Homeparties – Lovely 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

愛想笑いだってしたくない
昨夜抱いた淡い期待に
素直でいたら良いなんて
間にうけて今を生きてる

甘いところだけをあつめて見据えてる
自分だけが今暗い世界の中にいるんだ

愛して繋いで揺らいで言葉探して守ってる
満たして壊して甘い言い訳を探して繰り返してる

分かっていても言い出せない
手の届くものだけを選んでる
プライドは消えそうにない
自分を遠くから見過ぎでいる

甘いところだけをあつめて見据えてる
自分だけが今暗い世界の中にいるんだ

愛して繋いで揺らいで言葉探して守ってる
満たして壊して甘い言い訳を探して繰り返してる

愛想笑いだってしたくない
素直でいたら良いなんて
分かっていても言い出せない
自分を遠くから見過ぎでいたみたい

aisowara i datte si taku nai
sakuya ida i ta awa i kitai ni
sunao de i tara yo i nante
kan ni uke te ima wo i ki teru

ama i tokoro dake wo atume te misu e teru
zibun dake ga ima kura i sekai no naka ni iru n da

ai si te tuna i de yu rai de kotoba saga si te mamo xtu teru
mi tasi te kowa si te ama i i i wake wo saga si te ku ri kae si teru

wa kaxtu te i te mo i i da se nai
te no todo ku mono dake wo era n deru
puraido ha ki e sou ni nai
zibun wo too ku kara misu gi de iru

ama i tokoro dake wo atume te misu e teru
zibun dake ga ima kura i sekai no naka ni iru n da

ai si te tuna i de yu rai de kotoba saga si te mamo xtu teru
mi tasi te kowa si te ama i i i wake wo saga si te ku ri kae si teru

aisowara i datte si taku nai
sunao de i tara yo i nante
wa kaxtu te i te mo i i da se nai
zibun wo too ku kara misu gi de i ta mitai

I don't even want to smile.
I don't want to smile at the faint hope I had last night
That I should be honest with you
I'm living in the moment

I'm only looking at the sweet parts of the world
I'm the only one in a dark world right now

I'm loving, connecting, wavering, searching for words, protecting
I'm filling it up and breaking it down, looking for the sweetest excuse and repeating it over and over

I know I know but I can't say it out loud
I'm choosing only what's within my reach
Pride never seems to go away
You're looking at yourself from too far away

I'm only looking at the sweetest part of myself
I'm the only one in a dark world right now

I'm loving, connecting, wavering, searching for words, protecting
I'm filling and breaking, looking for sweet excuses to repeat

I don't even want to smile, I don't even want to smile
I don't want to be honest
I know I should be honest, but I can't say it
I think I've been looking at myself from too far away