曲名:放送室
歌手:

発売日:2022/11/21
作詞:MI8k
作曲:MI8k

考えてたことが言葉に出ない
先走った後悔と汗が手に残る
ただまっすぐに見ていたいだけなのに
今日も見切りをつけた
部屋を真っ暗にしてしまった

赤や青、点滅している
この部屋が宇宙の大船団
私から出たSOSだけ届いてないよな

涙はずっとしまってる
どんな結末があるかを見たくて
完成するまで悲しみを拒んでいる
不安を感じて痛むのが
身体のどこか知らないけど
こんな場所でまで気張り続けていく
理由を見つけたんだ

省みない
呼吸も挙動も
不安定な形も完璧に見える時も
今更後ろは見ない
振り向くのは怖い
この場所だけは私のことを知っているんだ

手を引いて向かう場所を示のだ
そう思えば強く輝けるから
届いてほしいのはSOSじゃなくて
優しい言葉

涙をずっとしまっても
笑顔のままでいる姿で駆け抜け
君の元まで最短で辿り着くよ
孤独を感じて痛むのが
身体のどこか知らないけど
ほんの少しでも君に近づきたい
何かが変わればいい

私から出た優しい言葉だけ君に届いてほしい

小さな宇宙に生まれただけ
遠い場所から君を見つけただけ

涙をずっとしまってる
どんな結末になるかを知りたくて
完成するまでさよならは拒んでいる
不安を感じて痛むのが
身体のどこか知らないまま
こんな場所でまだ気張り続けていく
理由は見つけたんだ

kanga e te ta koto ga kotoba ni de nai
sakibasi xtu ta koukai to ase ga te ni noko ru
tada massugu ni mi te itai dake na no ni
kyou mo miki ri wo tuke ta
beya wo ma xtu kura ni si te simaxtu ta

aka ya ao 、 tenmetu si te iru
kono heya ga utyuu no dai sendan
watasi kara de ta SOS dake todo i te nai yo na

namida ha zutto simaxtu teru
donna ketumatu ga aru ka wo mi taku te
kansei suru made kana simi wo koba n de iru
huan wo kan zi te ita mu no ga
sintai no doko ka si ra nai kedo
konna basyo de made kiba ri tuzu ke te iku
riyuu wo mi tuke ta n da

kaeri mi nai
kokyuu mo kyodou mo
huantei na katati mo kanpeki ni mi eru toki mo
imasara usi ro ha mi nai
hu ri mu ku no ha kowa i
kono basyo dake ha watasi no koto wo si xtu te iru n da

te wo hi i te mu kau basyo wo si no da
sou omo e ba tuyo ku kagaya keru kara
todo i te hosii no ha SOS zya naku te
yasa sii kotoba

namida wo zutto simaxtu te mo
egao no mama de iru sugata de ka ke nu ke
kun no moto made saitan de tado ri tu ku yo
kodoku wo kan zi te ita mu no ga
sintai no doko ka si ra nai kedo
hon no suko si demo kimi ni tika zuki tai
nani ka ga ka ware ba ii

watasi kara de ta yasa sii kotoba dake kimi ni todo i te hosii

tii sana utyuu ni u mare ta dake
too i basyo kara kimi wo mi tuke ta dake

namida wo zutto simaxtu teru
donna ketumatu ni naru ka wo si ri taku te
kansei suru made sayonara ha koba n de iru
huan wo kan zi te ita mu no ga
sintai no doko ka si ra nai mama
konna basyo de mada kiba ri tuzu ke te iku
riyuu ha mi tuke ta n da

Words fail to express what I was thinking.
I'm left with preoccupied regret and sweat on my hands
I just want to look straight ahead
I gave up today
I've turned the room pitch black

Red, blue, flashing lights
This room is the great fleet of the universe
Only the SOS that came from me didn't reach you

I've been holding back the tears
I'm trying to see how it all ends
I refuse to grieve until it's done
I don't know where in my body
I don't know where it is in my body
I don't know where it is in my body, but I'll keep on trying
I've found a reason

I don't spare a thought
I don't save my breathing. I don't save my behavior.
The way I breathe, the way I move, the unsteady shape I take when I look perfect.
I don't look back now
I'm afraid to turn around
Only this place knows me.

Take my hand and show me where I'm going
Because if I think that way, I'll shine stronger
I don't want an SOS to reach me
Kind words

Even if you hold back your tears for a long time
I'll run through with a smile on my face
I'll get to you in the shortest time
I don't know where in my body
I don't know where in my body
I want to be just a little bit closer to you
I wish something would change

I only hope that the kind words that come from me will reach you

I was born in a small universe
I only found you from a faraway place

I've been holding back my tears
I want to know how it will end
I refuse to say goodbye until it's finished
I've been feeling anxious and aching
I don't even know where in my body
I'm still holding on in a place like this
I've found a reason