曲名:Loneliness
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配信/発売日:2023/07/05
作詞:大森元貴
作曲:大森元貴

死にたい今日も
仕方がないでしょう?
誰かにバレてしまう前に

ドス黒い夜に呑まれてしまう前に
縛り付けて何にも出来ないようにして
私を殺して欲しいのです

誰にも何も もう何も期待はしないけど
君を好きでは居たい
中身でも顔でも何でもない
君のその日々の一部で居たい

爆音で脳と胸を焦がして
意味の無い論理で紛らわすロンリネス
性の二乗 離れられなくなって
意地悪な恩義で曝け出すロンリネス

痛々しい痕も
言い出したい過去も
誰かに頼れる日が来るまで

ドス黒い中に光があったらいいな
釘を打って何処にも行かないようにして
その身を好き勝手したいのです

呆れる程に もう誇りは蔑ろだけど
生きてる意味を知りたい
真面目でも馬鹿でも何でも無い
一人ならざるものなのかも知れない

愛の起源 理性と許容を飛ばして
嘘の無い本意で皮肉にもロンリネス
別の次元 「踏み込んでしまった」って
堕ちてゆく深くへ 治らないロンリネス

絶頂ね あそこもここも濡らして
錆びついた心に油をさして
ベッドにね 2人の香りを残して
触れられない時も心を絡ませて

誰にも何も もう何も期待はしないけど
君を好きでは居たい
古傷を裂いても確かめたい
僕のこの中の異物を見たい

爆音で脳と胸を焦がして
意味の無い論理で紛らわすロンリネス
性の二乗 離れられなくなって
意地悪な義で曝け出すロンリネス

愛の起源 理性と許容を飛ばして
嘘の無い本意で皮肉にもロンリネス
別の次元 「踏み込んでしまった」って
堕ちてゆく深くへ 治らないロンリネス

君という刺激で気付かされるロンリネス

si ni tai kyou mo
sikata ga nai desyo u ?
dare ka ni bare te simau mae ni

dosu kuro i yoru ni no ma re te simau mae ni
siba ri tu ke te nan nimo deki nai you ni si te
watasi wo koro si te ho sii no desu

dare ni mo nani mo   mou nani mo kitai ha si nai kedo
kun wo su ki de ha i tai
nakami demo kao demo nan demonai
kun no sono hibi no itibu de i tai

bakuon de nou to mune wo ko gasi te
imi no na i ronri de magi rawasu ronri nesu
sei no zizyou hana re rare naku naxtu te
iziwaru na ongi de sara ke da su ronri nesu

itaita sii ato mo
i i da si tai kako mo
dare ka ni tayo reru hi ga ku ru made

dosu kuro i naka ni hikari ga axtu tara ii na
kugi wo u xtu te doko ni mo i ka nai you ni si te
sono mi wo su ki katte si tai no desu

aki reru hodo ni   mou hoko ri ha naigasi ro da kedo
i ki teru imi wo si ri tai
mazime demo baka demo nan demo na i
hitori nara zaru mono na no kamo si re nai

ai no kigen   risei to kyoyou wo to basi te
uso no na i honi de hiniku ni mo ronri nesu
betu no zigen 「 hu mi ko n de simaxtu ta 」 tte
o ti te yuku huka ku he   nao ra nai ronri nesu

zettyou ne   asoko mo koko mo nu rasi te
sa bitui ta kokoro ni abura wo sasi te
beddo ni ne 2 nin no kao ri wo noko si te
hu re rare nai toki mo kokoro wo kara ma se te

dare ni mo nani mo   mou nani mo kitai ha si nai kedo
kun wo su ki de ha i tai
hurukizu wo sa i te mo tasi kame tai
boku no kono naka no ibutu wo mi tai

bakuon de nou to mune wo ko gasi te
imi no na i ronri de magi rawasu ronri nesu
sei no zizyou hana re rare naku naxtu te
iziwaru na gi de sara ke da su ronri nesu

ai no kigen   risei to kyoyou wo to basi te
uso no na i honi de hiniku ni mo ronri nesu
betu no zigen 「 hu mi ko n de simaxtu ta 」 tte
o ti te yuku huka ku he   nao ra nai ronri nesu

kun to iu sigeki de kizu ka sareru ronri nesu

I want to die today, too
Can't help it?
Before anyone finds out

Doss, before the night devours
Tie him up so he can't do anything.
I want you to kill me.

Although I don't expect anyone to have anything more.
I want to stay and don't like you.
Inside and looks are nothing.
I want to stay part of your day.

The explosion scorched the brain and chest.
Ron Rines confused with meaningless logic
Become inseparable from the square of sex
Ron Rines exposed with a bad heart

There are also painful traces.
What I want to say in the past is also true.
Until one day you can rely on someone.

Doss, if only there was light in the dark.
Nail it and don't go anywhere.
I want to be myself at will.

Although I have surprisingly looked down on pride.
I want to know the meaning of living.
Not serious, not a fool, nothing.
Maybe not alone.

Release the origin of love, rationality and forgiveness
For the sake of no lies, the irony is that Ron Rines
Another dimension "stepped in"
Ron Rines, who can't be cured deeper and deeper.

Extremely, there and there are soaked.
Refuel a rusty heart.
Leave the fragrance of two people on the bed
When you can't touch it, you should also worry about it.

Although I don't expect anyone to have anything more.
I want to stay and don't like you.
I want to make sure even if I tear open the old wound
I want to see the foreign body here.

The explosion scorched the brain and chest.
Ron Rines confused with meaningless logic
Become inseparable from the square of sex
Ron Rines exposed in the name of spite.

Release the origin of love, rationality and forgiveness
For the sake of no lies, the irony is that Ron Rines
Another dimension "stepped in"
Ron Rines, who can't be cured deeper and deeper.

Ron Rines, who was discovered at your instigation.