still saved?