歌手: 雨ノ漣
配信/発売日:2024/03/14
作詞:雨ノ漣
作曲:雨ノ漣
君がもし形を見てくれるなら
僕の居た証も見て取れるだろう
君の立つ姿は雨粒のようで
僕の吐く言葉も濡らしてくれた
切られた?切られてはないな
見られた?見られてもないな
浮かれた。浮かれても
追い付かれてはないようだった
振られて踏まれてわかった
誰にも知られてなかった
思い浸ってただけだ
気付かないことに気付けないままな
僕だけが残されて今も動けないんだ
戻りたいのわかって?
戻れないのわかってる。
でもまだ夢見てたい
話しかけられる度に
嫌味だと捉えちゃうから
ここぞの時誰も僕を助けてくはくれないんだ
1人だってわかってる
気取りだってわかってる
でもまだ認めてない
もう嫌だ
もう嫌なのもやだ
もういらない
もういらないのにまだ
始めた頃はなかった海に
見たことないクラゲが泳いでいる
(そうなんだ)
見慣れたフリに困った瓜が
掛けたくない言葉に痞えている
(そうなんだ)
呆れるほどに弱った僕を
信じがたい現実が犯していく
(そうなんだね)
敷かれた土に埋まった種が
咲きたくないと願って朽ちていく
(そうなんだね)
価値のないものに
見惚れてるうちに
無駄だけが明かされて
今を失ったんだ
辿り着いた答えは
星の数ほどあって
でもまだ捨てられない
自らを治す時に
外側をよく見せるから
心がまだ錆びたまま
煮えるまで気付けないんだ
嘘じゃないことだって
嘘みたいに刺さって
でもまだ抜けられない
みんな居なくなるならと
逆に引き篭もることが
何よりも辛くて明日が来なければいいのにさ
眠くなったらどうして
寝てしまうのはこうして
また陽が当たるから
もう嫌だ
もう嫌なのがやだ
もういらない
もう要らないのにまだ
生きてる
ほんと
なんでだろね
kimi ga mosi katati wo mi te kureru nara
boku no i ta akasi mo mi te to reru daro u
kun no ta tu sugata ha amatubu no you de
boku no ha ku kotoba mo nu rasi te kure ta
ki ra re ta ? ki ra re te ha nai na
mi rare ta ? mi rare te mo nai na
u kare ta 。 u kare te mo
o i tu ka re te ha nai you daxtu ta
hu ra re te hu ma re te wakaxtu ta
dare ni mo si ra re te nakaxtu ta
omo i hita xtu te ta dake da
kizu ka nai koto ni kizu ke nai mama na
boku dake ga noko sa re te ima mo ugo ke nai n da
modo ri tai no wakaxtu te ?
modo re nai no wakaxtu teru 。
demo mada yumemi te tai
hana sikake rareru tabi ni
iyami da to tora e tyau kara
koko zo no toki dare mo boku wo tasu ke te ku ha kure nai n da
1 nin datte wakaxtu teru
kido ri datte wakaxtu teru
demo mada mito me te nai
mou iya da
mou iya na no mo yada
mou ira nai
mou ira nai noni mada
hazi me ta koro ha nakaxtu ta umi ni
mi ta koto nai kurage ga oyo i de iru
( sou na n da )
mina re ta huri ni koma xtu ta uri ga
ka ke taku nai kotoba ni tuka e te iru
( sou na n da )
aki reru hodo ni yowa xtu ta boku wo
sin zi gatai genzitu ga oka si te iku
( sou na n da ne )
si ka re ta tuti ni u maxtu ta tane ga
sa ki taku nai to nega xtu te ku ti te iku
( sou na n da ne )
kati no nai mono ni
mito re teru uti ni
muda dake ga a kasa re te
ima wo usina xtu ta n da
tado ri tu i ta kota e ha
hosi no kazu hodo axtu te
demo mada su te rare nai
mizuka ra wo nao su toki ni
sotogawa wo yoku mi seru kara
kokoro ga mada sa bi ta mama
ni eru made kizu ke nai n da
uso zya nai koto datte
uso mitai ni sa saxtu te
demo mada nu ke rare nai
minna i naku naru nara to
gyaku ni hi ki ko moru koto ga
nani yori mo kara ku te asita ga ko nakere ba ii no ni sa
nemu ku naxtu tara dou si te
ne te simau no ha kou si te
mata hi ga a taru kara
mou iya da
mou iya na no ga yada
mou ira nai
mou i ra nai noni mada
i ki teru
honto
na n de daro ne
If you can look at the shape.
You can also see my proof, right?
You stand like a rain bead.
My spit got wet, too.
Was it cut? It wasn't cut.
Do you see it? It's almost unbearable.
I was played. Even if I get cheated on.
It seems that I have not been caught up.
Dumped, trampled, got it.
Nobody knows.
I was just thinking.
Without noticing.
I'm the only one left, and I can't move now
Do you know I want to go back?
I know I can't go back.
But I still want to dream
Every time I'm talked to,
Because it will be considered annoying.
No one will help me at this time.
I know a person
I know it's posturing
But I haven't admitted it yet
I've had enough.
I already hate it.
I don't want it.
I don't need it anymore. Not yet.
In the sea when there is no beginning
Never seen a jellyfish swimming.
(So that's it)
A melon that is used to seeing and pretending to be troubled.
Crazy about not wanting to hang up.
(So that's it)
I am surprisingly weak.
Incredible reality is being committed.
(Yes)
Seeds buried in paved soil
May it bloom and rot?
(Yes)
Become a worthless thing
While fascinated.
Only the waste was exposed.
I lost the present.
The answer here is
There are so many stars.
But I still can't throw it away
When you heal yourself
Because it will show you the outside.
The heart is still rusty.
You won't notice it until it's cooked
Which means it's not a lie
Stabbed like a liar
But I still can't get rid of it
I hope everyone is gone.
On the contrary, stay indoors.
It's harder than anything. I wish I didn't come tomorrow.
Sleepy. Why?
So I fell asleep.
Because there is sunshine again.
I've had enough.
I already hate it.
I don't want it.
I don't want it anymore. Not yet
Still alive
real
Why?