藍井エイル – CaCO 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

ずっと　ずっと
君の横顔
バレないように見つめていた
未来がないことは
わかっていたはずだよ

私は君にとっていい子でいられたかな？
会えないのに
思い出してしまう

触れることも話すことも何も
この先きっと無いんだろうけど
私のことだから
あなたのことなんて
すぐ忘れてしまうでしょう
あの時くれた言葉はそっと
本音じゃないことにしておくね
じゃないとこのまま
私はずっと泣いて
ひとりぼっちの理由探すの

期待しない否定しない私は
ただ弱虫なの？
いじっぱり泣き虫な私は
ねえ　ただ子供なのかな？

髪色変えたの
ネイルも変えたの
気づいてる？気付いてない？
全部君のため

あの日の苦し紛れの言葉も
君なら仕方ないと笑える
優しさの形
それぞれ違って
当たり前だと思うから
最後に見た顔は君らしく
不器用な笑顔で座っていた
真逆な二人が
繋いだ思い出
大切に心に刻んで

お互い　いつになっても
本音が言えず
歩み寄っても
すれ違っていく
不器用でごめんね

触れることも話すことも何も
この先きっと無いんだろうけど
私のことだから
あなたのことなんて
すぐ忘れてしまうでしょう
あの時くれた言葉はそっと
本音じゃないことにしておくね
じゃないとこのまま
私はずっと泣いて
ひとりぼっちの理由探すの

zutto 　 zutto
kun no yokogao
bare nai you ni mi tume te i ta
mirai ga nai koto ha
wakaxtu te i ta hazu da yo

watasi ha kimi ni toxtu te ii ko de i rare ta kana ？
a e nai noni
omo i da si te simau

hu reru koto mo hana su koto mo nani mo
kono saki kitto na i n daro u kedo
watasi no koto da kara
anata no koto nante
sugu wasu re te simau desyo u
ano toki kure ta kotoba ha sotto
honne zya nai koto ni si te oku ne
zya nai to konomama
watasi ha zutto na i te
hitoribotti no riyuu saga su no

kitai si nai hitei si nai watasi ha
tada yowamusi nano ？
izixtu pa ri na ki musi na watasi ha
nee 　 tada kodomo na no kana ？

kamiiro ka e ta no
neiru mo ka e ta no
ki zui teru ？ kizu i te nai ？
zenbu kun no tame

ano hi no kuru si magi re no kotoba mo
kun nara sikata nai to wara eru
yasa si sa no katati
sorezore tiga xtu te
a tari mae da to omo u kara
saigo ni mi ta kao ha kimi rasiku
bukiyou na egao de suwa xtu te i ta
massakasama na hutari ga
tuna i da omo i de
taisetu ni kokoro ni kiza n de

o taga i 　 itu ni naxtu te mo
honne ga i e zu
ayu mi yo xtu te mo
sure tiga xtu te iku
bukiyou de gomen ne

hu reru koto mo hana su koto mo nani mo
kono saki kitto na i n daro u kedo
watasi no koto da kara
anata no koto nante
sugu wasu re te simau desyo u
ano toki kure ta kotoba ha sotto
honne zya nai koto ni si te oku ne
zya nai to konomama
watasi ha zutto na i te
hitoribotti no riyuu saga su no

Always. Always.
Your profile.
I've been staring at you like you don't even know I'm here.
You knew there was no future.
You knew there was no future.

Have I been good enough for you?
Even though I can't see you.
I can't stop thinking about you.

I can't touch you, talk to you, nothing.
I don't know if I'll ever see you again
But it's me.
I'm sure I'll forget all about you
I'm sure I'll forget all about you soon.
I'll pretend you didn't mean what you said
I'll pretend you didn't mean them.
Or I'll just keep on crying
I'll cry all the time
Looking for a reason to be alone

I won't expect it, I won't deny it
Am I just a wimp?
I'm a stubborn crybaby
Hey, am I just a child?

I changed my hair color
I changed my nails.
Did you notice? You didn't notice?
I did it all for you.

That day, when I said those bitter words...
You can laugh at them as if they were inevitable
There are different forms of kindness
Is different for each of us.
Because I think it's natural
The last time I saw your face
Sitting there with a clumsy smile
Two people who are complete opposites
The memories we've shared
I'll always hold them close to my heart

We couldn't say what we really felt
We couldn't say what we really felt
And even when we come to terms
But our paths keep crossing
I'm sorry for being so clumsy

There's nothing to touch, nothing to talk about.
I'm sure we'll never be able to touch or talk
It's just me.
I'm sure I'll forget all about you
I'm sure I'll forget all about you soon enough.
I'll pretend you didn't mean what you said
I'll pretend you didn't mean them.
Or I'll just keep on crying
I'll cry all the time
Looking for a reason to be alone