🎌 歌詞
過去になる今日と僕のこと
白と黒の音 枯れた喉
求める昨日と君の許
また生きていこうと思えたこと
何者にもなれない人生と嘆く僕に
君が歌うんだ
「それでも」
そう 君はいつだって僕を照らす
欠けない月だ
僕は、
何も知らないままでいれば
失うものなどなかったと思う
でも、譲れないものさえもない
冷めた人間でいただろう
誰の人生だって羨まない
でも何をしても満たせやしない
嗚呼 神様なんていないけど
まだ願うのは 何故なんだろう
月が満ちる
歌を唄う
そんな些事なことで
生きていたいと思えた
ああ、
間違っていたんだ
夢も愛もお金も明日も
何も要らない
何も知らないままでいれば
生きているだけで笑えたのかな
忘れたいなんて思う限り忘れられないのだろう
故に今も、
どうせ死ぬんだって知ってるのに
傷ついて縋って泣いて足掻いて息をしてるんだ？
どうだっていいんだって嘯いて
死ねないのはどこのどいつだ
望むのなら求めていけ
そうして出来た傷は挑んだ証だ
どう生きていたって悔いるのだから
今を謳え
何者にもなれない人生でも構わない
誰も君にはなれない
そう それはいつだって在る
昏れた空を染めて
月が満ちる
僕は月を詠う
君という月を、唯
言葉よりも透明なもの
想いよりもっと響くもの
形にしようと書いたのも
まだ生きていようと思えばこそ
白と黒の音 枯れた喉
求める昨日と君の許
また生きていこうと思えたこと
何者にもなれない人生と嘆く僕に
君が歌うんだ
「それでも」
そう 君はいつだって僕を照らす
欠けない月だ
僕は、
何も知らないままでいれば
失うものなどなかったと思う
でも、譲れないものさえもない
冷めた人間でいただろう
誰の人生だって羨まない
でも何をしても満たせやしない
嗚呼 神様なんていないけど
まだ願うのは 何故なんだろう
月が満ちる
歌を唄う
そんな些事なことで
生きていたいと思えた
ああ、
間違っていたんだ
夢も愛もお金も明日も
何も要らない
何も知らないままでいれば
生きているだけで笑えたのかな
忘れたいなんて思う限り忘れられないのだろう
故に今も、
どうせ死ぬんだって知ってるのに
傷ついて縋って泣いて足掻いて息をしてるんだ？
どうだっていいんだって嘯いて
死ねないのはどこのどいつだ
望むのなら求めていけ
そうして出来た傷は挑んだ証だ
どう生きていたって悔いるのだから
今を謳え
何者にもなれない人生でも構わない
誰も君にはなれない
そう それはいつだって在る
昏れた空を染めて
月が満ちる
僕は月を詠う
君という月を、唯
言葉よりも透明なもの
想いよりもっと響くもの
形にしようと書いたのも
まだ生きていようと思えばこそ
🔤 ローマ字
kako ni naru kyou to boku no koto
siro to kuro no oto ka re ta nodo
moto meru kinou to kimi no moto
mata i ki te iko u to omo e ta koto
nanimono ni mo na re nai zinsei to nage ku boku ni
kun ga uta u n da
「 soredemo 」
sou kimi ha itu datte boku wo te rasu
ka ke nai tuki da
boku ha 、
nani mo si ra nai mama de ire ba
usina u mono nado nakaxtu ta to omo u
demo 、 yuzu re nai mono sae mo nai
sa me ta ningen de i ta daro u
dare no zinsei datte uraya ma nai
demo nani wo si te mo mi ta se ya si nai
aa kamisama nante i nai kedo
mada nega u no ha naze na n daro u
tuki ga mi tiru
uta wo uta u
sonna sazi na koto de
i ki te itai to omo e ta
aa 、
matiga xtu te itan da
yume mo ai mo o kane mo asita mo
nani mo i ra nai
nani mo si ra nai mama de ire ba
i ki te iru dake de wara e ta no kana
wasu re tai nante omo u kagi ri wasu re rare nai no daro u
yue ni ima mo 、
douse si nu n datte si xtu teru noni
kizu tui te suga xtu te na i te aga i te iki wo si teru n da ？
dou datte ii n datte usobu i te
si ne nai no ha doko no doitu da
nozo mu no nara moto mete ike
sou si te deki ta kizu ha ido n da akasi da
dou i ki te i ta tte ku iru no da kara
ima wo uta e
nanimono ni mo na re nai zinsei demo kama wa nai
dare mo kimi ni hanare nai
sou sore ha itu datte a ru
kon re ta sora wo so me te
tuki ga mi tiru
boku ha tuki wo uta u
kun to iu tuki wo 、 tada
kotoba yori mo toumei na mono
omo i yori motto hibi ku mono
kei ni siyo u to ka i ta no mo
mada i ki te iyo u to omo e ba koso
siro to kuro no oto ka re ta nodo
moto meru kinou to kimi no moto
mata i ki te iko u to omo e ta koto
nanimono ni mo na re nai zinsei to nage ku boku ni
kun ga uta u n da
「 soredemo 」
sou kimi ha itu datte boku wo te rasu
ka ke nai tuki da
boku ha 、
nani mo si ra nai mama de ire ba
usina u mono nado nakaxtu ta to omo u
demo 、 yuzu re nai mono sae mo nai
sa me ta ningen de i ta daro u
dare no zinsei datte uraya ma nai
demo nani wo si te mo mi ta se ya si nai
aa kamisama nante i nai kedo
mada nega u no ha naze na n daro u
tuki ga mi tiru
uta wo uta u
sonna sazi na koto de
i ki te itai to omo e ta
aa 、
matiga xtu te itan da
yume mo ai mo o kane mo asita mo
nani mo i ra nai
nani mo si ra nai mama de ire ba
i ki te iru dake de wara e ta no kana
wasu re tai nante omo u kagi ri wasu re rare nai no daro u
yue ni ima mo 、
douse si nu n datte si xtu teru noni
kizu tui te suga xtu te na i te aga i te iki wo si teru n da ？
