曲名:サンシャワー
歌手:

発売日:2022/11/02
作詞:平部雅洋
作曲:平部雅洋

私だけを呑み込む
深夜の天井を見つめ続ける
壁に寄って寝る癖が抜けないの

部屋の隅で干される
下着はなんだか今の私みたいだ
シワになったまま乾いてゆく

助手席ではいつも眠ってしまうけど
そっとBGMを落としてくれるところも
私の姿、見えなくなるまで
手を振って見守ってくれるところも

儚く散ってゆく美しい思い出も
私だけがひとり大切だと
抱きしめていたのでしょう
忘れられるのが何より怖いのに
「ふざけるな」も言えず泣いただけの
私の優しさが憎いよ

晴れているのに雨が降っている
そんな顔をするアナタをわかっていた
足りないところはなかった
余計なものがずっとあっただけ
私は悪くないと言ってくれたけど
探してしまう理由は
私にある気がするの

儚く散ってゆくアナタとの思い出も
私だけがひとり大切だと
抱きしめていたのでしょう
私にかけた魔法
どうやったって解けないから
きっと次誰かに巡り会えても
同じことをするでしょう
今のアナタのように

watasi dake wo no mi ko mu
sinya no tenzyou wo mi tume tuzu keru
kabe ni yo xtu te ne ru kuse ga nu ke nai no

beya no sumi de ho sa reru
sitagi ha nandaka ima no watasi mitai da
siwa ni naxtu ta mama kawa i te yuku

zyosyuseki de ha itumo nemu xtu te simau kedo
sotto BGM wo o tosi te kureru tokoro mo
watasi no sugata 、 mi e naku naru made
te wo hu xtu te mimamo xtu te kureru tokoro mo

hakana ku ti xtu te yuku utuku sii omo i de mo
watasi dake ga hitori taisetu da to
ida kisime te i ta no desyo u
wasu re rareru no ga nani yori kowa i noni
「 huzakeru na 」 mo i e zu na i ta dake no
watasi no yasa si sa ga niku i yo

ha re te iru noni ame ga hu xtu te iru
sonna kao wo suru anata wo wakaxtu te i ta
ta ri nai tokoro ha nakaxtu ta
yokei na mono ga zutto axtu ta dake
watasi ha waru ku nai to i xtu te kure ta kedo
saga si te simau riyuu ha
watasi ni aru ki ga suru no

hakana ku ti xtu te yuku anata to no omo i de mo
watasi dake ga hitori taisetu da to
ida kisime te i ta no desyo u
watasi ni kake ta mahou
dou yaxtu ta tte to ke nai kara
kitto tugi dare ka ni megu ri a e te mo
ona zi koto wo suru desyo u
ima no anata no you ni

Swallowing only me
I keep staring at the ceiling at midnight
I can't get out of the habit of sleeping against the wall

They hang me out to dry in the corner of the room
My underwear is kind of like me now
They're wrinkled and dry

I always fall asleep in the passenger seat
And the way you gently turn down the background music
And the way you watch over me, waving until I'm out of sight
And the way you watch over me, waving your hand until you can't see me anymore

And the beautiful memories that fleetingly fade away
I'm the only one who matters
You must have been holding on to me
I was more afraid of being forgotten than anything else
I couldn't even say "screw you", I just cried
I hate my kindness

It's raining even though it's sunny
I knew you'd have that look on your face
There was nothing missing
I've always had something extra
You told me it wasn't my fault
But the reason I'm looking for you...
I'm the reason why you're looking for me.

I feel like I'm the only one who cares about you
I was the only one who cherished them.
You must have held on to them
The spell you cast on me
I can't break it no matter how I try
I'm sure that if I meet someone else again
I'll do the same thing
Just like you are now