曲名:ルックバック
歌手:

発売日:2022/09/14
作詞:平部雅洋
作曲:平部雅洋

今、終わらせたら
君はどうなってしまうかな
忘れられない人がまだいるとか
口が裂けても言えはしないよな

大きな口を開けて笑う所も
助手席で眠ってしまう所も
不貞腐れたその顔も
重なって仕方ないのです

「夏の匂いがした」って
あの歌で手を繋ぎ涙流した時
浮かんだのは君じゃない
ごめんな僕ら同じ涙流していないんだ

実は写真とか全部残っている
あの人にもらった靴を履いている
これでも側にいてくれるかい

「懐かしい」
いつかは勝手にそう思うと思っていた
散々傷ついたのに
大切にしてしまうな
美しい日々だった
初めてを全て捧げた人よ
ただそれだけ
だけど
一度しかあげれられないんだぜ
時間は解決しない
傷が治ってる気配もしない
これじゃあ進めないね、痛いね
手を離すしかないのか

「僕もはやく会いたいよ」と言うたび
少しずつ何かがすり減ってゆく
嘘を付くつもりはないのに
嘘を付いているような気がする
もう身が持たないね

少し思い出しただけで済まなかった
一緒になるべきじゃなかったんだ
本当にすまなかった
ただこれだけはわかっていて欲しい
君は何も悪くないってこと

「懐かしい」
いつかは勝手にそう思うと思っていた
散々傷ついたのに
大切にしてしまうな
美しい日々だった
初めてを全て捧げた人よ
ただそれだけ
だけど
誰にももうあげられないんだぜ
あの日々を考えない日はない
もう目を見て話せない
これじゃあ進めないね、痛いね
君も大切なんだけど
ごめんね、わかってね
手を離すしかないのだ

ima 、 o wara se tara
kun ha dou naxtu te simau ka na
wasu re rare nai hito ga mada iru toka
kuti ga sa ke te mo i e ha si nai yo na

oo kina kuti wo a ke te wara u tokoro mo
zyosyuseki de nemu xtu te simau tokoro mo
hutekusa re ta sono kao mo
kasa naxtu te sikata nai no desu

「 natu no nio i ga si ta 」 tte
ano uta de te wo tuna gi namida naga si ta toki
u kan da no ha kimi zya nai
gomen na boku ra ona zi namida naga si te i nai n da

zitu ha syasin toka zenbu noko xtu te iru
ano hito ni moraxtu ta kutu wo ha i te iru
kore demo gawa ni i te kureru kai

「 natu kasii 」
ituka ha katte ni sou omo u to omo xtu te i ta
sanzan kizu tui ta noni
taisetu ni si te simau na
utuku sii hibi daxtu ta
hazi mete wo sube te sasa ge ta hito yo
tada soredake
da kedo
itido sika age re rare nai n da ze
zikan ha kaiketu si nai
kizu ga nao xtu teru kehai mo si nai
kore zyaa susu me nai ne 、 ita i ne
te wo hana su sika nai no ka

「 boku mo hayaku a i tai yo 」 to i u tabi
suko sizutu nani ka ga suri he xtu te yuku
uso wo tu ku tumori ha nai noni
uso wo tu i te iru you na ki ga suru
mou mi ga mo ta nai ne

suko si omo i da si ta dake de su ma nakaxtu ta
issyo ni naru beki zya nakaxtu ta n da
hontou ni suma nakaxtu ta
tada koredake ha wakaxtu te i te ho sii
kun ha nani mo waru ku nai tte koto

「 natu kasii 」
ituka ha katte ni sou omo u to omo xtu te i ta
sanzan kizu tui ta noni
taisetu ni si te simau na
utuku sii hibi daxtu ta
hazi mete wo sube te sasa ge ta hito yo
tada soredake
da kedo
dare ni mo mou age rare nai n da ze
ano hibi wo kanga e nai hi ha nai
mou me wo mi te hana se nai
kore zyaa susu me nai ne 、 ita i ne
kun mo taisetu na n da kedo
gomen ne 、 wakaxtu te ne
te wo hana su sika nai no da

If I end this now.
I wonder what would happen to you
You can't tell me there's still someone in your life you haven't forgotten.
You can't tell me there's still someone you can't forget

The way you smile with your big mouth open
Or the way you fall asleep in the passenger seat
The way you fall asleep in the passenger seat...
I can't help it.

I can't help it. "I could smell the summer."
When we held hands and cried over that song...
you weren't the one that came to mind.
I'm sorry, we didn't shed the same tears.

In fact, I still have all the pictures and everything.
I'm wearing the shoes she gave me.
I hope you'll still be with me.

I miss you.
I thought I'd be able to say that about you someday.
I've been hurt so much.
I'll always treasure them.
Those were beautiful days.
You were the first person I ever gave anything to.
That's all there is to it.
But you know what?
You can only give it to someone once.
Time is not a cure.
I don't see any signs of healing.
I can't go on like this. It hurts.
I'm gonna have to let go of your hand.

Every time I say, "I miss you too."
"I can't wait to see you too," something gets worn away little by little.
I don't mean to lie.
I feel like I'm lying.
I can't hold on much longer.

I just remembered a few things I shouldn't have done.
We shouldn't have been together.
I'm so sorry.
I just want you to know that...
You didn't do anything wrong.

I miss it.
I knew you'd come around someday.
You've been hurt so much.
Don't let that stop you from cherishing them.
Those were beautiful days.
You were the first person I ever gave anything to.
That's all there is to it.
But you know what?
I can't give it to anyone else.
Not a day goes by that I don't think about that day.
I can't look you in the eye anymore.
I can't go on like this. It hurts.
I care about you too.
I'm sorry. You have to understand.
I have to let go of your hand.