dou datte ii n datte usobu i te
si ne nai no ha doko no doitu da
nozo mu no nara moto mete ike
sou si te deki ta kizu ha ido n da akasi da
dou i ki te i ta tte ku iru no da kara
ima wo uta e
nanimono ni mo na re nai zinsei demo kama wa nai
dare mo kimi ni hanare nai
sou sore ha itu datte a ru
kon re ta sora wo so me te
tuki ga mi tiru
boku ha tuki wo uta u
kun to iu tuki wo 、 tada
kotoba yori mo toumei na mono
omo i yori motto hibi ku mono
kei ni siyo u to ka i ta no mo
mada i ki te iyo u to omo e ba koso
🇺🇸 English
Today and Me in the Past
The sound of black and white, a withered throat
Yesterday and your forgiveness
That I could try to live again
As I lament a life where I can't be anything
You sing
"And still..."
Yes, you'll always shine a light on me
The moon that never wanes
And I'll never know
If I'd just stayed in the dark
I'd have nothing to lose
But I wouldn't even have anything to give
I'd be a cold person
I don't envy anyone's life
But no matter what I do, I can't fill it
God doesn't exist, but I still wish
But why do I still hope?
The moon is waxing
Singing a song
With such a trivial thing
I could wish to live
Oh, God.
I was wrong.
I don't need dreams, love, money, tomorrow
I don't need anything.
If only I didn't know what I didn't know
I could have laughed just to be alive
As long as I want to forget, I'll never forget.
And that's why, even now
I know I'm going to die anyway
I know I'm going to die anyway, but I'm still hurting, clinging, crying, struggling, breathing?
Bleating that it doesn't matter
Which one of you can't die?
If you want, go ahead and ask for it
The scars you get are proof that you tried
No matter how you live, you'll always regret it
Celebrate the now
It doesn't matter if you can't be who you are
No one can be you.
Yes, it's always there
Tinting the dark sky
The moon is waxing
I compose a poem about the moon
The moon that is you, only
More transparent than words
More resonant than thoughts
I wrote this poem to give it form
Only if I thought you were still alive
The sound of black and white, a withered throat
Yesterday and your forgiveness
That I could try to live again
As I lament a life where I can't be anything
You sing
"And still..."
Yes, you'll always shine a light on me
The moon that never wanes
And I'll never know
If I'd just stayed in the dark
I'd have nothing to lose
But I wouldn't even have anything to give
I'd be a cold person
I don't envy anyone's life
But no matter what I do, I can't fill it
God doesn't exist, but I still wish
But why do I still hope?
The moon is waxing
Singing a song
With such a trivial thing
I could wish to live
Oh, God.
I was wrong.
I don't need dreams, love, money, tomorrow
I don't need anything.
If only I didn't know what I didn't know
I could have laughed just to be alive
As long as I want to forget, I'll never forget.
And that's why, even now
I know I'm going to die anyway
I know I'm going to die anyway, but I'm still hurting, clinging, crying, struggling, breathing?
Bleating that it doesn't matter
Which one of you can't die?
If you want, go ahead and ask for it
The scars you get are proof that you tried
No matter how you live, you'll always regret it
Celebrate the now
It doesn't matter if you can't be who you are
No one can be you.
Yes, it's always there
Tinting the dark sky
The moon is waxing
I compose a poem about the moon
The moon that is you, only
More transparent than words
More resonant than thoughts
I wrote this poem to give it form
Only if I thought you were still alive