曲名:まっさら
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配信/発売日:2023/10/25
作詞:秋田ひろむ
作曲:秋田ひろむ

嵐に飲まれた次の朝 全部を失くして棒立ちだ
生まれたばっかの赤ん坊は きっとこんな気分だから泣くんだ
蛇口をひねって水を飲む 死にたいときでも喉は乾く
身体は足りないものを欲する 頭はいっぱいだと減らしたがる

できればシンプルに生きたいな 大事なものは一個でいい
そう思っても増えてゆく 大事なものに苦笑い
守りたいゆえに投げやりな 無鉄砲も憚られるもんで
それを臆病と言われんなら そう墓石に刻んで構わない

落ち葉を鳴らし歩く くたびれた町を撫でる
木枯らしが慰める きっと明日は雪だよ

君の目は真っ赤だ 何があった涙
泣きじゃくってまっさら 生まれ変わる明日
期待なんかしないと言ってたくせに 悲しくなってる馬鹿野郎
涙と後悔の落書きみたい 白紙に戻れない僕らだから

これまで傷つきすぎたから 多くは望まないってのは分かる
だけどときたま訪れる 喜びにも眉をひそめて
くさして、貶して、唾吐いて 捻じれた心に見失う
本当の自分なんてもんはいつも ゆがみの根元に雲隠れ

見上げた飛行機雲の 出所が見つからない
だけど存在したのは 確かだ 確かだ

君の目は真っ赤だ 何があった涙
泣きじゃくってまっさら 生まれ変わる明日
これからの事は分からない 分からない事には怯えない
明日なんかに汚されはしない 白紙に戻れない僕らだから

嵐の晩に僕は願う 全部消えろとそっと願う
消えたら消えたできっと泣く 最悪な僕を押し込める
明日はいいことがあるって 根拠がないと不安になる
だから根拠を探している 見つからないから泣けてくる

君の目は真っ赤だ 何があった涙
泣きじゃくってまっさら 生まれ変わる明日
描きなおせない絵画か 消しゴムのない長編小説
今日までに今日からを上書き 白紙に戻れない僕らだから

arasi ni no ma re ta tugi no asa   zenbu wo na kusi te bouda ti da
u mare ta bakka no aka n bou ha   kitto konna kibun da kara nakase kun da
zyaguti wo hinextu te mizu wo no mu   si ni tai toki demo nodo ha kawa ku
sintai ha ta ri nai mono wo hoxtu suru   atama ha ippai da to he rasi ta garu

dekire ba sinpuru ni i ki tai na   daizi na mono ha 一 ko de ii
sou omo xtu te mo hu e te yuku   daizi na mono ni nigawara i
mamo ri tai yue ni na geyari na   muteppou mo habaka ra reru mon de
sore wo okubyou to i wa ren nara   sou hakaisi ni kiza n de kama wa nai

o ti ba wo na rasi aru ku   kutabire ta mati wo na deru
koga rasi ga nagusa meru   kitto asita ha yuki da yo

kun no me ha ma xtu ka da   nani ga axtu ta namida
na kizyakuxtu te massara   u mare ka waru asita
kitai nanka si nai to i xtu te ta kuse ni   kana siku naxtu teru bakayarou
namida to koukai no rakuga ki mitai   hakusi ni modo re nai boku ra da kara

koremade kizu tuki sugi ta kara   oo ku ha nozo ma nai tte no ha wa karu
da kedo tokitama otozu reru   yoroko bi ni mo mayu wo hisome te
kusasi te 、 kena si te 、 tuba ha i te   ne zire ta kokoro ni miusina u
hontou no zibun nante mon ha itumo   yugami no nemoto ni kumogaku re

mia ge ta hikoukigumo no   syussyo ga mi tukara nai
da kedo sonzai si ta no ha   tasi ka da   tasi ka da

kun no me ha ma xtu ka da   nani ga axtu ta namida
na kizyakuxtu te massara   u mare ka waru asita
kore kara no koto ha wa kara nai   wa kara nai koto ni ha obi e nai
asita nanka ni yogo sa re ha si nai   hakusi ni modo re nai boku ra da kara

arasi no ban ni boku ha nega u   zenbu ki ero to sotto nega u
ki e tara ki e ta de kitto na ku   saiaku na boku wo o si ko meru
asita ha ii koto ga aru tte   konkyo ga nai to huan ni naru
da kara konkyo wo saga si te iru   mi tukara nai kara na ke te kuru

kun no me ha ma xtu ka da   nani ga axtu ta namida
na kizyakuxtu te massara   u mare ka waru asita
ega kinao se nai kaiga ka   ke si gomu no nai tyouhensyousetu
kyou made ni kyou kara wo uwaga ki   hakusi ni modo re nai boku ra da kara

The next morning, engulfed by the storm, I lost everything and stood up.
The newborn baby must be in this mood, so he wants to cry.
Turn the tap to drink water, and your throat will dry when you want to die
My body is full of things that I don't want enough, so I want to reduce them.

If possible, just one important thing to live simply is enough.
Even if you think so, you will smile bitterly at the ever-increasing important things.
The recklessness of trying to protect is also frightening.
If you don't call me timid, I can carve it on the tombstone.

Fallen leaves caress the tired town.
The cold wind can comfort you. It will definitely snow tomorrow.

Your eyes are red. What happened to your tears?
Sobbing the reborn tomorrow
A sad idiot who said he didn't expect it.
Because we can't go back to white paper like tears and graffiti of regret.

I know I've been too hurt, so I don't want too much.
But the joy of visiting occasionally also frowned.
Despicable, demeaning, lost in a twisted heart that spurns.
The true self always hides in the root of distortion.

I can't find the source of aircraft cloud I looked up to.
But it did exist.

Your eyes are red. What happened to your tears?
Sobbing the reborn tomorrow
I don't know what to do in the future, and I'm not afraid of what I don't know.
Because we won't be polluted by anything tomorrow, we can't go back to a blank sheet of paper.

On a stormy night, I gently hope that all my wishes will disappear.
If it disappears, it will disappear, and it will definitely put the worst crying me in.
If there is no basis to say that there will be good things tomorrow, it will be uneasy.
So I'm looking for evidence, because I can't find it, so I will cry.

Your eyes are red. What happened to your tears?
Sobbing the reborn tomorrow
A painting that cannot be redrawn or a novel without an eraser.
Because until today, we can't start covering the blank paper from today.