曲名:FIRST CRY
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配信/発売日:2023/06/12
作詞:堀江晶太
作曲:堀江晶太

誰かに言われなくたって
私の方が もっと嫌いだ
うるさいな
想像が視界を塞いで
惨めな理由を書き連ねる
教室に ずっと居残り

窓の向こうに 黒い影があって
何も言わずに こっちを見ていた
私は貴方に救われたくて 泣くんじゃない
産声は 止められないもの

何千回ともう一度 死に損なおう
希望と絶望の夜中を纏って
醜い光を 許したいのは
他ならない 私だった
息をして 目をあけて

これが最後かどうか
知る術はないよ 知りたくもないよ
優しいな
昏昏と 闇は寄り添って
解けない答えを 塗り潰した
どうせ 面白くもないよと

窓を挟んで 微かに聞こえた
それは祈るような 啜り泣きだった
私は貴方を救える言葉を 知らないけど
寂しいねって 声をかけた

何千回ともう一度 死に損なおう
希望と絶望の夜中を纏って

何千回ともう一度 生きる貴方へ
私も続くよ 窓の向こう側で
醜い光を 愛せたとき
終わらせなかった 産声を
唄にしよう
唄にしよう
唄にしよう

dare ka ni i wa re naku tatte
watasi no hou ga   motto kira i da
urusai na
souzou ga sikai wo husa i de
mizi me na riyuu wo ka ki tura neru
kyousitu ni   zutto inoko ri

mado no mu kou ni   kuro i kage ga axtu te
nani mo i wa zu ni   kotti wo mi te i ta
watasi ha anata ni suku wa re taku te   nakase kun zya nai
ubugoe ha   to me rare nai mono

nanzenkai to mou itido   si ni soko nao u
kibou to zetubou no yonaka wo mato xtu te
miniku i hikari wo   yuru si tai no ha
hoka naranai   watasi daxtu ta
iki wo si te   me wo ake te

kore ga saigo ka dou ka
si ru zyutu ha nai yo   si ri taku mo nai yo
yasa sii na
konkon to   yami ha yo ri so xtu te
to ke nai kota e wo   nu ri tubu si ta
douse   omosiro ku mo nai yo to

mado wo hasa n de   kasu ka ni ki koe ta
sore ha ino ru you na   susu ri na ki daxtu ta
watasi ha anata wo suku eru kotoba wo   si ra nai kedo
sabi sii ne tte   koe wo kake ta

nanzenkai to mou itido   si ni soko nao u
kibou to zetubou no yonaka wo mato xtu te

nanzenkai to mou itido   i kiru anata he
watasi mo tuzu ku yo   mado no mu kou gawa de
miniku i hikari wo   ai se ta toki
o wara se nakaxtu ta   ubugoe wo
uta ni siyo u
uta ni siyo u
uta ni siyo u

Say not to be said by others
I hate it even more
It's so noisy
Imagination blocks the view.
List tragic reasons
Stay in the classroom all the time

There is a shadow over the window.
Just look here without saying anything.
I'm not crying because I want to be saved by you.
You can't stop being born.

A thousand times, close your eyes again.
Midnight wrapped in hope and despair
I want to forgive the ugly light because
that's me
Breathe and open your eyes.

Is this the last time?
There's no way to know, and I don't want to know.
That's so gentle
Dusk and darkness depend on each other
Erase the answers that can't be solved
It's not interesting to say it anyway

Vaguely heard through the window
It was a weeping prayer.
Although I don't know the words that can save you
I said, "How lonely!"

A thousand times, close your eyes again.
Midnight wrapped in hope and despair

To you who can live a thousand times and live again.
I will continue, too, on the other side of the window.
When I fall in love with ugly light
Let the unfinished delivery
Become a song
Become a song
Become a song