曲名:暁月と絶望
歌手:

配信/発売日:2024/03/01
作詞:西憂花
作曲:西憂花

今、僕の手の中で熱くなってく
愛とか理想について。

西の空に浮かぶ一等星に
目を凝らしながら
正しさも間違いも全部まだわからなくて
日和見なまま覚束ない道を征く
どうなったってもういいや
なんて割り切っちゃって
ハイファイな全能感で生きてたいけど
ふらふら迷いながら
紡いだ声は宙に浮かんだ

画面の向こうの誰かが言う
「ありのままでいい」が
どうしたって響かない
武器といえるものなんて
最初から持ってないんだってのに
何か失ったみたいな気分だ
何が嫌いとかこれが譲れないとか全部
くだらないプライドとエゴ
だから何?わかってんだけど
仄暗いベッドの中で光る
ノイズばかり脳裏を埋め尽くす
もうどうやったって全部
偽物に見えちゃって
こんなの僕じゃないって叫びたいんだよ
ゆらゆら燃える熱も
いずれ闇に溶けては死んでいく

ユラユラ 不器用な言葉でも
誰かに届くなら
どうなったってもういいや
なんて強がり言った
そんな自分をいつかはきっと
愛せるから
ふらふら迷いながら
明日また光るため進むよ
何が正しいかなんて
何が間違いかなんて
今日からの僕が決めていくものだから
この手を止めないで
続けていく
繋いでいく

ima 、 boku no te no naka de atu ku naxtu te ku
ai toka risou ni tui te 。

nisi no sora ni u kabu ittousei ni
me wo ko rasi nagara
tada si sa mo matiga i mo zenbu mada wakara naku te
hiyorimi na mama obotuka nai miti wo sei ku
dou naxtu ta tte mou ii ya
nante wa ri ki xtu tyaxtu te
haifai na zennou kan de i ki te tai kedo
hurahura mayo i nagara
tumu i da koe ha tyuu ni u ka n da

gamen no mu kou no dare ka ga i u
「 arinomama de ii 」 ga
dou si ta tte hibi ka nai
buki to ieru mono nante
saisyo kara mo xtu te nai n datte no ni
nani ka usina xtu ta mitai na kibun da
nani ga kira i toka kore ga yuzu re nai toka zenbu
kudaranai puraido to ego
da kara nani ? wakaxtu ten da kedo
honogura i beddo no naka de hika ru
noizu bakari nouri wo u me tu kusu
mou dou yaxtu ta tte zenbu
nisemono ni mi e tyaxtu te
konna no boku zya nai tte sake bi tai n da yo
yurayura mo eru netu mo
izure yami ni to ke te ha si n de iku

yurayura bukiyou na kotoba demo
dare ka ni todo ku nara
dou naxtu ta tte mou ii ya
nante tuyo gari i xtu ta
sonna zibun wo ituka ha kitto
ai seru kara
hurahura mayo i nagara
asita mata hika ru tame susu mu yo
nani ga tada sii ka nante
nani ga matiga i ka nante
kyou kara no boku ga ki me te iku mono da kara
kono te wo to me nai de
tuzu ke te iku
tuna i de iku

Now, it gets hot in my hands.
About love or ideals.

Floating on the first-class star in the western sky
Watching
Right and wrong are still unknown.
Have it both ways has embarked on an incredible road.
It doesn't matter anyway.
Really, really.
I want to live with a high-fidelity sense of omnipotence.
Stumbling
The sound is floating in the air

Someone on the other side of the picture said
"Just leave it as it is."
It won't affect anything.
What can be called a weapon?
Obviously, there was no one from the beginning.
It feels like something has been lost.
Hate what, this can't give in or something, all of it.
Bored self-esteem and ego
So what is it? I know
Glowing in the dim bed
My head is full of noise.
How have you done everything?
Looks like a fake.
I want to tell you that I'm not like this.
Curling heat
Will melt and die in the dark one day.

Even if it's clumsy
If it can be delivered to anyone
It doesn't matter anyway.
How brave to say
One day, I will be like this.
Because you can love.
Stumbling
It will shine again tomorrow, so go ahead.
What is right?
What do you mean wrong?
Because from today on, it's up to me.
Don't stop this hand
go on
attacca