曲名:ユーフォリック
歌手:

発売日:2022/08/03
作詞:珀
作曲:珀

こんな姿 こんな表情じゃ
幾夜、泣き腫らしても
きっと誰も見抜いてはくれない
そう思ってた
あなたに出会うまで

煤に塗れた部屋の隅で
読み飽きた本を捲るだけ
目的も果たせぬまま
ただ 無聊を託つ

ある日、箱の中目を覚ました
よく知る顔した人形は
訪れる度 同じ 台詞を
繰り返すだけ

日に日に取り戻す心の重さに
いっそずっと気付かずに
騙されていられたら
そんな不安も違和感も知らず
のうのうと哂えてた?
それでも…

「余計な感情は捨ててしまえ」
唆す声には蓋をして
黒く濁らせた 瞳の奥に
問いかけてた
いつまでも ただ

いっそずっとこのままで
何者かさえ忘れて
傀儡のように生きられたら
楽になれるかな?
それでも…

その目に 光が戻る時を
信じずにはいられない
どうか 全て 何もかも
忘れてしまう前に…

こんな姿 こんな表情じゃ
幾夜、泣き腫らしても
きっと誰も見抜いてはくれない
そう思ってた
あなたに出会うまで

konna sugata   konna hyouzyou zya
ikuyo 、 na ki ha rasi te mo
kitto dare mo minu i te ha kure nai
sou omo xtu te ta
anata ni dea u made

susu ni mami re ta heya no sumi de
yo mi a ki ta hon wo maku ru dake
mokuteki mo ha ta se nu mama
tada   buryou wo kako tu

aru hi 、 hako no naka me wo sa masi ta
yoku si ru kao si ta ningyou ha
otozu reru tabi   ona zi   serihu wo
ku ri kae su dake

hi ni hi ni to ri modo su kokoro no omo sa ni
isso zutto kizu ka zu ni
dama sa re te i rare tara
sonna huan mo iwakan mo si ra zu
nounou to sin e te ta ?
sore demo …

「 yokei na kanzyou ha su te te simae 」
sosonoka su koe ni ha huta wo si te
kuro ku nigo ra se ta   hitomi no oku ni
to ikake te ta
itu made mo   tada

isso zutto konomama de
nanimono ka sae wasu re te
kairai no you ni i ki rare tara
raku ni na reru kana ?
sore demo …

sono me ni   hikari ga modo ru toki wo
sin zi zu ni ha i rare nai
dou ka   sube te   nani mokamo
wasu re te simau mae ni …

konna sugata   konna hyouzyou zya
ikuyo 、 na ki ha rasi te mo
kitto dare mo minu i te ha kure nai
sou omo xtu te ta
anata ni dea u made

With a figure like this, with a face like this
No matter how many nights you cry and swell up
No matter how many nights I cry and swell up
That's what I thought
Until I met you

In a soot-covered corner of my room
I just crumpled up the books I was tired of reading
With no purpose in sight
I just sat in boredom

One day I woke up in a box
A doll with a familiar face
Every time I came back to the box
I just repeat the same lines

The weight of my heart getting heavier by the day
I wish I could go on and on unnoticed
If only I could be fooled
I wouldn't have known the anxiety and the discomfort
I'd be running around like a fleet of boats
And yet...

"Let go of your unnecessary feelings."
I put a lid on the voice that urges me to do so
And in the depths of your darkened eyes
I was asking myself...
"Forever... Just...

I'll just stay like this forever
Forgetting who I am
If I could live like a puppet
Would it be easier?
Still...

When the light returns to your eyes
I can't help but believe.
Please, before you forget everything...
Before you forget...

Not like this, not like this.
No matter how many nights you cry
No one will ever see through you.
That's what I thought.
Until I met you