RADWIMPS – Tamaki 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

あなたが嫌いだった　あなたが嫌いだった
憎まれ口ばっか叩いて変に背伸びして大人ぶるあなたが

あなたさえいなければ　あなたさえいなければ
そんなこと一刹那でも考える自分がもっと嫌いだった

嫌いだった

あなたを知りたかった　あなたを知りたかった
私がいなくても平気よやっていけるわみたいなあなたが

あなたが悔しかった　あなたが悔しかった
私の努力などどこ吹く風で愛されるそんなあなたが

目の前のあなたの空は　いつも違う色で
この世界で私だけ知ってる　あなたがいることが

誇りだった

あなたは鏡だった　あなたは鏡だった
あなたへの想いがそっくり私を映し思わず目を逸らした

時に親子になった　時に恋人だった
時に家族で友達で姉妹で時に赤の他人だった

あなたが喜ぶ顔をさ　見たいと思ってるよ
でもあなたが泣いてる姿も　たまにどうしようもなく　見たくなるの

あなたがいなくなった　らなんにもなくなった
あなたこそが私がここに生きてた何よりの証拠だった

私はあなたの中では　何色に見えてる？
ねぇ少しずつ二人の混ぜて　新しい色になろう

伸ばしても届かない手で　あなたに綴る歌
それでもあなたは間違いなく　私が生きてゆく

光だった
光だった

anata ga kira i daxtu ta 　 anata ga kira i daxtu ta
niku mare guti bakka tata i te hen ni seno bi si te otona buru anata ga

anata sae i nakere ba 　 anata sae i nakere ba
sonna koto issetuna demo kanga eru zibun ga motto kira i daxtu ta

kira i daxtu ta

anata wo si ri takaxtu ta 　 anata wo si ri takaxtu ta
watasi ga i naku te mo heiki yo yaxtu te i keru wa mitai na anata ga

anata ga kuya sikaxtu ta 　 anata ga kuya sikaxtu ta
watasi no doryoku nado doko hu ku kaze de ai sa reru sonna anata ga

me no mae no anata no sora ha 　 itumo tiga u iro de
kono sekai de watasi dake si xtu teru 　 anata ga iru koto ga

hoko ri daxtu ta

anata ha kagami daxtu ta 　 anata ha kagami daxtu ta
anata he no omo i ga sokkuri watasi wo utu si omo wazu me wo so rasi ta

zi ni oyako ni naxtu ta 　 toki ni koibito daxtu ta
zi ni kazoku de tomodati de simai de toki ni aka no tanin daxtu ta

anata ga yoroko bu kao wo sa 　 mi tai to omo xtu teru yo
demo anata ga na i teru sugata mo 　 tama ni dou siyoumonaku 　 mi taku naru no

anata ga i naku naxtu ta 　 ra na n ni mo nakunaxtu ta
anata koso ga watasi ga koko ni i ki te ta nani yori no syouko daxtu ta

watasi ha anata no naka de ha 　 naniiro ni mi e teru ？
nexe suko sizutu hutari no ma ze te 　 atara sii iro ni naro u

no basi te mo todo ka nai te de 　 anata ni tuzu ru uta
sore demo anata ha matiga inaku 　 watasi ga i ki te yuku

hikari daxtu ta
hikari daxtu ta

I hated you. I hated you.
I hated you for being so obnoxious and acting all grown up and tall and obnoxious

If only you hadn't been there, if only you hadn't been there
I hated myself even more for thinking like that even for a moment

I hated you.

I wanted to know you. I wanted to know you.
I wish I'd known you, the way you were fine without me, like you could get along without me.

I hated you. I hated you.
You were the kind of person who loved me no matter what I did

I know that the sky in front of you is always a different color
I'm the only one in the world who knows you

I was so proud of you

You were a mirror You were a mirror
The way I felt for you mirrored exactly what I felt for you, and I couldn't help but look away

Sometimes we were parent and child Sometimes we were lover
Sometimes you were my family, my friend, my sister, sometimes you were a stranger

I wish I could see the joy on your face.
But sometimes I can't help but want to see you cry.

When you were gone, there was nothing.
You were the best proof that I was still here.

What color do I look like to you?
Hey, little by little, let's mix the two of us and become a new color

I can't reach you with my outstretched hand, I'll write you a song
Still, you're the one I'll live for

You were the light
It was light