曲名:オルターエゴ
歌手:

配信/発売日:2023/02/22
作詞:DUSTCELL
作曲:DUSTCELL

現在時刻 午前4時
有象無象にもう飽き飽きだよ
存在 形なんて もはやミュータントさ
白に黒に馴染めず 曖の昧な色して
息を吸って 息を吐いて
死んでるようなものだな
実際音頼りにぎりぎり生きていた

もうどうなっていいんだって
恐れなんかは全くないって
沈む夕日が最後は地平に
堕ちてゆくことだけ知ってる

それでもいい お前だけは灰になって 消えてくれ
静かに狂ったその姿に呑み込まれてしまう前に
零でも果てでもない 無数の目 頭の中
ぐだぐだうだうだ ああ うるせえな

人間なんて辞めちまえ
アダムとイヴが犯した罪の実
善も悪も同じ つくりものなんだよ
後ろの正面で誰か教えてくれたんだ
何者にもなりたかった
何者にもなれないから

本当はもう気づいている
許される日がこないことなんて
咲いた花弁が最期は地上に
堕ち塵になって風に舞ってく

それでもいい
お前だけは哀に犯され消えてくれ
偽り纏ったその笑顔に 呑み込まれてしまう前に
色即是空の世 無数の手 頭の中
ぐだぐだうだうだ ああ うるせえな

孤独抱え期待なんてされなかった少年
裏切られて傷を負った未成熟な少女も
あぁ そうか 僕のことだったね
君も僕で 君も僕
一人には戻れないんだよ
笑ってみせてくれ

それでもいい お前だけは青さに溺れて 消えてくれ
悲しみに満ちたその瞳に 呑み込まれてしまう前に
零で割れ世界を 嗄れた唄 口ずさんで
フィナーレの音が鳴り響いてる

最期の日 僕によく似たお前の生きた証を
奪って 壊して 祈って 焼べるよ
今日でもう終わりなんだ
灰に咲け 全てが朽ち果ててしまう前に
笑顔を浮かべてお辞儀をしましょう
きみがすきなうた ながれはじけた

Genzai jikoku gozen 4-ji
uzōmuzō ni mō aki akita ゙ yo
sonzai katachi nante mohaya myūtanto-sa
shiro ni kuro ni najime su ゙ kura no kurana iro shite
iki o sutte iki o haite
shinte ゙ru yōna monota ゙na
jissai oto tayori ni ki ゙ riki ゙ri ikiteita

mou to ゙ unatte ī nta ゙ tte
osore nanka wa mattaku na itte
shizumu yūhi ka ゙ saigo wa chihei ni
ochite yuku kotota ゙ ke shitteru

sorete ゙ mo ī omaeta ゙ ke wa haininatte kiete kure
shizuka ni kurutta sono sugata ni nomikoma rete shimau mae ni
reite ゙ mo hatete ゙ mo nai musū no me atama no naka
ku ゙ta ゙ ku ゙ta ゙ uta ゙ uta ゙ ā uru se e na

ningen'nante yame chimae
adamu to ivu ka ゙ okashita tsumi no jitsu
zen mo aku mo dō shi ゙ tsukuri monona nta ゙ yo
ushiro no shōmente ゙ dareka oshiete kureta nta ゙
nan-sha ni mo naritakatta
nan-sha ni mo narenaikara

hontō wa mō kitsu ゙ ite iru
yurusa reru hi ka ゙ konai koto nante
saita hanabira ka ゙ saigo wa chijō ni
ochi chiri ni natte kaze ni matte ku

sorete ゙ mo ī 2 omaeta ゙ ke wa 哀 Ni okasa re kiete kure
itsuwari matotta sono egao ni nomikoma rete shimau mae ni
shikisokuzekū no yo musū no te atama no naka
ku ゙ta ゙ ku ゙ta ゙ uta ゙ uta ゙ ā uru se e na

kodoku kakae kitai nante sa renakatta shōnen
uragira rete kizu o otta mi seijukuna shōjo mo
a~a sō ka boku no kotota ゙ tta ne
kimi mo bokute ゙ kimi mo boku
ichi-ri ni wa modorenai nta ゙ yo
Emi tte misete kure

sorete ゙ mo ī omaeta ゙ ke wa ao-sa ni oborete kiete kure
kanashimi ni michita sono hitomi ni nomikoma rete shimau mae ni
reite ゙-ware sekai o shagareta uta-guchi su ゙-sante ゙
fināre no oto ka ゙ narihibii teru

saigo no hi boku ni yoku nita omaeno ikita akashi o
ubatte kowashite inotte yaki e ゙ru yo
kyōte ゙ mō owarina nta ゙
hai ni sake subete ka ゙ kuchihatete shimau mae ni
egao o uka e ゙te ojigi o shimashou
kimi ka ゙ sukina uta naka ゙re hashi ゙ keta

It's 4 a.m.
I'm tired of meaningless things
Existential form is already a mutant.
Dye white to black with fuzzy colors.
Inhale and exhale.
Something that looks like death.
Actually live by sound.

I wish I had fallen asleep.
Said there was no fear at all
The sun sets and finally returns to the ground.
I fully know that it will fall.

Even then, it doesn't matter, you disappear into ashes.
Before being quietly swallowed up by the crazy figure
Countless bits and pieces of canthus
I'm so tired and noisy

Stop being a man.
The sins committed by Atam and Yves.
Good and evil are the same.
Someone told me about the front in the back.
I want to be anyone.
Because you can't be anything.

Actually, I have noticed it.
When can I be forgiven?
Blooming petals, or finally on the ground.
Turn to dust and dance with the wind

That doesn't matter.
You have been tragically violated, so disappear.
Before being swallowed up by that fake smile
In the countless hands of the empty world.
I'm so tired and noisy

A teenager who is not expected to be lonely.
So are the immature girls who were betrayed and injured.
Oh, really? It's me.
You and me, you and me
I can't go back alone.
Smile for me.

Even that doesn't matter, you indulge in the blue and disappear.
Before being swallowed up by those sad eyes
Zero rupture, Mr. Bai Kou who makes the world hoarse.
There was a final sound.

On the last day, I put your living evidence that looks like me.
Take it away, destroy it, pray, and burn it
Today is over.
Before it blooms into ashes or decays completely.
Smile and bow.
Jun cheered in high spirits