syudou – 恥さらし 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

失くした後に大事だったって
気づくなんてホント凡人だ
時間ばっかどうにも流れて流れていくよ
少し変な生き方をしたって
つまづく石は凡夫同様
頭下げて不条理に耐えているばかり

友達はタワマンでシャンパン
他人と自分見比べ泣いて
自分が持ってるモノ見逃して
俺の生き方マジだっせぇ
出来る事と出来ない事どっちが
多いのかもう既に分かり切ってる
季節は戻んない　奇跡はもう起こんない
でも諦める気は毛頭無い

生きるのはあまりに恥ずかしいが
その恥をアナタと笑いたいんだ
ガキじゃねぇんだから歯も食いしばってく
俺はなる俺のヒーローに
比べりゃあまりに情けないが
比べなきゃそこそこ誇れるんだ
誇れなくたって別に構わない
今日飲んだ酒が美味かったらいいや

会いたくって乗った終電の
向かう先がどうも反対で
否が応にどうにも離れて離れていくよ
同じ様に一度間違った先運命は残酷だ
終着のホームで立っているばかり

迷う程に足はもつれる
祈ってたなら両手は使えず
涙流しゃ視界はぼやける
だけどたまには1人泣きてぇ
弱音と煙草の煙吐いて
それでも向き合うデスクトップ
俺が一番作りたいモン
薬よりも鬱に寄り添うソング

死ぬまでに何が残せますか
そのために今日も足掻いてるんだ
自分で自分は抱きしめらんねぇが
俺は持つ俺への信仰心
死ぬ程に何か愛せますか
それがある事を幸せと呼ぶが
見つけられなくても別に構わない
図々しくダラっと生きてりゃいいんだ

生きる痛みに意味があると言える
言い訳はありますか
俺にとっては音楽がそうだ

生きるのはあまりに恥ずかしいが
その恥をアナタと笑いたいんだ
ガキじゃねぇんだから歯も食いしばってさ
いつかはアナタのヒーローに
比べりゃあまりに情けないが
比べなきゃそこそこ誇れるんだ
誇れなくたって別に構わない
今日飲んだ酒が美味かったらいいし
美味くなくたって究極構わない
図々しくダラっと生きてりゃいいんだ

na kusi ta ato ni daizi daxtu ta tte
ki zuku nante honto bonzin da
zikan bakka dou ni mo naga re te naga re te iku yo
suko si hen na i ki kata wo si ta tte
tumazuku isi ha bonbu douyou
atama sa ge te huzyouri ni ta e te iru bakari

tomodati ha tawa man de syanpan
tanin to zibun mikura be na i te
zibun ga mo xtu teru mono minoga si te
ore no i ki kata mazi dassexe
deki ru koto to deki nai koto dotti ga
oo i no ka mou sude ni wa kari ki xtu teru
kisetu ha modo n nai 　 kiseki ha mou o kon nai
demo akira meru ki ha moutou na i

i kiru no ha amari ni ha zukasii ga
sono hazi wo anata to wara i tai n da
gaki zya nexe n da kara ha mo ku isibaxtu teku
ore ha naru ore no hi-ro- ni
kura berya amari ni nasa kenai ga
kura be nakya sokosoko hoko reru n da
hoko re naku tatte betu ni kama wa nai
kyou no n da sake ga uma kaxtu tara ii ya

a i takuxtu te no xtu ta syuuden no
mu kau saki ga dou mo hantai de
ina ga irae ni dou ni mo hana re te hana re te iku yo
ona zi you ni itido matiga xtu ta saki unmei ha zankoku da
syuutyaku no ho-mu de ta xtu te iru bakari

mayo u hodo ni asi ha motureru
ino xtu te ta nara ryoute ha tuka e zu
namida naga sya sikai ha boyakeru
dake dotama ni ha 1 nin na ki the
yowane to tabako no kemuri ha i te
sore demo mu ki a u desukutoppu
ore ga itiban tuku ri tai mon
yaku yori mo utu ni yo ri so u songu

si nu made ni nani ga noko se masu ka
sono tame ni kyou mo aga i teru n da
zibun de zibun ha ida kisime ran nexe ga
ore ha mo tu ore he no sinkousin
si nu hodo ni nani ka ai se masu ka
sore ga aru koto wo siawa se to yo bu ga
mi tuke rare naku te mo betu ni kama wa nai
zuuzuu siku dara xtu to i ki terya ii n da

i kiru ita mi ni i azi ga aru to i eru
i i wake ha ari masu ka
ore ni toxtu te ha ongaku ga sou da

i kiru no ha amari ni ha zukasii ga
sono hazi wo anata to wara i tai n da
gaki zya nexe n da kara ha mo ku isibaxtu te sa
ituka ha anata no hi-ro- ni
kura berya amari ni nasa kenai ga
kura be nakya sokosoko hoko reru n da
hoko re naku tatte betu ni kama wa nai
kyou no n da sake ga uma kaxtu tara ii si
uma ku naku tatte kyuukyoku kama wa nai
zuuzuu siku dara xtu to i ki terya ii n da

It's important to say it's lost
I can't believe I'm a mortal.
Time will pass.
It's a little strange to say it's a lifestyle
Stumbling stones are like ordinary people.
Just bowed their heads and endured unreasonable behavior.

Friends are drinking champagne in high-rise apartments.
Cry with others than yourself.
Let go of what you take.
My lifestyle is real.
Which can and cannot be done?
I already know it's too much.
The season will not come back, and miracles will not happen again.
But there is no intention of giving up.

Although it is too embarrassing to live.
I want to laugh at that shame with you.
I am not a child, so I grit my teeth.
I want to be my hero.
Although it is too sad to compare.
You must compare to be proud.
It doesn't matter if you're not proud
I wish the wine I drank today was delicious.

I just took the last bus because I wanted to see you.
Invincible
Anyway, I will leave you.
The same wrong fate is cruel.
Just standing at the terminal.

can find no way out
If you have prayed, you can't use your hands.
Tears streaming down her face, blurred vision.
But sometimes I cry alone.
Spit out cigarette smoke in weakness
Nevertheless, facing the desktop
The monster I want to be the most
A song that is more depressing than medicine

What can I leave before I die?
For this reason, I can't do anything today
Although I can't hug myself
I have faith in me.
What can you love? Can you love to death?
It is called happiness.
It doesn't matter if you can't find it.
Just live brazenly.

It can be said that the pain of living is meaningful.
Is there an excuse?
For me, music is like this.

Although it is too embarrassing to live.
I want to laugh at that shame with you.
I am not a child, so I grit my teeth.
I will be your hero one day.
Although it is too sad to compare.
You must compare to be proud.
It doesn't matter if you're not proud
I wish the wine I drank today was delicious.
It doesn't matter if it's not delicious.
Just live brazenly.