+α/あるふぁきゅん。– 恍惚に病む。(feat. たかやん) 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

茸ら視えたその心
知らないフリをして
愛想を振り撒いてる
信じる事も辛くて
勘だけ鋭くなっていく
都合の良い「嘘」に
君の誇張して壊れそうな愛も
上辺だけで終わる友情も
いずれ振り返りや
「気付かなければよかったのに」
君の中身を知りたいけど
心臓肝臓…臓器だけだから
意味ないよなあ
汚く卑怯でも
眩しくてさ
全てに騙されて
生きてる
言いたい率を隠してる方が
世界は上手く進んでいくから
何故か自ずと幸せなのは
吹つ切れたのか
堕ちたのかも
分からないまま
「最期までそれで良いのかな?」
描いた理想はもう消えていた
答えは無くて変わんないから
空つぼな身を任せてる。

TKYN&ふあっきゅん。
舞う Collaboration
退屈だけをsublation
「解ってくれてないでしょ?」
そんな現実に泣いて裂いて…
あのスターに憧れて
気付かず増えてる
意味ない努力だけ
「1ミリも辛くはない」けど
次第に崩れていくその脳?
ぶつ壊した仮面その先は
抜け出せない劣等感
強がりや純粋なんて
もう投げ捨てたい!

いっそ振り返らないように
成りたい傑を演じてたいよ
味気ない日々も
幸せになるなら
「嘘」でも構わない。

生きてる限り続くの
認めてるだから進むよ

そう、このままでいいの
誰もが奥底に
潜めてる吐けない想い
緩やかに傾いて
いつの間にか
自分も偽るんだ。

痛い傷も陰してる方が
期待は深くされていくから
何故かその都度虚無に浸るのは
寂しかったか
苦しいのかも
分からないまま。
「最期まで逃げて終わるのかな?」
決まった未来に哀しくなった
答えは誰も持ってないから
視えない道を彷徨ってる
言いたい事を隠してる方が
世界は上手く進んでいくから
何故か自ずと幸せなのは
吹つ切れたのか
堕ちたのかも
分からないまま。
「最期までそれで良いのかな?」
描いた理想はもう消えていた
答えは無くて変わんないから
空つぼな身を任せてる

kinoko ra mi e ta sono kokoro
si ra nai huri wo si te
aiso wo hu ri ma i teru
sin ziru koto mo kara ku te
kan dake surudo ku naxtu te iku
tugou no yo i 「 uso 」 ni
kun no kotyou si te kowa re sou na ai mo
uwabe dake de o waru yuuzyou mo
izure hu ri kae ri ya
「 kizu ka nakere ba yokaxtu ta noni 」
kun no naka mi wo si ri tai kedo
sinzou kanzou … zouki dake da kara
imi nai yo naa
kitana ku hikyou demo
mabu siku te sa
sube te ni dama sa re te
i ki teru
i i tai ritu wo kaku si teru hou ga
sekai ha uma ku susu n de iku kara
naze ka ono zuto siawa se na no ha
sui tu ki re ta no ka
o ti ta no kamo
wa kara nai mama
「 saigo made sore de yo i no kana ? 」
ega i ta risou ha mou ki e te i ta
kota e ha na ku te ka wan nai kara
sora tubo na mi wo maka se teru 。

TKYN & hu axtu kyun 。
ma u Collaboration
taikutu dake wo sublation
「 waka xtu te kure te nai desyo ? 」
sonna genzitu ni na i te sa i te …
ano suta- ni akoga re te
kizu ka zu hu e teru
imi nai doryoku dake
「 1 miri mo kara ku ha nai 」 kedo
sidai ni kuzu re te iku sono nou ?
butu kowa si ta kamen sono saki ha
nu ke da se nai rettoukan
tuyo gari ya zyunsui nante
mou na ge su te tai !

isso hu ri kae ra nai you ni
na ri tai suguru wo en zi te tai yo
azike nai hibi mo
siawa se ni naru nara
「 uso 」 demo kama wa nai 。

i ki teru kagi ri tuzu ku no
mito me teru da kara susu mu yo

sou 、 konomama de ii no
dare mo ga okusoko ni
hiso me teru ha ke nai omo i
yuru yaka ni katamu i te
ituno ma nika
zibun mo ituwa ru n da 。

ita i kizu mo kage si teru hou ga
kitai ha huka ku sa re te iku kara
naze ka sono tudo kyomu ni hita ru no ha
samu sikaxtu ta ka
kuru sii no kamo
wa kara nai mama 。
「 saigo made ni ge te o waru no kana ? 」
ki maxtu ta mirai ni kana siku naxtu ta
kota e ha dare mo mo xtu te nai kara
mi e nai miti wo samayo xtu teru
i i tai koto wo kaku si teru hou ga
sekai ha uma ku susu n de iku kara
naze ka ono zuto siawa se na no ha
sui tu ki re ta no ka
o ti ta no kamo
wa kara nai mama 。
「 saigo made sore de yo i no kana ? 」
ega i ta risou ha mou ki e te i ta
kota e ha na ku te ka wan nai kara
sora tubo na mi wo maka se teru

The heart that saw the mushrooms
They pretend they don't know
And pretend they don't know
It's hard for me to believe
I'm getting sharper and sharper
to a convenient "lie"
And your exaggerated, fragile love
And friendships that end only on the surface
And eventually you'll look back and say
I wish I'd never found out
I wish I knew what was inside you
But it's only your heart, your liver... your organs.
It doesn't make any sense.
It's dirty and cowardly.
But it's so dazzling
All that deception...
I'm alive.
The more you hide the rate at which you want to say things...
The world is better off when you hide the rate at which you want to say it.
And somehow I'm happier.
Maybe I've blown it.
Or have I fallen away?
I don't know if I've fallen
"Is that what you want until the end?"
The ideals that I had drawn for myself were already gone
Because there is no answer and it won't change
I'm leaving myself to the empty jar.

TKYN & Fuakkyun.
Maiu Collaboration
Sublation of boredom
You don't understand, do you?
Crying and tearing at such reality...
Longing for that star
I'm growing without even realizing it
All I'm doing is pointless effort
"It's not hard at all, not even a little bit."
The brain that's gradually collapsing?
Beyond the broken mask
Inferiority that cannot be broken out of
I want to throw away my stubbornness and purity
I want to throw it all away!

I want to throw it all away so that I don't have to look back
I want to play the Jie I want to be
Even if it's just a boring day
If it makes me happy
I don't care if it's a lie.

As long as I'm alive, it will continue.
I admit it, so I'll keep going.

Yes, it's okay to keep going.
Everyone has feelings deep down inside
The feelings that are hidden deep inside of us
Leaning in slowly
Before you know it
I'd rather keep my painful wounds in the shadows.

The more you keep your painful wounds in the shadows
Because expectations are deepened
Why is it that each time you are immersed in emptiness
I feel lonely or
Or maybe it's because I'm in pain
I don't know.
"Will I end up running away until the end?"
I felt sad for the future that had been decided
Because no one has the answer
I'm wandering down a road I can't see
The more I hide what I want to say
The world will work out the way it's supposed to
Somehow I'm naturally happy
Maybe I've blown it
Or have I fallen
I don't know if I've fallen.
"Is that what you want until the end?"
The ideals I had drawn had already vanished
Because there is no answer and it won't change
I'm leaving myself to the jars of the sky