This is a diary with a series of cracks
Every day is filled with sighs
Tears flowing down, mixed with the rain
Blurred and hazy
And yet
I feel the warmth that melts my heart
Inside my heart, I can't confide in you
I've been holding on to it
Since then...
This is a diary to cuddle up to the cracks.
To you who wished for happiness.
I'm sure that all the "things that don't work out"
That will get in the way and make you bulky.
Hold on to the melting warmth of my heart
Hold on to the warmth that melts in your hand
Hold on to it forever.
From now on, forever.
In the cracks of the night
I hope to drown in my dreams
I'm hoping for a happy eternity
That's all I want.
Today, too, I'm being drenched by the rain
Somewhere, someone is crying
What is "happiness"?
I keep asking myself the same question, "What is it to live?
This is a symphony of repeated complaints
as the wind blends in with the sound of the wind
Even the ideas that came to my mind
I had been damaged.
Even if things don't go the way I want them to
I was sure that even the memories I couldn't wipe away
I thought I would forget them with time.
Since then
I've been stitching up the night's curtains
If I meet you in my dreams
I'd paint a picture of a happy world
That's all there is to it.
I can't really say anything
Lonelyness is always there
The diary that I wrote down
I'm writing it down now
My melancholy