DUSTCELL – 漂泊者 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

ありふれたいつも通りの生活
皿から赤い果実が不意に
こぼれ落ちた　転がってった
汚れに塗れて駄目になった
口下手同士の会話
私にはどこか居心地が良かったんだ
記憶と体温
一人でどうやって生きてきたかを覚えてない

焦るたび解けてった愛情
正しさを取り零すことばっかだ
不器用だ

窓越しに映る眠らない空の移り変りのように
ずれていった仄暗い方へ
深く無為に沈み込んだ
夜の縫い目もわからないほど
もう本当は何もかも全て消して
不覚のままただただ溺れたい
慰めでも　それでいいよ

取れないよ　もうさ
染みは奥に潜り込んでいた
余韻を黙らせて
耳鳴りが悩みの種だから
思慮　計画　本当
意味がないよ　意味がないよ
あなたが私なしで大丈夫とわかるのも悲しいよ

文脈がバラバラになって
言葉たちがたゆたうなら
全部並び替えたくて
意味のない文字列へと

足掻いて　もがいて
埋め合わせたって
得心がいかない
馬鹿だ　弱すぎる

寄る辺も持たずに瞬く星をなぞる
縫い付けるように
傷や穴を星座で塞いで
区切り分けてしまいたいよ
忘れたいこと / 忘れないこと
麻酔すらもきかぬ感傷は
水の澱の底へただただ沈めて
終わりにしよう　それでいいよ

海沿いを手を取り歩いたこと
脊髄の奥まで震えたこと
目蓋裏に仕舞っとくよ
いつしか宝石になるように
想い出の色はきっと限りなく
透明に近い　消えそうなほど
無意味の中に確かに光っている

続く青　動く鼓動
命を綴る　世界を捲る
ひとつのおわり　ひとつのはじまり
振り返らず　さよなら私

arihureta itumo doo ri no seikatu
sara kara aka i kazitu ga hui ni
kobore o ti ta 　 koro gaxtu textu ta
yogo re ni mami re te dame ni naxtu ta
kutibeta dousi no kaiwa
watasi ni ha dokoka igokoti ga yo kaxtu ta n da
kioku to taion
hitori de dou yaxtu te i ki te ki ta ka wo obo e te nai

ase ru tabi to ke textu ta aizyou
tada si sa wo to ri kobo su koto bakka da
bukiyou da

madogo si ni utu ru nemu ra nai sora no utu ri kawa ri no you ni
zure te ixtu ta honogura i hou he
huka ku mui ni sizu mi ko n da
yoru no nu i me mo wakara nai hodo
mou hontou ha nani mokamo sube te ke si te
hukaku no mama tadatada obo re tai
nagusa me demo 　 sore de ii yo

to re nai yo 　 mou sa
si mi ha oku ni mogu ri ko n de i ta
yoin wo dama ra se te
mimina ri ga naya mi no tane da kara
siryo 　 keikaku 　 hontou
imi ga nai yo 　 imi ga nai yo
anata ga watasi nasi de daizyoubu to wakaru no mo kana sii yo

bunmyaku ga barabara ni naxtu te
kotoba tati ga tayutau nara
zenbu nara bi ka e taku te
imi no nai moziretu he to

aga i te 　 mogai te
u me a wase ta tte
tokusin ga ika nai
baka da 　 yowa sugiru

yo ru be mo mo ta zu ni matata ku hosi wo nazoru
nu i tu keru you ni
kizu ya ana wo seiza de husa i de
kugi ri wa ke te simai tai yo
wasu re tai koto / wasu re nai koto
masui sura mo kika nu kansyou ha
mizu no ori no soko he tadatada sizu me te
o wari ni siyo u 　 sore de ii yo

umizo i wo te wo to ri aru i ta koto
sekizui no oku made huru e ta koto
mabuta ura ni sima xtu toku yo
itu sika houseki ni naru you ni
omo i de no iro ha kitto kagi rinaku
toumei ni tika i 　 ki e sou na hodo
muimi no naka ni tasi ka ni hika xtu te iru

tuzu ku ao 　 ugo ku kodou
inoti wo tuzu ru 　 sekai wo maku ru
hitotu no owari 　 hitotu no hazimari
hu ri kae ra zu 　 sayonara watasi

Mundane, business-as-usual life
A red berry unexpectedly fell from the plate
Spilled, rolled off the plate
Caked with dirt and ruined
A conversation between two people who are not very good at talking
There was something comforting about it.
Memories and body heat
I don't remember how I lived alone

A love that unraveled every time I got impatient
I'm always missing out on what's right.
Clumsy.

Like the shifting of the sleepless sky reflected through the window
I shifted toward the darker side
I sank so deep and aimlessly
I don't even know the seams of the night
I really want to erase everything
I just want to drown in my unconsciousness
Even if it's just for comfort, that's fine.

I can't get it off, not anymore
The stain had burrowed deep inside
Silence the aftermath
Tinnitus is the least of my worries
Thought, plan, plan, really...
It doesn't make sense It doesn't make sense
It's sad to know you're okay without me

As the context falls apart
As the words flutter and flutter
I want to rearrange them all
To a meaningless string of words

I struggle and struggle to make up for it
And try to make up for it
I'll never get it
I'm stupid, I'm weak

I trace the twinkling stars with nothing to hold on to
Like sewing on a stitch
Fill up the wounds and holes with constellations
I wish I could separate them
Things I want to forget / Things I can't forget
Sentiment that cannot even be anesthetized
Just sink to the bottom of the stagnant water
Let's just end it. That's it.

When we walked hand in hand along the sea
I shivered all the way to the back of my spine
I'll put it in the back of my eye lids
Someday it will become a jewel
I'm sure the color of my memories will be endless
So close to transparent, so close to disappearing
In the midst of meaninglessness, it surely shines

The continuing blue, the moving heartbeat
Winding around the world, spelling out life
One end, one beginning
Never looking back, goodbye, me