歌手: @naru__sleep
発売日:2022/09/02
作詞:@naru__sleep
作曲:@naru__sleep
つまり顔面失敗作の僕だから
一生報われないのです!
「結局努力する子が1番」
なんて戯言にはだまされない
少女漫画の最後笑うのは
綺麗な顔したヒロインだから
鏡もカメラも自傷道具
画面の中で笑うあの子に
ただ醜い妬みが渦巻いて
性格まで腐ったの
おまじないをかけて神様!
華やかで残酷な魔法をね
魘された夜も溶かせたのなら
それはなんと素敵な夢物語
肌伝うもの感じながら
あいまいな意識を手放した日
あの人が傷口に顔寄せて
そっと塞いでくれる夢を見た。
鏡見て病んで心ギリギリ
の今 可愛いあの子はいきいき!
つまり顔面失敗作の僕だから
一生報われないのです!
一生救われないのです
ママに貰ったこの体さえも
愛せないのは親不孝ですか
運が良かったキミには分からないね
分かりたくもないよね(笑)
お金も時間も惜しまないで
どんな努力を積み重ねても
「加工だ」
「メイクだ」
「整形(いじった)」
とか。
元良くなきゃ叩かれる始末
おまじないをかけて神様
華やかで残酷な魔法をね
魘された夜も溶かせたのなら
それはなんと素敵な・・・!!!
肌伝うもの感じながら
あいまいな意識を手放した日
あの人が傷口に顔寄せて
そっと塞いでくれる夢を見た
鏡見て病んで心ギリギリ
の今 可愛いあの子はいきいき!
つまり顔面失敗作の僕だから
一生報われないのです!
来世に希望を見出し
されど妄想の中引きこもり
晴れて人間失格!堕ちた僕だから
一生報われないのです
一生救われないのです
tumari ganmen sippaisaku no boku da kara
issyou muku wa re nai no desu !
「 kekkyoku doryoku suru ko ga 1 ban 」
nante zaregoto ni ha damasa re nai
syouzyomanga no saigo wara u no ha
kirei na kao si ta hiroin da kara
kagami mo kamera mo zisyou dougu
gamen no naka de wara u ano ko ni
tada miniku i neta mi ga uzuma i te
seikaku made kusa xtu ta no
omazinai wo kake te kamisama !
hana yaka de zankoku na mahou wo ne
una sare ta yoru mo to ka se ta no nara
sore ha nanto suteki na yumemonogatari
hada tuta u mono kan zi nagara
aimai na isiki wo tebana si ta hi
ano hito ga kizuguti ni kao yo se te
sotto husa i de kureru yume wo mi ta 。
kagami mi te ya n de kokoro girigiri
no ima kawai i ano ko ha ikiiki !
tumari ganmen sippaisaku no boku da kara
issyou muku wa re nai no desu !
issyou suku warenai no desu
mama ni mora xtu ta kono karada sae mo
ai se nai no ha oyahukou desu ka
un ga yo kaxtu ta kimi ni ha wa kara nai ne
wa kari taku mo nai yo ne (笑)
o kane mo zikan mo o sima nai de
donna doryoku wo tu mi kasa ne te mo
「 kakou da 」
「 meiku da 」
「 seikei ( izixtu ta ) 」
toka 。
moto yo ku nakya tata ka reru simatu
omazinai wo kake te kamisama
hana yaka de zankoku na mahou wo ne
una sare ta yoru mo to ka se ta no nara
sore ha nanto suteki na ・・・ ! ! !
hada tuta u mono kan zi nagara
aimai na isiki wo tebana si ta hi
ano hito ga kizuguti ni kao yo se te
sotto husa i de kureru yume wo mi ta
kagami mi te ya n de kokoro girigiri
no ima kawai i ano ko ha ikiiki !
tumari ganmen sippaisaku no boku da kara
issyou muku wa re nai no desu !
raise ni kibou wo mida si
saredo mousou no naka hi kikomori
ha rete ningen sikkaku ! o ti ta boku da kara
issyou muku wa re nai no desu
issyou suku warenai no desu
I mean, I'm a facial failure.
I will never be rewarded!
"In the end, the best are those who work hard."
I won't be fooled by that nonsense.
In shoujo manga, the last laugh is the heroine with the beautiful face.
Because the heroine with the beautiful face is the one who laughs at the end of the manga.
Mirrors and cameras are tools for self-harm
The girl who laughs in the screen
I'm just so ugly and jealous
And even her character is rotten.
Cast a spell, God!
A glamorous, cruel spell
If only I could melt the nightmare away
What a wonderful nightmare
I felt it on my skin
The day I let go of my fuzzy consciousness
I dreamed of that man's face in my wound
and gently closed the wound.
I looked in the mirror, sick and on the edge of my mind
Now, the pretty girl is so lively!
In other words, I'm a facial failure
I will never be rewarded!
I will never be saved!
I can't even love the body my mother gave me
Is it not filial piety not to love?
You're a lucky man. You don't understand.
You don't want to understand.
No matter how much money, no matter how much time, no matter how hard you try.
No matter how much effort you put into it.
"It's the processing."
"Makeup."
"Plastic surgery."
and so on.
If the original is not good, they will beat you up.
Cast a spell, God!
A glamorous, cruel spell.
If you could melt my nightmares away
How wonderful...!
I felt it on my skin
The day I let go of my fuzzy consciousness
I dreamed of that man's face in my wound
I dreamed that he gently closed it up
I looked in the mirror, sick and on the edge of my mind
Now the pretty girl is alive and well
In other words, I'm a facial failure
I'll never be rewarded!
I'll find hope in the next life
But I'm still a delusional shut-in
And now I'm a failure! Because I'm a failure
I'll never be rewarded
I'll never be saved