DEZERT – あの風の向こうへ 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

生きてる理由が僕に死を思わせる
世界の重みがまた僕をずるくした
進むときの恐ろしさなど考えないようにしてた
やっと手に入れた強さなんて
いとも容易く消えた

汚れてしまった　望んでしまった
息をすることで不安が付きまとう
逃れるように泣いてみても　勝手に風は吹く
自分をなくしてあなたをなくした
僕が夢みてた世界はなかった
拾って手に入れたものなんて　何一つも残らなかった

歩みの理由が僕を立ち止まらせる
世界の重みはまた一つ増えていた
笑う人の差し出した手を握り返す余裕もなくて
やっと手に入れた優しさすら
いとも容易く消えた

壊れそうな夜自分を恨んで
泣き疲れた朝　始まりを嘆いた
苦しくても　逃げたくても　勝手に明日は来る
世界を愛することをやめたとき
手にしたすべてがガラクタに見えた
それでも生きてると感じたい　矛盾の風がないていた

汚れた日は僕を見つめ
望んだ日に君が生まれ
風が吹く日　何度でも世界を手に入れる

僕が僕である理由が欲しくて
曇りひとつない空を見上げてみた
何度見ても何もないから前を向いて歩く
訳を知らずとも風はないていた
確かに僕らはここで生きていた
たとえそれが僕を苦しめても
進もう　君がいる風の向こうへ

i ki teru riyuu ga boku ni si wo omo wa seru
sekai no omo mi ga mata boku wo zuruku si ta
susu mu toki no oso rosi sa nado kanga e nai you ni si te ta
yatto te ni hai re ta tuyo sa nante
itomo tayasu ku ki e ta

yogo re te simaxtu ta 　 nozo n de simaxtu ta
iki wo suru koto de huan ga tu kimatou
noga reru you ni na i te mi te mo 　 katte ni kaze ha hu ku
zibun wo nakusi te anata wo naku si ta
boku ga yume mi te ta sekai ha nakaxtu ta
hiro xtu te te ni hai re ta mono nante 　 nanihito tu mo noko ra nakaxtu ta

ayu mi no riyuu ga boku wo ta ti do mara seru
sekai no omo mi ha mata hito tu hu e te i ta
wara u hito no sa si da si ta te wo nigi ri kae su yoyuu mo naku te
yatto te ni hai re ta yasa si sa sura
itomo tayasu ku ki e ta

kowa re sou na yoru zibun wo ura n de
na ki tuka re ta asa 　 hazi mari wo nage i ta
kuru siku te mo 　 ni ge taku te mo 　 katte ni asita ha ku ru
sekai wo ai suru koto wo yame ta toki
te ni si ta subete ga garakuta ni mi e ta
sore demo i ki teru to kan zi tai 　 muzyun no kaze ga nai te i ta

yogo re ta hi ha boku wo mi tume
nozo n da hi ni kimi ga u mare
kaze ga hu ku hi 　 nando demo sekai wo te ni i reru

boku ga boku de aru riyuu ga ho siku te
gumo ri hitotu nai sora wo mia ge te mi ta
nando mi te mo nani monai kara mae wo mu i te aru ku
wake wo si ra zu to mo kaze ha nai te i ta
tasi ka ni boku ra ha koko de i ki te i ta
tatoe sore ga boku wo kuru sime te mo
susu mo u 　 kimi ga iru kaze no mu kou he

The reason I'm alive makes me think of death
The weight of the world made me cunning again
I tried not to think about the horror of moving on
The strength I'd finally found
Gone so easily

I'm tainted. I'm wanting.
Breathing in and out, I let my fears follow me
I try to cry to escape, but the wind blows on its own
I lost myself and I lost you
The world I dreamed of is gone
There was nothing left that I could pick up and hold on to

The reason for my steps makes me stop
The weight of the world had increased by one more
I couldn't even afford to hold back the hand of the one who laughed at me
Even the kindness that I had finally obtained
Gone so easily

I hated myself at night when I felt like breaking down
I mourned the beginning of the morning when I was tired of crying
Even though I was in pain, even though I wanted to run away, tomorrow would come on its own
When I stopped loving the world
Everything I held in my hands seemed like a piece of junk
Still, I want to feel alive, the winds of contradiction were blowing

The dirty day stared at me
The day I wanted you to be born
The day the wind blows, I'll have the world again and again

I wanted a reason to be me
I looked up at the cloudless sky
No matter how many times I looked, nothing was there, so I walked forward
The wind was singing even though I didn't know why
It's true that we were living here
Even if it torments me
Let's go on beyond the wind where you are