香椎モイミ – 初恋日記 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

君をきっと嫌いになれっこない
繰り返す自制は機能しない
思い出してばっかり
二人だけの秘密のこと
気持ちロックしないといけないの？
「会いたい」が傷付く合図でも
強がったあと一人泣くのもう嫌なんだ

今は何をしてるのかな？
どんなことを考えてる？
だめだ、こんな (ひとりに)
好きになっちゃ (しないでよ)

君のひとみ、グラって吸い込まれ
もう私、今まで何をして生きてきたのかさえ分からない
(ひどいでしょう)

嫌だわ、ダーリン
手を握って
私をどうぞ作り変えてよね
君の好きなように
(えらいでしょ？)
お願い絶対見捨てないで
このまま永劫抱きしめていて
優しくいたいんだ
(世界一)

自分のこと無頓着で
愚鈍な不道徳になってるかも
でも君の手はいつだって綺麗だな
(振り出しだ)

宝物がキラッて増えていく
はあ言葉ってお薬みたいだ
真っ逆さまだからねえ受け止めて
(暗い日々から)

「初恋って叶わないよ」
叶えちゃった私どうなんの？
永遠切ないの？

それでも、ダーリン…
(あいうぉんちゅー)

嫌だよ、ダーリン
糧になって！
私ね、全然何も感じないの
君のいない常時
(虚無やばいでしょ？)
好きだよ
絶対次はない！って言えるよ？
そうそう、君もそうなんだね
早く二人でいこう
(天国へ)

kimi wo kitto kira i ni nare kko nai
ku ri kae su zisei ha kinou si nai
omo i da si te bakkari
hutari dake no himitu no koto
kimo ti rokku si nai to ike nai no ？
「 a i tai 」 ga kizutu ku aizu demo
tuyo gaxtu ta ato hitori na ku no mou iya na n da

ima ha nani wo si teru no kana ？
donna koto wo kanga e teru ？
dame da 、 konna ( hitori ni )
zu ki ni naxtu tya ( si nai de yo )

kun no hitomi 、 gura tte su i ko ma re
mou watasi 、 ima made nani wo si te i ki te ki ta no ka sae wa kara nai
( hidoi desyo u )

iya da wa 、 da-rin
te wo nigi xtu te
watasi wo douzo tuku ri ka e te yo ne
kun no su ki na you ni
( erai desyo ？ )
o nega i zettai misu te nai de
konomama eigou ida kisime te i te
yasa siku itai n da
( sekaiiti )

zibun no koto mutontyaku de
gudon na hudoutoku ni naxtu teru kamo
demo kimi no te ha itu datte kirei da na
( hu ri da si da )

takaramono ga kiraxtu te hu e te iku
ha a kotoba tte o kusuri mitai da
ma xtu saka sama da kara nee u ke to me te
( kura i hibi kara )

「 hatukoi tte kana wa nai yo 」
kana e tyaxtu ta watasi dou nanno ？
eien setu nai no ？

sore demo 、 da-rin …
( ai whon tyu- )

iya da yo 、 da-rin
kate ni naxtu te ！
watasi ne 、 zenzen nani mo kan zi nai no
kun no i nai zyouzi
( kyomu yabai desyo ？ )
zu ki da yo
zettai tugi ha nai ！ tte i eru yo ？
sousou 、 kimi mo sou na n da ne
haya ku hutari de iko u
( tengoku he )

I could never hate you.
I repeat, self-control doesn't work.
I keep coming back to it
It's a secret between us.
I can't help it if I lock up my feelings
Even if "I miss you" is a signal to hurt you
I'm sick of crying alone after I've been so stubborn.

What are you doing now?
What are you thinking about?
No, not like this.
Don't fall in love with me.

Your gaze, it's so glamorous
I don't even know what I've been doing with my life.
(It's awful, isn't it? )

I don't want to, darling.
Hold my hand.
You can make me what you want me to be.
Make me into whatever you want me to be.
(Isn't he great?)
Please don't ever leave me
Hold me forever
I want to be gentle.
(I'm the best in the world.)

I'm so careless about myself.
I may be stupid and immoral
But your hands are always so beautiful.
(I'm back to square one.)

My treasures are growing by the minute.
Words are like medicine.
You're upside down, so just take it.
(From the darkest days)

"First loves never come true."
What'll happen to me now that it's come true?
Will I be sad forever?

Still, my darling...
(I don't like it, darling...)

I don't want to, darling.
Feed me!
I don't feel anything at all.
Always without you.
(Emptiness is bad, isn't it?)
I love you.
There will never be a next time! I can say that, right?
Oh yeah, you do too.
Let's get together soon.
(to heaven)