歌手: CHiCO with HoneyWorks
発売日:2022/10/26
作詞:使徒
作曲:使徒
私ね 友達に酷い事をしたの
助けてくれたのに逃げて流され無視したの
その子に標的が変わってほっとした
そうだよ最低なの
でもずっと痛かった
もう違う学校だし
会わないと思って
今更「ごめん」とか私バカだ
虫が良すぎ
嫌ってていい
許さなくていい
伝えたかった私のヒーロー
君は笑う
その笑顔に糸が切れた
涙が溢れ止まらない
友達の事とか彼氏の事だとか
君は楽しそうに愚痴る
それが嬉しかった
時間がかかったけど私にもできたよ
“今の私は嫌いじゃない”
そう思える事
忘れた日なんてない
やるせないあの感情
今も消えず残る
それをずっと背負っていく
自分勝手だって
ムカついてもいい
変わらないでね 私のヒーロー
曲がった事許せなくて
不器用でも
人の痛みがわかる人
過去は変えられないから
未来変えたいんだ
「もう一度友達になってください」
君は飽きれた顔で言うんだ
“友達やめたつもりないから”
体が熱い
「もう間違えない」
これが私のハートの主張
君は笑う
“間違えてもいいんだよ友達だから”
ああ、まただ
watasi ne tomodati ni hido i koto wo si ta no
tasu ke te kure ta noni ni ge te naga sa re musi si ta no
sono ko ni hyouteki ga ka waxtu te hotto si ta
sou da yo saitei na no
demo zutto ita kaxtu ta
mou tiga u gakkou da si
a wa nai to omo xtu te
imasara 「 gomen 」 toka watasi baka da
musi ga yo sugi
kira xtu te te ii
yuru sa naku te ii
tuta e takaxtu ta watasi no hi-ro-
kun ha wara u
sono egao ni ito ga ki re ta
namida ga ahu re to mara nai
tomodati no koto toka karesi no koto da toka
kun ha tano si sou ni guti ru
sore ga ure sikaxtu ta
zikan ga kakaxtu ta kedo watasi ni mo deki ta yo
“ ima no watasi ha kira i zya nai ”
sou omo eru koto
wasu re ta hi nante nai
yarusenai ano kanzyou
ima mo ki e zu noko ru
sore wo zutto seo xtu te iku
zibunkatte da tte
mukatui te mo ii
ka wara nai de ne watasi no hi-ro-
ma gaxtu ta koto yuru se naku te
bukiyou demo
zin no ita mi ga wakaru hito
kako ha ka e rare nai kara
mirai ka e tai n da
「 mou itido tomodati ni naxtu te kudasai 」
kun ha a ki re ta kao de i u n da
“ tomodati yame ta tumori nai kara ”
karada ga atu i
「 mou matiga e nai 」
kore ga watasi no ha-to no syutyou
kun ha wara u
“ matiga e te mo ii n da yo tomodati da kara ”
aa 、 mata da
I... I did something terrible to a friend.
She tried to help me, but I ran away, got swept away, and ignored her.
I was just relieved when he turned on her.
I know... it's a bummer.
But it hurt for a long time.
I'm at a different school now.
I didn't think I'd ever see her again.
And now I'm like, "I'm sorry." I'm so stupid.
It's so stupid.
You don't have to hate me.
You don't have to forgive me.
I just wanted to tell you that you're my hero.
You laugh.
That smile breaks the thread
I can't stop the tears from flowing
About your friends, about your boyfriend
about your friends and your boyfriend
That made me happy
It took me a while, but I did it.
"I don't hate who I am now."
"I don't hate who I am now.
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about it.
That feeling that I can't get rid of
It's still there.
And I'll carry it with me forever.
You can be selfish.
I don't care if it pisses you off.
Don't change, my hero
I can't forgive you for being crooked
You're clumsy
You're someone who understands people's pain
I can't change the past.
I want to change the future
"Will you be my friend again?"
And you'll look at me with that tired look on your face and you'll say.
"I'm not going to stop being your friend."
My body is hot.
"I won't make that mistake again."
This is my heart's claim
You laugh
"It's okay to make mistakes, because we're friends."
Oh, here we go again.