曲名:承認欲求エクスプロージョン (feat. 初音ミク)
歌手:

配信/発売日:2023/06/02
作詞:こざかな
作曲:こざかな

"You love me,right?"

何をしても失敗ばっかで
何をしてもかえって傷つくだけ
眩しくて薄暗い霧の中
いつまで僕は右往左往するの

思い出せば僕は数々の愛情を
注いで注がれて生きてきたはず
「可愛くなりたい」そんな単純な欲望に
目が眩んだ
これは誰のせい?

日々膨らんでく承認欲求
それは一種の魔法のように
絡まって僕を変貌させる
モンスター
君がいるから僕がいるとか
ありきたりな言葉しか出ない
本気のはずなのに伝わらない
ねえなんで?

ああ
ボクヨボクヨコワレチマエ
酩酊感情崩壊どうにもこうにも
制御がきかないわ
君への愛も
僕のスペックが低いせいで
君は一向に振り向かない
なら
全部全部壊しちまえ
そうとでもしないと
君に気づかれなんてしないんだよ
2人きりの荒れ果てた世界で
どこまでも遠くへ行ってしまおうか

何をしても失敗ばっかで
何をする気にもなれないんだ
「どうせ出来ない」って言葉だけで
全部片付けてしまいたいね
Lazy life

もういっそ
全部投げ出してしまって
此処から消えてしまいたいよ

と言いながら結局いつも通りに
平然と日々は過ぎてゆく

所詮は口だけで終わる事ばかり
僕にはできない心の断捨離
今宵も踊って
なかったことにする
僕はモンスター
人に嫌われて
貶されて
無視されて
自分を見失いかけても
なお突き進もうとする感情
止まれない

ああ
ボクヨボクヨコワレチマエ
低迷感情崩壊どうにもこうにも
制御がきかないわ
どうせ
僕が君を
愛してたところで
君が振り向きもしないなら
ああ
全部全部壊しちまえ
そうとでもしないと
君に気づかれなんてしないんだよ
2人きりの荒れ果てた世界で
君が愛すべき人は誰なの?

"Hey,my honey. I’m here."

焼け尽くした荒廃した世界で
どうして君と僕だけ生きてるか
わかる?わかんないよね?
僕もわかんないよ
でもね、僕達に何かしらの運命が
あったからに違いないと思うんだよ
は?なにそれ気持ち悪いんだけどw
もういやいやいやいや嫌嫌

ああ
ボクヨボクヨコワレチマエ
酩酊感情崩壊どうにもこうにも
制御がきかないわ
どうでも
いいよいいや
どうせならば
もう跡形もなく
めちゃくちゃになれ
ああ
なんでもない
なんでもないよ
そんなことより
ただ君と一緒にいたいだけなんだよ
2人きりの荒れ果てた世界で
君の心の中に誰がいるの?
答えて
答えて
ねぇ答えてよ
君は
もういない
なら消えてしまおうか

& # 34 ; You love me , right ? & # 34 ;

nani wo si te mo sippai bakka de
nani wo si te mo kaette kizu tuku dake
mabu siku te usugura i kiri no naka
itu made boku ha uousaou suru no

omo i da se ba boku ha kazukazu no aizyou wo
soso i de soso ga re te i ki te ki ta hazu
「 kawai ku nari tai 」 sonna tanzyun na yokubou ni
me ga kura n da
kore ha dare no sei ?

hibi huku ran deku syounin yokkyuu
sore ha issyu no mahou no you ni
kara maxtu te boku wo henbou sa seru
monsuta-
kun ga iru kara boku ga iru toka
arikitari na kotoba sika de nai
honki no hazu na no ni tuta wara nai
nee nande ?

