村咲るな – 変身 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

人が行き交う雑踏の中1人口を閉じたまま
ナイフのような目をしてどこかを睨んだ
ずっとずっと恐くて鏡が見れなかった
私が思っているよりはるかに醜い私がいる

０か１００か両極端の思考回路しか持てない
０か１００か両極端の空間をもがき続けている…

この世界で自分1人だけいつもどこでもぼっちだった
リアルに直面した話
あの頃全てが不器用で全てが不安定だった
この世界で自分1人だけいつもあやまち繰り返してた
リアルに痛感した昔
あの頃全てが無防備で全てが無神経だった

少女時代が過ぎ去りムダに歳だけとったけど
あんなに息苦しかった大人のマナーやルールも
当たり前のように出来るようになったのは
必要なバックグラウンドを理解したから

近過ぎて見えなかった自分と距離をとって
どんな時でも切り離せない自分と戦っていくために

この世界で自分1人だけいつもどこでもぼっちだとしても
今なら周りの目を気にせず
どんな声にも縛られず堂々と歩いてゆける
この世界で自分1人だけ時代に取り残されたとしても
今なら誰と比べることも誰を羨むこともしない
私は私だから

「感情は時に無力で　でも時に愚かな凶器に変わる」

あの頃全てがゲーム感覚で現実を舐めていた
今ならあらゆる角度から真実を見れる
あの頃全てを見失い感情のままに動いていた
今なら理性保って冷静に生きてゆける
ルックスだけじゃなく魂まで変身していく
成長を超えて私は変身していく

hito ga yu ki ka u zattou no tyuu 1 nin kuti wo to zi ta mama
naihu no you na me wo si te dokoka wo nira n da
zutto zutto kowa ku te kagami ga mi re nakaxtu ta
watasi ga omo xtu te iru yori haruka ni miniku i watasi ga iru

０ ka １００ ka ryoukyokutan no sikou kairo sika mo te nai
０ ka １００ ka ryoukyokutan no kuukan wo mogaki tuzu ke te iru …

kono sekai de zibun 1 nin dake itumo doko demo botti daxtu ta
riaru ni tyokumen si ta hanasi
ano koro sube te ga bukiyou de sube te ga huantei daxtu ta
kono sekai de zibun 1 nin dake itumo ayamati ku ri kae si te ta
riaru ni tuukan si ta mukasi
ano koro sube te ga muboubi de sube te ga musinkei daxtu ta

syouzyo zidai ga su gi sa ri muda ni tosi dake toxtu ta kedo
anna ni ikiguru sikaxtu ta otona no mana- ya ru-ru mo
a tari mae no you ni deki ru you ni naxtu ta no ha
hituyou na bakkuguraundo wo rikai si ta kara

tika su gi te mi e nakaxtu ta zibun to kyori wo toxtu te
donna toki demo ki ri hana se nai zibun to tataka xtu te iku tame ni

kono sekai de zibun 1 nin dake itumo doko demo botti da to si te mo
ima nara mawa ri no me wo ki ni se zu
donna koe ni mo siba ra re zu doudou to aru i te yu keru
kono sekai de zibun 1 nin dake zidai ni to ri noko sa re ta to si te mo
ima nara dare to kura beru koto mo dare wo uraya mu koto mo si nai
watasi ha watasi da kara

「 kanzyou ha toki ni muryoku de 　 demo toki ni oro ka na kyouki ni ka waru 」

ano koro sube te ga ge-mu kankaku de genzitu wo na me te i ta
ima nara arayuru kakudo kara sinzitu wo mi reru
ano koro sube te wo miusina i kanzyou no mama ni ugo i te i ta
ima nara risei tamo xtu te reisei ni i ki te yu keru
rukkusu dake zya naku tamasii made hensin si te iku
seityou wo ko e te watasi ha hensin si te iku

In the crowd of people coming and going, one population is kept closed.
Stare at something with knife-like eyes
I've been too scared to look in the mirror.
I am much uglier than I thought.

There can only be 0 or 100 extreme thinking loops.
Struggling continuously in 0 or 100 two extreme spaces …

In this world, only one person is always lonely everywhere.
Face the reality story
At that time, everything was clumsy and unstable.
I am the only one who always makes mistakes in this world.
Really feel the past of reality
At that time, everything was unprepared and everything was numb.

Although girlhood has passed, I am one year older in vain.
So are suffocating adult etiquette and rules.
Can do it as a matter of course.
Because I understand the necessary background.

Keep your distance from yourself who is too close to see.
In order to fight against yourself that you can't live without at any time

Even if you are the only one in this world, you are always lonely everywhere.
Now, don't care about the eyes around you
Without being bound by any sound, you can go on in an upright way.
Even if only one person in this world is left behind in the times.
Now I don't compare with anyone and I don't envy anyone.
Because I am me.

"Feelings are sometimes weak and sometimes become stupid weapons."

At that time, everything licked reality like a game.
Now you can see the truth from all angles.
I lost everything at that time and acted according to my feelings.
Now you can live rationally and calmly.
Not only the appearance, but also the soul must be transformed.
Beyond growth, I will transform.