曲名:Void
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発売日:2022/07/20

極彩の曼荼羅 こゝろなどないわ
獣のように生きてきました
普通になんてなれはしないな
罪と罰の日々に啼いて 暮らして

空洞だ 空洞だ 僕は
人間の装いをしてるだけ
宵の闇に紛れて
此の儘いつそ溶かして

余興だらう 人生なんて
麻酔薬を打って頂戴
映し 恋し 幻
憂い のべつ幕なし
還りたい たおやかな場所へ

死ねる勇気もないくせに
鼓動はまだ疼いている
ただ一人だけ
守るための強さと滲む希望を
あざみ雨上がり 色づく花
散るな 孤独が胸を刺すとも
掃き溜めのような生涯の全てを
あなたと笑いたくて

虚しき形骸のやうな歳月
抜け殻によく似た伽藍堂です
いつたい何処が境目だったの
一枚の硝子で隔てられて
有りの侭でいたい
皮膚に触れていたいよ
誰より美しい横顔
鉛を噛むような感覚だ もう

不穏だらう 人生なんて
悲しみで不意にまた暗然
継ぎ接ぎしたって 切り貼りしたって
この穢れは落ちはしないよ
心あさきゆめみし
されど春が恋しい
還りたい 君が待つ場所へ

生きる勇気もないくせに
鼓動はまだ続いている
偽りでもいい もう一度だけ
澄んだ声が聞きたい
あざみ雨上がり 色づく花
散るな 空虚が肺満たすとも
願わくばどうか 生涯の全てを
あなたと笑いたくて

海辺の向こう朝の気配
消えない波が遠く光り

kyoku irodori no mandara   ko ゝろ nado nai wa
kemono no you ni i ki te ki masi ta
hutuu ni nante nare ha si nai na
tumi to batu no hibi ni na i te   ku rasi te

kuudou da   kuudou da   boku ha
ningen no yosoo i wo si teru dake
yoi no yami ni magi re te
ko no mama itu so to kasi te

yokyou dara u   zinsei nante
masui yaku wo u xtu te tyoudai
utu si   koi si   maborosi
ure i   nobetu maku nasi
kae ri tai   taoyaka na basyo he

si neru yuuki mo nai kuse ni
kodou ha mada uzu i te iru
tada hitori dake
mamo ru tame no tuyo sa to si mu kibou wo
azami amea gari   iro zuku hana
ti ru na   kodoku ga mune wo sa su to mo
ha ki da me no you na syougai no sube te wo
anata to wara i taku te

muna siki keigai no yau na saigetu
nu ke gara ni yoku ni ta garan dou desu
itu tai doko ga sakaime daxtu ta no
itimai no garasu de heda te rare te
a rino mama de itai
hihu ni hu re te itai yo
dare yori utuku sii yokogao
namari wo ka mu you na kankaku da   mou

huon dara u   zinsei nante
kana simi de hui ni mata anzen
tu gi ha gi si ta tte   ki ri ha ri si ta tte
kono kega re ha o ti ha si nai yo
kokoro asakiyumemisi
saredo haru ga koi sii
kae ri tai   kimi ga ma tu basyo he

i kiru yuuki mo nai kuse ni
kodou ha mada tuzu i te iru
ituwa ri demo ii   mou itido dake
su n da koe ga ki ki tai
azami amea gari   iro zuku hana
ti ru na   kuukyo ga hai mi tasu to mo
nega wakuba dou ka   syougai no sube te wo
anata to wara i taku te

umibe no mu kou asa no kehai
ki e nai nami ga too ku hika ri

A mandala of extreme colors. There's no such thing as a soul.
I've lived like an animal.
I'll never be normal.
I live in a world of sin and punishment.

Hollow, hollow, hollow.
I'm just a human in disguise
In the darkness of the night
I'll always melt away

Life is a sideshow
Give me a shot of anesthesia
I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love
I want to go back to a place of peace
I want to go back to the place where it's all so carefree

You don't even dare to die
my heart still beats
there is only one
the strength to protect and the hope that seeps through
after the thistle and the rain, the flowers change color
don't fall, even if loneliness pierces your heart
All my life like a cesspool
I just want to laugh with you

The years are like empty forms
The temple is like a shell of a shell
where exactly was the boundary?
separated by a single pane of glass
I want to be as I am
I wish I could touch your skin
You have the most beautiful profile of anyone I've ever seen
I feel like I'm chewing lead.

I'm so disconcerted by life.
Sad and unexpected and dark again
I've been patching and cutting and pasting.
I'll never get rid of this stain.
My heart's a little dreamy
But I still miss spring
I want to go back to the place where you wait for me

You don't even have the courage to live
My heart is still beating
I don't care if it's a lie, just one more time
I want to hear your clear voice
After the thistle and the rain, the flowers change color
Don't fall, even though emptiness fills your lungs
I wish, please, all my life
I want to laugh with you

Beyond the seashore, a hint of morning
the unmoving waves glisten in the distance