曲名:変わらないで
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配信/発売日:2023/09/20
作詞:白神 真志朗
作曲:白神 真志朗

+思ったよりもずっと平気そうだね
そういえば笑顔が好きだったな
最近私の前じゃ無理してたでしょう

髪を染めたのって話していたね
でも前の色がどんなだったか
もう思い出せない

目を逸らして笑うあなたの横顔だけ
今もまだ少し
胸の奥で酸素を奪ってく

ごめんね
もうこれ以上は無理だなんて言わせて
離れないで
離さないで
どうしたって嘘みたいな言葉
曖昧なことを確かめずにいたいのは
あなたの方で
変わらないで
変わらないままでいられると思ってた

夢の中にさえあなたがもういない

知らずにいたかった
あなたの前で笑顔を取り繕うことも
その瞳の奥の誰かのことも

求められる様に振る舞うことが
もう癖になってて
泣きたいときに
苛立つばかりで

あなたの心を繋ぎ止める免罪符を
柄じゃないとか
誤魔化してる間に
手放してた

ごめんね
もうこれ以上は無理としか言えなくて
離れないで
離さないで
どうしたって嘘みたいな言葉
曖昧なことを確かめずにいたいのは
私の方で
変わらないで
変わらないままでいられると思ってた

何もなかったみたいに
振る舞うあなたの言葉の片隅に
未練の影もないならせめて
後悔に溺れて
そのままでいて欲しかった
今じゃもう大分
薄れてきたんでしょう、わかってるよ

もうこれ以上は無理だなんて今更
愛してないと嫌だなんて
どうしたって言えなかった言葉
曖昧なことを確かめずにいたいのは
私の方で
変わらないで
変わらないままでいられると思ってた

& # 43 ; omo xtu ta yori mo zutto heiki sou da ne
sou ie ba egao ga su ki daxtu ta na
saikin watasi no mae zya muri si te ta desyo u

kami wo so me ta no tte hana si te i ta ne
demo mae no iro ga donna daxtu ta ka
mou omo i da se nai

me wo so rasi te wara u anata no yokogao dake
ima mo mada suko si
mune no oku de sanso wo uba xtu teku

gomen ne
mou kore izyou ha muri da nante i wa se te
hana re nai de
hana sa nai de
dou si ta tte uso mitai na kotoba
aimai na koto wo tasi kame zu ni itai no ha
anata no hou de
ka wara nai de
ka wara nai mama de i rareru to omo xtu te ta

yume no naka ni sae anata ga mou i nai

si ra zu ni i takaxtu ta
anata no mae de egao wo to ri tukuro u koto mo
sono hitomi no oku no dare ka no koto mo

moto me rareru you ni hu ru ma u koto ga
mou kuse ni naxtu te te
na ki tai toki ni
irada tu bakari de

anata no kokoro wo tuna gi to meru menzaihu wo
e zya nai toka
gomaka si teru aida ni
tebana si te ta

gomen ne
mou kore izyou ha muri to sika i e naku te
hana re nai de
hana sa nai de
dou si ta tte uso mitai na kotoba
aimai na koto wo tasi kame zu ni itai no ha
watasi no hou de
ka wara nai de
ka wara nai mama de i rareru to omo xtu te ta

nani monakaxtu ta mitai ni
hu ru ma u anata no kotoba no katasumi ni
miren no kage mo nai nara semete
koukai ni obo re te
sonomama de i te ho sikaxtu ta
ima zya mou ooita
usu re te ki ta n desyo u 、 wakaxtu teru yo

mou kore izyou ha muri da nante imasara
ai si te nai to iya da nante
dou si ta tte i e nakaxtu ta kotoba
aimai na koto wo tasi kame zu ni itai no ha
watasi no hou de
ka wara nai de
ka wara nai mama de i rareru to omo xtu te ta

+; It looks much calmer than expected.
Speaking of which, I like your smile.
You've been reluctant in front of me recently, haven't you?

You said you dyed your hair.
But what's the color in front?
I can't remember it anymore.

Only you look away from the smiling face.
There are still some.
Take oxygen deep in your heart

I'm sorry
Let me say never again.
Don't leave.
Don't let me go.
If it's like a lie anyway
What I don't want to confirm is the ambiguity.
On your side
Don't change.
I thought I could stay the same.

Even in the dream, you are gone.

I wonder.
So is hiding a smile in front of you.
It also refers to someone deep in those eyes

Act as required.
Has become a habit.
When you want to cry
burn with anxiety/impatience

Give me an immunity symbol that can tie your heart.
Not a pattern or anything.
When you get away with it
Let go

I'm sorry
Let's just say it's no longer possible.
Don't leave.
Don't let me go.
If it's like a lie anyway
What I don't want to confirm is the ambiguity.
On my side
Don't change.
I thought I could stay the same.

As if nothing had happened.
In the corner of your words of action
If there is no shadow of nostalgia, at least
Indulge in regret
I hope you keep it that way.
It's almost done now.
It's faded, I know.

Now, it is impossible to do this again.
I hate it if I don't love it.
Words that can't be said.
What I don't want to confirm is the ambiguity.
On my side
Don't change.
I thought I could stay the same.