aa
bokuyobokuyokowaretimae
meitei kanzyou houkai dou ni mokou ni mo
seigyo ga kika nai wa
kun he no ai mo
boku no supekku ga hiku i sei de
kun ha ikkou ni hu ri mu ka nai
nara
zenbu zenbu kowa si timae
sou to demo si nai to
kun ni ki zukare nante si nai n da yo
2 nin kiri no a re ha te ta sekai de
dokomademo too ku he i xtu te simao u ka

nani wo si te mo sippai bakka de
nani wo suru ki ni mo na re nai n da
「 douse deki nai 」 tte kotoba dake de
zenbu katazu ke te simai tai ne
Lazy life

mou isso
zenbu na ge da si te simaxtu te
koko kara ki e te simai tai yo

to i i nagara kekkyoku itumo doo ri ni
heizen to hibi ha su gi te yuku

syosen ha kuti dake de o waru koto bakari
boku ni ha deki nai kokoro no dansyari
koyoi mo odo xtu te
nakaxtu ta koto ni suru
boku ha monsuta-
zin ni kira wa re te
kena sa re te
musi sa re te
zibun wo miusina i kake te mo
nao tu ki susu mo u to suru kanzyou
ya ma re nai

aa
bokuyobokuyokowaretimae
teimei kanzyou houkai dou ni mokou ni mo
seigyo ga kika nai wa
douse
boku ga kimi wo
ai si te ta tokoro de
kun ga hu ri mu ki mo si nai nara
aa
zenbu zenbu kowa si timae
sou to demo si nai to
kun ni ki zukare nante si nai n da yo
2 nin kiri no a re ha te ta sekai de
kun ga ai su beki hito ha dare nano ?

& # 34 ; Hey , my honey . I'm here . & # 34 ;

ya ke tu kusi ta kouhai si ta sekai de
dou si te kimi to boku dake i ki teru ka
wakaru ? wakan nai yo ne ?
boku mo wakan nai yo
demo ne 、 boku tati ni nani kasira no unmei ga
axtu ta kara ni tiga inai to omo u n da yo
ha ? nani sore kimo ti waru i n da kedo w
mou iyaiya iyaiya iyaiya

aa
bokuyobokuyokowaretimae
meitei kanzyou houkai dou ni mokou ni mo
seigyo ga kika nai wa
dou demo
ii yo ii ya
dousenara ba
mou atokata mo naku
metyakutya ni nare
aa
nandemonai
nandemonai yo
sonna koto yori
tada kimi to issyo ni itai dake na n da yo
2 nin kiri no a re ha te ta sekai de
kun no kokoro no naka ni dare ga iru no ?
kota e te
kota e te
nexe kota e teyo
kun ha
mo ui nai
nara ki e te simao u ka

"; You love me,right? ";

No matter what you do, you always fail
What you do will only hurt you
In the dazzling dim fog
When am I in a dilemma?

In retrospect, I have a lot of love
Should have been poured and survived.
"Want to be cute" for this simple desire.
Dazed
Whose fault is this?

A growing desire for recognition
It's like magic.
Being entangled has changed me.
monster
I'm here because of you.
Only speak ordinary words.
Obviously it is serious, but it can't be conveyed.
Why?

ah
I am me, I am me.
As drunk as a fiddler, emotional breakdown.
Cann't help it
My love for you
Because my specifications are very low.
You never look back.
then ...
Destroy it all
Still, do it.
I won't let you notice.
In a barren world with only two people
No matter how far you go, go far.

No matter what you do, you always fail
I don't want to do anything.
Just by saying "I can't do it anyway"
I really want to get rid of it all.
Laser life

clear-cut
All gave up.
I want to disappear from here

The result is as usual.
The days passed peacefully.

It's just lip service after all.
I can't break my heart.
Dance tonight, too
Just forget it.
I am a monster
Annoying
Be belittled
Be ignored
Even if I lose myself
And the feelings of rushing forward.
Cann't stop

ah
I am me, I am me.
The depressed feelings collapsed.
Cann't help it
anyway
I'll protect you.
Even though I loved you.
If you don't look back
ah
Destroy it all
Still, do it.
I won't let you notice.
In a barren world with only two people
Who should you love?

"; Hey,my honey. I'm here.";

In a deserted world burned down.
Why are you and me the only ones alive?
Do you understand? Don't know, right?
I don't know, either.
However, we have a certain fate.
I think it must be because there is
Huh? What's wrong with this?
Enough, enough, enough.

ah
I am me, I am me.
As drunk as a fiddler, emotional breakdown.
Cann't help it
anyway/no matter what/ in any case
alright
because
Has disappeared without a trace
Make a mess
ah
nothing
nothing
Instead of this
I just want to be with you.
In a barren world with only two people
Who do you have in mind?
Answer me
Answer me
Hey, answer me.
What about you?
It's gone.
Then disappear