曲名:わかっていても
歌手:

配信/発売日:2023/09/30
作詞:虻川幸潤
作曲:虻川幸潤

傷つくたび自分のことが嫌になってた
わかりきった答えがずっとそこにあってさ
終わるよりはと胸の奥で泣いたままで
重なる空白の午前二時

いっそ全てを嫌いになりたい
どうしようもない事わかってたけど
離れる勇気もないから自分に
これでよかったとただ悟すだけ

近づくたびに遠ざかってく君の姿
求めるたびに空になってくこの心に
どうしてもどうしても捨てられないこの想いだけが
それでもいいと叫んでるの

いっそ全てを嫌いになりたい
どうしようもない事わかってたけど
嘘でもよかったただ君の側で
“笑っていたかった”ってもう遅いよな

いっそ全てを嫌いになりたい
どうしようもない事わかってたけど
離れる勇気もないから自分に
これでよかったとただ悟すだけ

kizu tuku tabi zibun no koto ga iya ni naxtu te ta
wakarikixtu ta kota e ga zutto soko ni axtu te sa
o waru yori hato mune no oku de na i ta mama de
kasa naru kuuhaku no gozen 二 zi

isso sube te wo kira i ni nari tai
dou siyoumonai koto wakaxtu te ta kedo
hana reru yuuki mo nai kara zibun ni
kore de yokaxtu ta to tada satori su dake

tika zuku tabi ni too zakaxtu teku kimi no sugata
moto meru tabi ni sora ni naxtu te kuko no kokoro ni
dou si te mo dou si te mo su te rare nai kono omo i dake ga
sore demo ii to sake n deru no

isso sube te wo kira i ni nari tai
dou siyoumonai koto wakaxtu te ta kedo
uso demo yokaxtu ta tada kimi no gawa de
“ wara xtu te i takaxtu ta ” tte mou oso i yo na

isso sube te wo kira i ni nari tai
dou siyoumonai koto wakaxtu te ta kedo
hana reru yuuki mo nai kara zibun ni
kore de yokaxtu ta to tada satori sudake

I hate myself every time I get hurt
The clear answer is always there.
It's better to cry in your heart than to end it.
Overlapping blanks at 2: 00 a.m.

I want to hate everything altogether.
I know there's nothing I can do
Also dare not leave, so give yourself
That's great. I just think

Your figure will be far away every time you approach.
Every search will become this heart in the sky.
Only this yearning that I can't give up anyway.
Even so, you're still shouting, okay

I want to hate everything altogether.
I know there's nothing I can do
Lying is ok, just around you.
It's too late to "want to laugh"

I want to hate everything altogether.
I know there's nothing I can do
Also dare not leave, so give yourself
That's great. I just think