Blue Journey – 僕は独りだ 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

愛想笑いで誤魔化してた
本当の事を言えなかった
大切なものを見落とした
僕は独りだ

敷かれたレールの上を走って
またほら　今日も同じ道
通り過ぎて行く景色を見て
自分から目を逸らす

「そうじゃない」
「こんなはずじゃなかった」
なあ
そうだろう？　そうだろう？
言い聞かせてた
不安でさ

後悔の連続ばかりで　失ってばかりなんだ
失敗も後悔も全部　やり直したいのに
失って初めて気付いた　与えられてばっかの僕だ
嗚呼
だから僕は独りだ

あの日の後悔が今日も過(よぎ)る
今でもずっと　繰り返し
窓辺の景色に思いを染めて
日常に目を逸らす

「いつまで」
「ずっとこのままなの？」
嗚呼
どうして　どうして
わかりあえずに
いつまでも

失敗の連続ばかりで　間違ってばかりなんだ
人生も関係も全部　やり直したいのに
間違って初めて気付いた　諦めてばっかの僕だ
嗚呼
だから今もこのまま

記憶さえも
(心さえ)
灰になる
霞んでゆく過去
傷口とまぼろし
痛みも忘れてしまうなら
思い出すよ
ここに在ったと
だから僕は

後悔の連続ばかりで　失ってばかりだった
失敗も後悔も全部　やり直したいんだ
今更　初めて気付いた　いつだって馬鹿は僕だ
嗚呼
だから僕は独りだ

aisowara i de gomaka si te ta
hontou no koto wo i e nakaxtu ta
taisetu na mono wo mio tosi ta
boku ha hito ri da

si ka re ta re-ru no ue wo hasi xtu te
mata hora 　 kyou mo ona zi miti
too ri su gi te i ku kesiki wo mi te
zibun kara me wo so rasu

「 sou zya nai 」
「 konna hazu zya nakaxtu ta 」
naa
sou daro u ？ 　 sou daro u ？
i i ki kase te ta
huan de sa

koukai no renzoku bakari de 　 usina xtu te bakari na n da
sippai mo koukai mo zenbu 　 yari nao si tai no ni
usina xtu te hazi mete kizu i ta 　 ata e rare te bakka no boku da
aa
da kara boku ha hito ri da

ano hi no koukai ga kyou mo ayamati ( yogi ) ru
ima demo zutto 　 ku ri kae si
madobe no kesiki ni omo i wo so me te
nitizyou ni me wo so rasu

「 itu made 」
「 zutto konomama nano ？ 」
aa
dou si te 　 dou si te
wakari a e zu ni
itu made mo

sippai no renzoku bakari de 　 matiga xtu te bakari na n da
zinsei mo kankei mo zenbu 　 yari nao si tai no ni
matiga xtu te hazi mete kizu i ta 　 akira me te bakka no boku da
aa
da kara ima mo konomama

kioku sae mo
( kokoro sa e )
hai ni naru
kasu n de yuku kako
kizuguti to maborosi
ita mi mo wasu re te simau nara
omo i da su yo
koko ni a xtu ta to
da kara boku ha

koukai no renzoku bakari de 　 usina xtu te bakari daxtu ta
sippai mo koukai mo zenbu 　 yari nao si tai n da
imasara 　 hazi mete kizu i ta 　 itu datte baka ha boku da
aa
da kara boku ha hito ri da

Use a kind smile to muddle through.
Fail to tell the truth
I missed something important.
I'm alone.

Run on the paved track
You see, today is the same road.
Look at the passing scenery.
Avoid oneself

"That's not true."
"It shouldn't be like this."
ah
Right? Right?
I told you.
upset

Regret, always lose.
I clearly want to start all my failures and regrets over again.
What I realized after I lost it was given to me as a fool.
alack
So I'm alone

The regrets of that day have passed today.
It has been repeated now.
Dye one's thoughts into the scenery by the window
Avoid daily life

"By what time"
"Have you always been like this?"
alack
Why? why?
Don't have to figure it out
forever

Always fail in succession, always wrong.
I clearly want to start my life and relationship all over again.
I'm a fool who gave up the first time he realized he was wrong.
alack
So it's the same now

Even memories.
(heart to heart)
turn to dust and ashes
A hazy past
Wounds and illusions
If you forget the pain.
I'll remember
Said it was here
so I ...

Regret, always lose.
Both failure and regret want to start over.
It's only now that I realize for the first time that I'm always the fool.
alack
So I'm alone