曲名:勝手にしやがれ!
歌手:

発売日:2022/07/27
作詞:Mom
作曲:Mom

天気予報士がニュースの緊張をほぐすように
僕は毛布で作った暗闇で
コミックソングを口ずさむ (1994年の)
不完全な繊維の隙間から光が漏れた
そりゃないぜ…
がっかりしちゃったな

窓を開け放って硬い空に
スタッドを打込むイメージを浮かべた
途端にそれも飽きちゃって
何も感じなくなって
もうなんかダメかもしれない
もうなんかヤバいかもしれないネ

晴れでも雨でも曇り空でも
全然楽しくないのは
僕がどうにかなったからなのか
現在地を把握しようにも
見えないし聞こえないよ
ああ、 どうぞご勝手に… しやがれ!

スイッチを ON にして
それから OFF にしてなんて具合にやれたらね
そりゃあええわ そりゃあええわ
いいや、 もっともっとチグハグになんのかも
瞼を閉じても何かが
目の前をびゅんびゅん猛スピードで激しく飛び回る
その小さな、 うんと小さな
ひとつひとつに印をつけたよ
愛せるように

これは祈りじゃない
正しい技じゃない
はみ出したことば
僕が僕であるための
勝手にしやがれ!
勝手にしやがれ!
勝手にしやがれ!
不条理の下で生まれて
それらしいものすべて焼いちゃえよ

もうなんかダメかもしれない
もうなんかヤバいかもしれないネ

不条理の下で生まれて
それらしいものすべて焼いちゃえよ

ずぅーっと、 死んだふりしていたけれど
金輪際そういうのやめるのさ
僕を刺すため拵えたナイフは
いずれ君に向けてしまうから
ずぅーっと、 死んだふりしていたけれど
金輪際そういうのやめるのさ
ふたつの覗き穴から見えるものだけってのは
ちょっと心許ないから

言葉を探す前に気持ちを探したい
急かされず 煽られず 決して奪われずに
死んだふりはもうやめるのさ!
頭打ちの今日は切れ目のない素粒子の中
みんな溶けてゆく…
僕のための策略は時代の歌に食べられて
代弁者のズバリ! って顔をまた肥えさせる
どれだけ腐っても動きだけは止めないようにね

ちょいと試してみようぜ
複雑な心を引っ提げて…

tenki yohou si ga nyu-su no kintyou wo hogusu you ni
boku ha mouhu de tuku xtu ta kurayami de
komikku songu wo kuti zusamu ( 1994 nen no )
hukanzen na seni no sukima kara hikari ga mo re ta
sorya nai ze …
gakkari si tyaxtu ta na

mado wo hira ke hana xtu te kata i sora ni
sutaddo wo utiko mu ime-zi wo u kabe ta
totan ni sore mo a ki tyaxtu te
nani mo kan zi naku naxtu te
mou nanka dame kamo sire nai
mou nanka yabai kamo sire nai ne

ha re demo ame demo kumo ri zora demo
zenzen tano siku nai no ha
boku ga dou ni kanaxtu ta kara na no ka
genzaiti wo haaku siyo u ni mo
mi e nai si ki koe nai yo
aa 、   douzo go katte ni . . .   si yagare !

suitti wo ON ni si te
sore kara OFF ni si te nante guai ni ya re tara ne
soryaa ee wa   soryaa ee wa
iiya 、   motto motto tiguhagu ni nanno kamo
mabuta wo to zi te mo nani ka ga
me no mae wo byunbyun mou supi-do de hage siku to bi mawa ru
sono tii sana 、   unto tii sana
hitotuhitotu ni sirusi wo tuke tayo
ai seru you ni

kore ha ino ri zya nai
tada sii waza zya nai
hami da si ta kotoba
boku ga boku de aru tame no
gatte ni si yagare !
gatte ni si yagare !
gatte ni si yagare !
huzyouri no sita de u mare te
sore rasii mono subete ya i tyae yo

mou nanka dame kamo sire nai
mou nanka yabai kamo sire nai ne

huzyouri no sita de u mare te
sore rasii mono subete ya i tyae yo

zu xu - xtu to 、   si n da huri si te i ta keredo
konrinzai sou iu no yameru no sa
boku wo sa su tame kosira e ta naihu ha
izure kun ni mu ke te simau kara
zu xu - xtu to 、   si n da huri si te i ta keredo
konrinzai sou iu no yameru no sa
hutatu no nozo ki ana kara mi eru mono dake tte no ha
tyotto kokoromoto nai kara

kotoba wo saga su mae ni kimo ti wo saga si tai
se kasa re zu   ao ra re zu   kextu site uba wa re zu ni
si n da huri ha mou yameru no sa !
atamau ti no kyou ha ki re me no nai soryuusi no naka
minna to ke te yuku . . .
boku no tame no sakuryaku ha zidai no uta ni ta be rare te
daibensya no zubari !   tte kao wo mata ko e saseru
doredake kusa xtu te mo ugo ki dake ha to me nai you ni ne

tyoito tame si te miyo u ze
hukuzatu na kokoro wo hi xtu sa ge te . . .

As the weatherman relieves the strain of the news
I'm in the darkness made of blankets
I hum a comic song (from 1994)
Light leaks through the imperfect fibers
Oh, no...
I'm disappointed.

I opened the window to the hard sky
I imagine driving a stud into the hard sky
And then I got tired of it.
I don't feel anything anymore.
I don't know if I'm gonna make it
Maybe I'm in trouble

Sunny, rainy, or cloudy
I'm not happy at all
I don't know if it's because I'm out of control
I can't see and I can't hear
I can't see and I can't hear.
Oh, have it your way... Go ahead!

Turn it on.
And then turn it off and on and off.
That would be great. That would be great.
No, it could be a lot more confusing.
I close my eyelids and something's still there.
I can't close my eyelids, but something is fluttering around in front of me, flying fast and furious.
I've marked each and every little...
I've marked each and every one of them
so that I could love them.

This is not a prayer
It's not the right move
It's a word that's out of place
For me to be me
Do what you want!
Suit yourself!
Suit yourself!
Born under absurdity
Burn them all

I think I'm in some kind of trouble
Maybe I'm in some kind of trouble

Born under absurdity
Burn all those things

I've been pretending to be dead for so long
I've been pretending to be dead for a long time, but I'm not going to do it anymore.
The knife you made to stab me
I'm going to turn it on you sooner or later
I've been pretending to be dead for so long
But I'm not going to do that anymore
Because what I see through the two peepholes
I'm a little insecure

I want to look for feelings before I look for words
No one rushes me, no one agitates me, no one takes them away from me
I'll stop pretending to be dead!
Today's the day I'm hitting my head, in an unbroken stream of subatomic particles
We're all dissolving...
The ruse for me is eaten up by the song of the times
The voice of the voice of the times! I'll make your face fat again
No matter how rotten it gets, just don't stop moving

Let's give it a try
With a complicated heart...