aiko – 号泣中 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

つまらない話ばかりでごめんなさい
そろそろ外の景色に飽きてきたでしょ
改めて話すとこんなにも長くなってしまうなんて
明日生きる意味がもう見つからない
どこかに落として来てしまったのか
探り寄せた首筋に忘れられない日々を刻んでた

あたしあの人が大好きだったの
気づかない間に大好きになったの
だけど置いていかれてしまったの　ずっとずっと遠くに

寂しいなんて言葉も出ない　悲しいなんて思ったりしたら
何をしでかすかわからないわ　何をしでかすかわからないわ
ひとりになって反芻すればつい吐き出してしまいそうなの

程々の片想いなんて気が知れないでも
思い切りぶつかれる身も札もない
墜ちてゆく心に酔いしれてた日を想いしょげた
ねぇ君にとってはただの暇つぶし
薄まった返事の文字は繰り返し
抜け落ちた心の羽が刺さり苦しいのが恋なら嫌

あたしあの人が大好きだったの
気づかない間に大好きになったの
未練の涙を口に含んでずっとずっと転がして

君が寝てるか起きてるかさえ　わかっちゃいそうな世の中は不便
ほったらかしのあたしの写真　何晩目に抱きしめてくれるの
思わせぶりなその目の奥に一体何を期待してるの

知らないよ？この続きはまだまだ
乞うご期待で息を吸っていたい
そんな余裕どこに残ってる？
あの時もどの時も優しいLove
あたしは駄目であなたは獣だ
軽い約束で心臓食べた

tumaranai hanasi bakari de gomennasai
sorosoro soto no kesiki ni a ki te ki ta desyo
arata mete hana su to konnani mo naga ku naxtu te simau nante
asita i kiru imi ga mou mi tukara nai
dokoka ni o tosi te ki te simaxtu ta no ka
sagu ri yo se ta kubisuzi ni wasu re rare nai hibi wo kiza n de ta

atasi ano hito ga daisu ki daxtu ta no
ki zuka nai aida ni daisu ki ni naxtu ta no
da kedo o i te ika re te simaxtu ta no 　 zutto zutto too ku ni

sabi sii nante kotoba mo de nai 　 kana sii nante omo xtu tari si tara
nani wo sidekasu ka wakara nai wa 　 nani wo sidekasu ka wakara nai wa
hitori ni naxtu te hansuu sure ba tui ha ki da si te simai sou na no

hodohodo no kataomo i nante ki ga si renai demo
omo i ki ri butuka reru mi mo satu mo nai
o ti te yuku kokoro ni yo isire te ta hi wo omo i syoge ta
nexe kimi ni toxtu te ha tada no hima tubusi
usu maxtu ta henzi no mozi ha ku ri kae si
nu ke o ti ta kokoro no hane ga sa sari kuru sii no ga koi nara iya

atasi ano hito ga daisu ki daxtu ta no
ki zuka nai aida ni daisu ki ni naxtu ta no
miren no namida wo kuti ni huku n de zutto zutto koro gasi te

kun ga ne teru ka o ki teru ka sae 　 wakaxtu tyai sou na yo no naka ha huben
hottarakasi no atasi no syasin 　 nani ban me ni ida kisime te kureru no
omo waseburi na sono me no oku ni ittai nani wo kitai si teru no

si ra nai yo ？ kono tuzu ki ha madamada
ko u go kitai de iki wo su xtu te itai
sonna yoyuu doko ni noko xtu teru ？
ano toki mo dono toki mo yasa sii Love
atasi ha dame de anata ha kemono da
karu i yakusoku de sinzou ta be ta

Sorry for all the boring talk.
I'm sure you're getting tired of the outside scenery by now.
I can't believe how long it's taken me to tell you this again.
I can't find the meaning of life tomorrow.
I wonder if I dropped it somewhere.
I've been digging around his neck for the days I'll never forget.

I loved him so much.
I fell in love with him without even realizing it
But he left me behind... far, far away...

I can't even say I'm sad. I don't know what I'll do if I'm sad.
I don't know what I'd do. I don't know what I'd do.
I don't know what I'll do if I'm alone and I ruminate on it.

I don't know what I'll do if I'm alone and ruminate on it
I don't have the strength or the money to take it all out on you
I dread the days when I was drunk on my crashing heart
Hey, for you, it's just a way to pass the time
the faded letters of reply are repeated
I hate it if it's love that stings and pains the feathers of my heart that have fallen out

I loved that man
I fell in love with him without even realizing it
I've been rolling my unresolved tears in my mouth for a long, long time

It's inconvenient in a world where I can tell if you're sleeping or awake
How many nights do you hold me in your arms?
What do you expect to see behind those suggestive eyes?

I don't know, do I? There's so much more to this.
I just want to breathe in the anticipation.
Where's the room left for that?
Love is kind then and now and always
I'm no good to you, you're a beast
I ate your heart with a light promise