22/7 – 曇り空の向こうは晴れている 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

昨日までなら　何でもなかったことが
今日はこんな辛いことに
思えてしまうんだ

心と身体(からだ)が重くて起き上がれない
この気怠(けだる)さはなぜだろう
家から出たくない

(ある日)
眠れなくなってから
夢なんか見たことない
時間は一方的に
流れて行く
(悩む)
どうして生まれたのか？
どうして生きてるのか？
同じことを　ぐるぐると
考え続けて　夜(よ)が明ける

死にたかった　死ななくてよかった
窓から射す　陽の光にそう思った
曇り空の向こうは晴れ間が出て　風は思ったよりやさしい
死にたかった　今日までの自分
生きることに疲れちゃったのかな
何だか苦しく感じて来たら
瞼(まぶた)閉じて　そっと　深呼吸をするんだ
さあゆっくり　息を吐いて…

「そんな強くなんてなれないよね
だから　今はそのままでいいから…」

すべてが閉ざされたように
明日が見えなくて

「カーテンに手を伸ばして　開けてみるだけで
もう　眩(まぶ)しい朝の太陽が昇ってることがわかるのに…」

耳を塞いでいるのは
誰でもなく自分

(だって)
ここから外に出れば
心ない言葉とか
悪意に満ちた石を
ぶつけられる
(だから)
隠れることを覚え
逃げ出すことを学んだ
ねえいつまで　こうやって
我慢してなきゃいけないの？

死にたいこと　時々あるよね
もうすべてを終わりにしたいと願った
そう楽になりたい　人は誰もみんな　弱い生き物なんだ
死にたいこと　あっても当然
自分の涙で溺れそうになる
後から振り返ってご覧よ
あんな辛く　苦しく悲しかった出来事が
些細なことに思えて来る
歳月(とき)が経てば気づくものだ

「あの頃の僕も今の君と同じだったんだ」

「だから、一年後、今度は君が僕のように
絶望している人に伝えて欲しい」

「希望っていうのは、人から人へ繋げて行くものなんだ」

死にたかった　死ななくてよかった
窓から射す　陽の光にそう思った
曇り空の向こうは晴れ間が出て　風は思ったよりやさしい
死にたかった　今日までの自分
生きることに疲れちゃったのかな
何だか苦しく感じて来たら
瞼(まぶた)閉じて　そっと　深呼吸をするんだ
さあゆっくり　息を吐いて…

次の人へ

「伝えて欲しい」

kinou made nara nan demo nakaxtu ta koto ga
kyou ha konna kara i koto ni omo e te simau n da
kokoro to karada ga omo ku te o ki a ga re nai
kono ke daru sa ha naze daro ie kara de taku nai
（ aru hi ） nemu re naku naxtu te kara
yume nanka mi ta koto nai
zikan ga ippouteki ni naga re te iku
（ naya mi ） dou si te u mare ta no ka
dou si te i ki teru no ka
ona zi koto wo guruguru kanga etuzuke te yoru ga a keru

si ni takaxtu ta si na naku te yokaxtu ta
mado kara sasu hi no hikari ni sou omo xtu ta
kumo ri zora no mu kou ha ha re ma ga de te
huu ha omo xtu ta yori yasa sii

si ni takaxtu ta kyou made no zibun
i kiru koto ni tuka re tyaxtu ta no kana
nan daka kuru sii to kan zi te ki tara
mabuta to zi te sotto sinkokyuu wo suru n da
sa ayu tukuri iki wo ha i te

sonna tuyo ku nante na re nai yo ne …
da kara ima ha sonomama de ii kara

sube te to zasa re ta you ni asita ga mi e naku te

ka-ten ni te wo no basi te a ke te miru dake de
mou mabu sii asa no taiyou ga nobo xtu teru koto ga wakaru noni

namida husai de iru no ga dare demo naku zibun
（ datte ）
koko kara soto ni de re ba
kokoro nai kotoba toka
akui ni mi ti ta isi wo butuke rareru
（ dakara ）
ahu reru koto wo obo e
ni ge da su koto wo mana n da
nee itumade kou yaxtu te gaman si te naki ya ike nai no

si ni tai koto tokidoki aru yo ne
mou sube te wo o wari ni si tai to nega xtu ta
sou raku ni nari tai hito ha dare mo minna yowa i i ki mono na n da

si ni tai koto axtu te mo touzen
zibun no namida de obo re sou ni naru
ato kara hu ri kae xtu te goran yo
anna kara ku kuru siku kana sikaxtu ta dekigoto ga
sasai na koto ni omo e te kuru
toki ga ta te ba kizu ku mono da

ano koro no boku ha ima no kimi to ona zi daxtu ta
da kara 1 nen go kondo ha kimi ga boku no you ni
zetubou si teru hito ni tuta e te ho sii 」
kibou tte iu no ha …
zin kara hito hege te iku mono na n da !

si ni takaxtu ta si na naku te yokaxtu ta
mado kara sasu hi no hikari ni sou omo xtu ta
kumo ri zora no mu kou ha ha re ma ga de te
huu ha omo xtu ta yori yasa sii

si ni takaxtu ta kyou made no zibun
i kiru koto ni tuka re tyaxtu ta no kana
nan daka kuru sii to kan zi te ki tara
mabuta to zi te sotto sinkokyuu wo suru n da
sa ayu tukuri iki wo ha i te
tugi no hito he 「 tuta e te ho sii 」

What would have been nothing yesterday
Today it seems like such a hard thing to do.
My mind and body are so heavy that I can't get up.
I don't want to leave the house.
（I haven't dreamed since I couldn't sleep.
I haven't had any dreams.
Time is passing me by.
（I wonder why I was born.
Why am I still alive?
I keep thinking about the same thing over and over again, and then the night ends.

I wanted to die.
I thought that as the sun shone through the window
Beyond the cloudy sky, the sun was shining
the wind is gentler than I thought it would be

I wanted to die... until today
I wonder if I'm tired of living
When I start to feel some kind of pain
I close my eyelids and take a deep breath
Now, exhale softly.

You can't be that strong...
So for now, just let it be

It's as if everything is closed up and I can't see tomorrow

I just reach for the curtains and open them
I can already see that the bright morning sun is already rising

I'm the one who's covering my tears, not anyone else
（But me...)
If I get out of here
I'll be hit by heartless words
Or stones filled with malice
(That's why)
I've learned to overflow
I've learned to run away
Hey, how long do I have to put up with this?

Sometimes you just want to die
I just want it all to be over
I want it to be easy, because we're all weak creatures.

It's natural to want to die
I almost drown in my own tears
And then you look back on it.
That painful, painful, sad event
That was so hard, so painful, so sad...
Time goes by, you'll realize

I was then the same as you are now
So, a year from now, I want you to tell someone like me.
I want you to tell someone like me who's in despair.
Hope is...
It's about people connecting from person to person!

I wanted to die, and I'm glad I didn't.
I'm glad I didn't die, I thought as the sun shone through the window.
Beyond the cloudy skies, the sun is shining.
The wind is gentler than I thought

I wanted to die... until today.
I wonder if I'm tired of living
When I start to feel some kind of pain
I close my eyelids and take a deep breath
And then, exhale gently.
I want you to tell the next person