曲名:ヘイトミー
歌手:

発売日:2022/08/12
作詞:佐藤リョウスケ
作曲:佐藤リョウスケ

右手に持ったナイフをしまってこの両手で光を感じたいけど
切ってしまった方が楽だからいつもこっちを選ぶ
片付かない六畳アパートは僕の心みたいに隙間がないから
愛をするにも窮屈で君には退屈だったね

そうだよね
守れないごめんねと叶わないまたねが
言葉にしなくても刺さって痛いよ
願わくば君の隣に
死ぬまではずっと居たかったな
さよならしたいならするまで隠せよ
笑ってられるほど馬鹿じゃないから
終わりだね、終わらないでよ
おやすみの合図で君はさよならの準備を

嫌いになった音楽もそうだよ、両手で夢を見てた
捨てられないこのギターだけ暗闇でよく光る

一人で決めるなよ、手段は選べよ
置いていったりとかするなよ、戯けが
願うなよ、僕の幸せを
君とじゃなければ意味なんてないのに
響いては轟く薄くなる記憶に
手を伸ばしてみても君は知らないフリ
ありがとね、なんて言わないよ
認めてしまうことがさよならになるから

泣いているのは
君と創った記憶が
この胸を掴んでは、離しても離れないから
願うなよ本当に、僕の幸せを

耳を塞いでもその手を剥がされ
鳴り止まないのは始まりのメロディ

壊してくれ、壊さないでよ
破れた鼓膜に咲く
守れないごめんねと叶わないまたねが
言葉にしなくてもなってしまったみたいだ
「ありがとねさよならだね」
朝が来るまではまだ

ずたずたになったこの手でさよならの合図を

migite ni mo xtu ta naihu wo simaxtu te kono ryoute de hikari wo kan zi tai kedo
ki xtu te simaxtu ta hou ga raku da kara itumo kotti wo era bu
katazu ka nai 六 zyou apa-to ha boku no kokoro mitai ni suki ma ga nai kara
ai wo suru ni mo kyuukutu de kimi ni ha taikutu daxtu ta ne

sou da yo ne
mamo re nai gomen ne to kana wa nai mata ne ga
kotoba ni si naku te mo sa saxtu te ita i yo
nega wakuba kimi no tonari ni
si nu made ha zutto i takaxtu ta na
sayonara si tai nara suru made kaku seyo
wara xtu te rareru hodo baka zya nai kara
o wari da ne 、 o wara nai deyo
oyasumi no aizu de kimi ha sayonara no zyunbi wo

kira i ni naxtu ta ongaku mo sou da yo 、 ryoute de yume wo mi te ta
su te rare nai kono gita- dake kurayami de yoku hika ru

hitori de ki meru na yo 、 syudan ha era beyo
o i te ixtu tari toka suru na yo 、 tawa ke ga
nega u na yo 、 boku no siawa se wo
kun to zya nakere ba imi nante nai noni
hibi i te ha todoro ku usu ku naru kioku ni
te wo no basi te mi te mo kimi ha si ra nai huri
arigato ne 、 nante i wa nai yo
mito me te simau koto ga sayonara ni naru kara

na i te iru no ha
kun to tuku xtu ta kioku ga
kono mune wo tuka n de ha 、 hana si te mo hana re nai kara
nega u na yo hontou ni 、 boku no siawa se wo

mimi wo husa i de mo sono te wo ha gasa re
na ri ya ma nai no ha hazi mari no merodhi

kowa si te kure 、 kowa sa nai deyo
yabu re ta komaku ni sa ku
mamo re nai gomen ne to kana wa nai mata ne ga
kotoba ni si naku te mo naxtu te simaxtu ta mitai da
「 arigato ne sayonara da ne 」
asa ga ku ru made ha mada

zutazuta ni naxtu ta kono te de sayonara no aizu wo

I wish I could put away the knife in my right hand and feel the light in both of these hands.
but I always choose this way because it's easier to cut
The untidy six-mat apartment has no space like my heart
It's too cramped to make love, too boring for you, isn't it?

I know, right?
I'm sorry I can't protect you and I'm sorry I can't make it happen again
Even if I don't put it into words, it still stings and hurts.
I wish I could have been next to you
I wish I could have been next to you until the day I die
If you want to say goodbye, hide it until you do
I'm not stupid enough to laugh at you
It's over. Don't end it.
Cue the good night, and you get ready to say goodbye

The same goes for the music I've come to hate, I've been dreaming with both hands
I can't get rid of it, only this guitar glows better in the dark

Don't decide alone, choose your means
Don't leave me or anything, you fool
Don't wish for my happiness
I'm nothing if not with you
echoing and roaring, fading memories
I reach out my hand and you pretend you don't know
I won't say thank you
Because to admit it would be to say goodbye

I'm crying because
The memories I created with you
I hold on to your heart and won't let go
Don't wish for me to be happy, really wish for me to be happy

Even if I cover my ears, your hand will be ripped away
The melody that won't stop playing is the melody of the beginning

Break it, don't break it, don't break it
blooming in my torn eardrums
I'm sorry I can't protect you and I can't make it happen again
It's like I've become something without words
"thank you, goodbye, I guess."
Until morning comes

I'm signaling goodbye with my shredded hands