DYSTOPiA – 絶望シンドローム 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

何百回 何千回 生まれ変わりたいと思った
それだけ終わりにしたいと

増えた記憶の数だけ 今
何かが苦しむ気がした

幸せ感じても
その分だけ後で
苦しくなると気づいたんだ

どうせもういつかは死ぬからって僕は
嘆いてまた結局朝が来てさ
痛くも痒くもないくらいの人生
もう 終わらせてみたい世の中の全部

不意に思った 生きる意味って何？
どうせ死ぬのに 何のために？

意味もなくただ走ってみた夜に
何故か答え見つけた気がした
意味わかんないね

そうやって意味もなくただ毎日過ごした
「かけがえのない」の意味もわかんないまま
希望と絶望 どちらが幸せ？
もう どちらでもいいよ
サヨナラこの世の全部

絶望した日の夜に 何か生まれた気がした
もう二度と 変われやしない
過去だけはこの先もずっと

どうせもうこんな歌うたっても
何年後かには忘れられているんだろうって…

いつかは止まるさ 時計の針みたいに
最後の瞬間だけは 思い出してほしい
希望と絶望 どちらが幸せ？
もうどちらでもいいよ
サヨナラこの世の全部

nanbyakkai nanzenkai u mare ka wari tai to omo xtu ta
soredake o wari ni si tai to

hu e ta kioku no kazu dake ima
nani ka ga kuru simu ki ga si ta

siawa se kan zi te mo
sono bun dake ato de
kuru siku naru to ki zui ta n da

dou semou ituka ha si nu kara tte boku ha
nage i te mata kekkyoku asa ga ko te sa
ita ku mo kayu ku mo nai kurai no zinsei
mou o wara se te mi tai yo no naka no zenbu

hui ni omo xtu ta i kiru imi tte nani ？
douse si nu noni nani no tame ni ？

imi mo naku tada hasi xtu te mi ta yoru ni
naze ka kota e mi tuke ta ki ga si ta
imi wakan nai ne

sou yaxtu te imi mo naku tada mainiti su gosi ta
「 kakegaenonai 」 no imi mo wakan nai mama
kibou to zetubou dotira ga siawa se ？
mou dotira demo ii yo
sayonara kono yo no zenbu

zetubou si ta hi no yoru ni nani ka u mare ta ki ga si ta
mou 二 do to ka ware ya si nai
kako dake ha kono saki mo zutto

dou semou konna uta u tatte mo
nannen go kani ha wasu re rare te iru n daro u tte …

ituka ha to maru sa tokei no hari mitai ni
saigo no syunkan dake ha omo i da si te hosii
kibou to zetubou dotira ga siawa se ？
mou dotira demo ii yo
sayonara kono yo no zenbu

I want to be reborn hundreds of times and thousands of times.
Want to end it

Now there is only an increased amount of memory.
Feel something suffering.

Even if I feel happy
Just for a moment.
I realized it would be painful.

I'll die one day anyway. I ...
Sighed, and the morning came again
An innocuous life
The whole society that wants to try to end

What is the meaning of life that suddenly occurred to you?
What are you dying for anyway?

Meaningless just trying to run at night.
Somehow, I think I found the answer.
I don't know what that means

In this way, every day is meaningless.
I don't know the meaning of "irreplaceable"
Which is happier, hope or despair?
It doesn't matter anymore
Goodbye to the whole world.

Something seemed to happen that night of despair.
It will never change again.
Only in the past, and always will be.

Anyway, even if I sing like this again,
It was forgotten after a few years ...

It will stop one day, just like the hands on a clock.
I just hope I can remember it at the last minute
Which is happier, hope or despair?
It doesn't matter anymore
Goodbye to the whole world.