曲名:不純愛
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配信/発売日:2024/01/24
作詞:堂村璃羽
作曲:堂村璃羽 & Omamurin

重ねた身体の数だけ
忘れた人の愛し方を
わかってるけど飲み込めない
都合いい大人の愛なんて
それが大人になることなら
私このまま子供でいいよ
報われない君への愛も
汚れた身体ごと溶かして
都合いい関係のくせに
都合の悪い私の心
濡れた身体はきっといつだって
心が泣いていたんだろう
愛の期待を込めても何も
君は変わらないくせに
君に別れを次こそ告げようって
決めた日に限ってさ
私の想いが透けてるように
君は優しくってさ
バカな私は繰り返すんだ
またドアをノックする
代わりなんていくらでもあるこの愛と
近いはずがずっと遠い君が持った愛を
君が向けた背に触れて比べていた毎夜
こうも違う愛に1人泣いたことは内緒
ねえずっと君とこのままの関係なら
いつの日か私の恋は結ばれないのかな
重ねた身体の数だけ
忘れた人の愛し方を
わかってるけど飲み込めない
都合いい大人の愛なんて
それが大人になることなら
私このまま子供でいいよ
報われない君への愛も
汚れた身体ごと溶かして
あの日のままのグラスとアイスキューブ
私だけ魔法から溶けずに
何度も変わろうと繰り返すけど
気付けば変わることすら恐れて
同じような人を探しては安心してる
ダメだなんてこともわかってるけど
消えたくなるよいっそ
愛も君もこの汚れた身体も
また1から戻せないのかな
きっとあの最初の夜がダメだった
簡単な女じゃなければ
わかったんだでも遅かった
次は失敗しないようになんて
私次じゃなく今が欲しかった

kasaneta shintai no kazu dake
wasureta hito no itoshi kata o
wakatterukedo nomikomenai
tsugō ī otona no ai nante
sore ga otona ni naru kotonara
watashi kono mama kodomode īyo
mukuwarenai kimi e no ai mo
yogoreta shintaigoto tokashite
tsugō ī kankei no kuse ni
tsugō no warui watashi no kokoro
nureta shintai wa kitto itsu datte
kokoro ga naiteita ndarō
ai no kitai o komete mo nani mo
kun wa kawaranai kuse ni
kun ni wakare o tsugi koso tsugeyō tte
kimeta hi ni kagittesa
watashi no omoi ga suketeru yō ni
kun wa yasashikuttesa
bakana watashi wa kurikaesu nda
mata doa o nokku suru
kawari nante ikura de mo aru kono ai to
chikai hazu ga zutto tōi kimi ga motta ai o
kun ga muketa se ni furete kurabeteita maiyo
kō mo chigau ai ni 1 nin naita koto wa naisho
nē zutto kimi to kono mama no kankeinara
itsu no hi ka watashi no koi wa musubarenai no kana
kasaneta shintai no kazu dake
wasureta hito no itoshi kata o
wakatterukedo nomikomenai
tsugō ī otona no ai nante
sore ga otona ni naru kotonara
watashi kono mama kodomode īyo
mukuwarenai kimi e no ai mo
yogoreta shintaigoto tokashite
ano hi no mama no gurasu to aisu kyūbu
watashi dake mahō kara tokezu ni
nan do mo kawarō to kurikaesukedo
kizukeba kawaru koto sura osorete
onaji yōna hito o sagashite wa anshin shiteru
dameda nante koto mo wakatterukedo
kietaku naruyo isso
ai mo kimi mo kono yogoreta shintai mo
mata ichi kara modosenai no kana
kitto ano saisho no yoru ga damedatta
kantanna onna janakereba
wakatta ndade mo osokatta
tsugi wa shippai shinai yō ni nante
watashi ji janaku ima ga hoshikatta

Only the number of overlapping bodies
Put the forgotten person's love method
I know, but I can't swallow it.
Just the love of adults.
If that's a grown-up thing,
I'll just be a child like this.
So is unrequited love for you.
Melt the whole dirty body.
Mingming has a good relationship.
Inconvenient to my heart
When must the wet body be?
Have you cried in your heart?
Look forward to nothing with love.
You obviously haven't changed.
Say goodbye to you next time.
Only on the date of decision
Just like my idea.
Say you want to be gentle
Stupid. I'll repeat it
Knock again
And this kind of love is beyond measure
Put the love you have that should be close but far away.
Touch and compare the back you face every night.
Crying a person without telling such a different love.
Hey, if it's a relationship with you all the time.
One day my love will not end, will it?
Only the number of overlapping bodies
Put the forgotten person's love method
I know, but I can't swallow it.
Just the love of adults.
If that's a grown-up thing,
I'll just be a child like this.
So is unrequited love for you.
Melt the whole dirty body.
The glasses and ice cubes of that day
Only I didn't melt from magic.
Despite many attempts to change
I am even afraid that I will change when I return to my mind.
I'm relieved to find the same person
Although I know I can't.
I'll want to disappear
Love, you, this dirty body
You can't recover from 1 again, can you
It must be that first night. No.
If it's not a simple woman
I see, but it's too late.
In order not to fail next time
I want now, not me.