曲名:人間じゃないよな
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発売日:2022/09/25
作詞:夢追翔
作曲:夢追翔

闇を照らしたのは救いかそれとも別の
形だけ似せたごっこ遊びじゃ心満たせず

肯定がただ嬉しく思えて
知らなかった その意味を

檻の中 通り過ぎていく
人の顔色伺い 望みのまま演じた

誰もが認める姿なれた筈だろ
なのに 向けられた視線は 誰一人

愛されていたのは 人の形によく似た
傷つくことも望むことも できないドール
心あることなど 受け入れてはくれないか
消費される自我の声を 誰かに残したくて

全てが優しさでできていた
求められることだけ見ていた
聴こえる筈のない不協和音
歪なノイズ壁一つ隔て合わない目が

聴こえる筈のない不協和音
歪なノイズ壁一つ隔て合わない目が

自分の理想描くこと 許されないまま
可愛い 従順で窮屈な 綿の中

あなたが望むならどんな形にもなろう
だけど覚えていて私もあなたが見えて

見下せる人しか愛せぬあなたの為に
踊り続ける いっかこの引き金を引く日まで

愛されていたのは愛したのは誰のこと
気付かれないままでもいいあなたが見てる限り

yami wo te rasi ta no ha suku i ka soretomo betu no
kei dake ni se ta gokko aso bi zya kokoro mi ta se zu

koutei ga tada ure siku omo e te
si ra nakaxtu ta sono imi wo

ori no naka too ri su gi te iku
zin no kaoiro ukaga i nozo mi no mama en zi ta

dare mo ga mito meru sugata na re ta hazu daro
na no ni mu ke rare ta sisen ha darehitori

ai sa re te i ta no ha hito no katati ni yoku ni ta
kizu tuku koto mo nozo mu koto mo deki nai do-ru
kokoro aru koto nado u ke i re te ha kure nai ka
syouhi sa reru ziga no koe wo dare ka ni noko si taku te

sube te ga yasa si sa de deki te i ta
moto me rareru koto dake mi te i ta
ki koeru hazu no nai hukyouwaon
ibitu na noizu kabe hito tu heda te a wa nai me ga

ki koeru hazu no nai hukyouwaon
ibitu na noizu kabe hito tu heda te a wa nai me ga

zibun no risou ega ku koto yuru sa re nai mama
kawai i zyuuzyun de kyuukutu na wata no naka

anata ga nozo mu nara donna katati ni mo naro u
da kedo obo e te i te watasi mo anata ga mi e te

mikuda seru hito sika ai se nu anata no tame ni
odo ri tuzu keru ikka kono hi ki gane wo hi ku hi made

ai sa re te i ta no ha ai si ta no ha dare no koto
kizu ka re nai mama demo ii anata ga mi teru kagi ri

Is it salvation that has illuminated the darkness, or is it something else?
I can't fill my heart with a plaything that only looks like a plaything

I was just glad for the affirmation
I didn't know what it meant

I'm in a cage and I'm passing through
I was just playing to the crowd, playing what I wanted to play

I thought I was the one that everyone would recognize
And yet no one ever looked at me the same way.

They loved me in the shape of a man
A doll that can't be hurt, can't be desired.
Would you accept that I have a heart?
I wanted to leave someone the voice of my consuming ego

Everything was made of kindness
I only saw what was required of me
A cacophony that cannot be heard
A distorted noise, a single wall, a pair of eyes that don't match

A cacophony that cannot be heard
A distorted noise, a single wall between our eyes

I was not allowed to create my own ideal
Pretty, obedient, cramped in cotton

I'll be whatever you want me to be
But remember, I see you too

For you, who can only love those who can look down on you
I'll keep dancing Oh, how I shall dance until the day I pull this trigger

I was loved by whom I loved
I don't care if I remain unnoticed, as long as you see me