学芸大青春 – ヤマアラシのジレンマ 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

僕は自分の棘の長さも
鋭さもわかんないままずっと
知らずに誰かを傷つけてた

みんなができる“当たり前”がもう
分かんなくて　できなくって　ただ
いつの間にか　棘を立てる

傷つけない距離
果てしなく遠すぎて
寂しくない距離
棘がまた邪魔する

どうして
となりにいたいだけなのに
傷つけてしまう
いつも　いつも　ねぇ
君のとなりにいたくて
そばにいたくて
だけど　だけど　もう
棘の長さも知らない
未完成な僕はまだ
傷つけたり
傷ついたり

それでも隣にいた　君とは
おたがいの距離感　少しずつ
変えながら居場所作ってた　ああ

君の隣が僕じゃなくなって
居場所無くして　僕は丸まって
もう誰にも近づけない

傷つけたのは
僕の方なのに何故か
胸が痛くて
なかなか治らない

どうして
となりにいたいだけなのに
傷つけちゃうから
いつも　いつも　ねぇ
僕のとなりにいる誰も
傷つけたくない
だけど　だけど　もう

ぶつかり　棘が欠けて
僕らは少しずつ大人になるの？
君にも　棘があったら
痛くても　そばにいる

君のとなりに
いたいだけ
笑ってたいだけ
なのに　なのに　ねぇ

ずっと
間違いだらけの僕と
君が過ごした
あの日　あの時が
心の中
心の中
あたたかくする
棘の長さも知らない
未完成な僕だけど
許してほしい　そばにいたい

近くにいたくて
近すぎて傷つけて
離れてみたけど
寂しくて
会いたくて

近くにいたくて
近すぎて傷ついて
離れてみたけど
寂しくて
会いたくて

boku ha zibun no odoro no naga sa mo
surudo sa mo wakan nai mama zutto
si ra zu ni dare ka wo kizu tuke te ta

minna ga dekiru “ a tari mae ” gamou
wa kan naku te 　 deki nakuxtu te 　 tada
ituno ma nika 　 toge wo ta teru

kizu tuke nai kyori
ha tesinaku too sugi te
sabi siku nai kyori
toge ga mata zyama suru

dou si te
to nari ni itai dake na no ni
kizu tuke te simau
itumo 　 itumo 　 nexe
kun no tonari ni itaku te
soba ni itaku te
da kedo 　 dakedo 　 mou
odoro no naga sa mo si ra nai
mikansei na boku ha mada
kizu tuke tari
kizu tui tari

sore demo tonari ni i ta 　 kimi to ha
otagai no kyorikan 　 suko sizutu
ka e nagara ibasyo tuku xtu te ta 　 aa

kun no tonari ga boku zya nakunaxtu te
ibasyo na kusi te 　 boku ha maru maxtu te
mou dare ni mo tika zuke nai

kizu tuke ta no ha
boku no hou na no ni naze ka
mune ga ita ku te
nakanaka nao ra nai

dou si te
to nari ni itai dake na no ni
kizu tuke tyau kara
itumo 　 itumo 　 nexe
boku no tonari ni iru dare mo
kizu tuke taku nai
da kedo 　 dakedo 　 mou

butukari 　 toge ga ka ke te
boku ra ha suko sizutu otona ni naru no ？
kun ni mo 　 toge ga axtu tara
ita ku te mo 　 soba ni iru

kun no tonari ni
itai dake
wara xtu te tai dake
na no ni 　 nanoni 　 nexe

zutto
matiga i darake no boku to
kun ga su gosi ta
ano hi 　 ano toki ga
kokoro no naka
kokoro no naka
atataka ku suru
odoro no naga sa mo si ra nai
mikansei na boku da kedo
yuru si te hosii 　 soba ni itai

tika ku ni itaku te
tika sugi te kizu tuke te
hana re te mi ta kedo
sabi siku te
a i taku te

tika ku ni itaku te
tika sugi te kizu tui te
hana re te mi ta kedo
sabi siku te
a i taku te

How long do I feel my thorns are?
I have no idea. It's been like this
Hurt others without knowing it.

What everyone can do is "taken for granted"
I don't know, I can't do it.
Unconsciously neutral under the thorn.

Harmless distance
Boundless is too far.
Not lonely distance
Difficult and disturbing

why
I just want to be around.
Will hurt you
There is always none.
I want to be by your side
I want to be by your side
But already
I don't know the length of spine
I haven't finished yet.
harm
Get hurt

Still, with you next to me
A sense of distance from each other bit by bit
Making a living while changing.

I'm not next to you anymore.
Nowhere to go, I curled up.
I'm never going near anyone again.

What hurts is that
It's obviously me, why?
My chest hurts.
It's hard to cure

why
I just want to be around.
Because it will hurt you.
There is always none.
Anyone around me
I don't want to hurt you.
But already

Hit and punctured.
Will we grow up little by little?
If you have thorns, too
Even the pain is around.

Next to you.
Say it if you want.
I just want to laugh.
Clearly so

all the time
And I am full of mistakes
You lived.
At that time that day
heart
heart
Warm up
I don't know the length of spine
Although it is unfinished, I
I want to be by your side to forgive me

Want to be nearby
Too close, it hurts me
Although I tried to leave
I feel lonely.
want to see you

Want to be nearby
Too close, hurt.
Although I tried to leave
I feel lonely.
want to see you