曲名:なぜ
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配信/発売日:2023/04/01
作詞:カンザキイオリ
作曲:カンザキイオリ

過ぎ去った日々ばかりが美しいのはなぜ
手放した憎しみが名残惜しいのはなぜ
あなたを愛おしいと思えば思うほど
自分が醜くなるのはなぜ

「病んでる君は面倒くさい」
そんなことを言うモンスターに好かれる必要なんてないのに
いつの間にか丸みを帯びた脳味噌の定位置が定まらない

逃げ出したいと願って辿り着いた
気づけば頭が空っぽだ
生きることにしがみついて一体何を忘れたんだろう

愛も温もりも苛立つのはなぜ
報われやしないのに救う側なのはなぜ
あなたを愛する勇気がないのに
あなたに触れたいと思うのはなぜ

悲しいなんて口に出したら甘えだろなんて言われて
舐められるのはへっちゃらなのさ
だから見放すのはやめてくれ
散々切り捨てたくせにさ
そうやってできたこの場所だ
もう弱音は吐けないぜ

雪化粧も紅葉の色も
夏の匂いも桜の数も
何一つ思い出せないのはなぜ
どこにだって行けるのにどこにも行けないのはなぜ
腹の底から込み上げる恐れが抑えられないのはなぜ

そうだ逃げよう 全部捨てよう
地位も名誉もただのゴミ屑だ
回答をどうぞ
何が愛だよ
思い通りが良いくせに保護者面するんじゃねえよ
全部敵だ 全部捨てよう

でもあなたが邪魔をするのはなぜ

su gi sa xtu ta hibi bakari ga utuku sii no ha naze
tebana si ta niku simi ga nagorio sii no ha naze
anata wo ito osii to omo e ba omo uhodo
zibun ga miniku ku naru no ha naze

「 ya n deru kimi ha mendou kusai 」
sonna koto wo i u monsuta- ni su ka reru hituyou nante nai noni
ituno ma nika maru mi wo o bi ta noumiso no teiiti ga sada mara nai

ni ge da si tai to nega xtu te tado ri tu i ta
ki zuke ba atama ga kara ppo da
i kiru koto ni sigamitui te ittai nani wo wasu re ta n daro u

ai mo nuku mori mo irada tu no ha naze
muku wa re ya si nai no ni suku u gawa na no ha naze
anata wo ai suru yuuki ga nai noni
anata ni hu re tai to omo u no ha naze

kana sii nante kuti ni da si tara ama e daro nante i wa re te
na me rareru no ha hettyara na no sa
da kara mihana su no ha yame te kure
sanzan ki ri su te ta kuse ni sa
sou yaxtu te deki ta kono basyo da
mou yowane ha ha ke nai ze

yukigesyou mo kouyou no iro mo
natu no nio i mo sakura no kazu mo
nanihito tu omo i da se nai no ha naze
doko ni datte okona keru noni doko ni mo i ke nai no ha naze
hara no soko kara ko mi a geru oso re ga osa e rare nai no ha naze

sou da ni geyo u   zenbu su teyo u
tii mo meiyo mo tada no gomi kuzu da
kaitou wo douzo
nani ga ai da yo
omo i doo ri ga yo i kuse ni hogosya men suru n zya nee yo
zenbu teki da   zenbu su teyo u

demo anata ga zyama wo suru no ha naze

Why are the past days so beautiful?
Why is the hatred of letting go reluctant to part?
The more I think you are cute.
Why do you become ugly?

"You are very troublesome when you are sick."
Obviously there is no need to be liked by monsters who say such things.
Unconsciously, the fixed position of the round brain is uncertain.

Trying to escape, finally arrived.
Come to my senses, my mind is empty.
Hold on tight and live, what have you forgotten?

Why are love and warmth very upset?
The one who saves when there is no return, why?
I clearly don't have the courage to love you.
Why do I want to touch you?

It's coquetry to be said that you are sad or something.
It's not easy to be licked.
So don't give up.
It's obviously going to cut a lot.
That's how this place was built.
I can't say anything discouraging anymore

Whether it's wrapped in silver or the color of red leaves
Whether it's the smell of summer or the number of cherry blossoms
Why can't I remember anything?
You can go anywhere. Why can't you go anywhere?
Why can't you suppress the fear of inhaling from the bottom of your heart?

By the way, run away and throw it all away.
Status and reputation are just rubbish.
Please answer
What is love?
You think very well, but don't face your guardian
All of them are enemies. Throw them away.

But why do you bother me?