あたらよ – 13月 歌詞 ( Lyrics)

次こそは次こそはと泣いて転んでも
顔を上げて生きてきた
でもそれもいつしか僕の心蝕み
足元ぐらついてたんだ

知らない見えない振りならできたの
でもそれじゃ心死んでいくの知ってたでしょ
心幾つ殺したって大人なんかなれない
ねぇ僕がなりたかったものは

うざったい世界に蔓延る有象無象が
当たり前のように刃向けて飛んでくる
ねぇ「これでいいや」
「これでいいの？」
「これでいいんだよ」
心で心を殺すの
ほら、簡単なことでしょう？

「辛い時こそ前を向け笑え」だなんて
無責任な声が云う
私の痛みが
お前に分かるわけないだろ
あまり笑わせるなよ

善も悪も立場が変われば
真逆になること知ってるから
泣いてたんだよ

涙幾つ零したって
強くなんかなれない
ねぇ僕がなりたかったものは

うざったい世界に蔓延る有象無象が
当たり前のように刃向けて飛んでくる
ねぇ「これでいいや」
「これでいいの？」
「これでいいんだよ」
心で心を殺すの
ほら、簡単なことでしょう？

それでもそれでも僕はまだ

うざったい世界に蔓延る有象無象が
当たり前のように刃向けても生きてやる
明日なんて来なくたって
悔いのないように
生きてやる生きてやる生きてやるさ
だれも僕になれやしないんだ
僕の生き様は
僕が作る僕だけの
証だ

tugi koso ha tugi koso ha to na i te koro n de mo
kao wo a ge te i ki te ki ta
demo sore mo itu sika boku no kokoro musiba mi
asimoto guratui te ta n da

si ra nai mi e nai bu ri nara deki ta no
demo sore zya kokoro si n de iku no si xtu te ta desyo
kokoro iku tu koro si ta tte otona nanka na re nai
nexe boku ga nari takaxtu ta mono ha

uzattai sekai ni habiko ru uzoumuzou ga
a tari mae no you ni ha mu ke te to n de kuru
nexe 「 kore de ii ya 」
「 kore de ii no ？ 」
「 kore de ii n da yo 」
kokoro de kokoro wo koro su no
hora 、 kantan na koto desyo u ？

「 kara i toki koso mae wo mu ke wara e 」 da nante
musekinin na koe ga i u
watasi no ita mi ga
o mae ni wa karu wakenai daro
amari wara wa seru na yo

zen mo aku mo tatiba ga ka ware ba
massakasama ni naru koto si xtu teru kara
na i te ta n da yo

namida iku tu kobo si ta tte
tuyo ku nanka na re nai
nexe boku ga nari takaxtu ta mono ha

uzattai sekai ni habiko ru uzoumuzou ga
a tari mae no you ni ha mu ke te to n de kuru
nexe 「 kore de ii ya 」
「 kore de ii no ？ 」
「 kore de ii n da yo 」
kokoro de kokoro wo koro su no
hora 、 kantan na koto desyo u ？

sore demo sore demo boku ha mada

uzattai sekai ni habiko ru uzoumuzou ga
a tari mae no you ni ha mu ke te mo i ki te yaru
asita nante ko naku tatte
ku i no nai you ni
i ki te yaru i ki te yaru i ki te yaru sa
dare mo boku ni nare ya si nai n da
boku no i ki zama ha
boku ga tuku ru boku dake no
syou da

Even if you fall down crying, do it next time.
Raised his head and survived.
But that will erode my heart one day.
My legs and feet are unstable

If you pretend you don't know and can't see, it's done.
But you know that heart will die, right?
Even if you kill a few hearts, you can't be an adult
Hey, what I want to be is

Invisible things that spread in a boring world
Of course, flying towards the blade.
Hey, "That's it."
"Is that all right?"
"That's all."
Kill the heart with your heart
See, it's simple, right?

Say, "Laugh forward only when you are in pain."
Irresponsible voice said
My pain
You can't understand, can you?
Don't make me too funny

For better or worse, if the position changes.
Because I knew it would be the opposite.
I am crying

Said it was a few tears.
Cann't be strong
Hey, what I want to be is

Invisible things that spread in a boring world
Of course, flying towards the blade.
Hey, "That's it."
"Is that all right?"
"That's all."
Kill the heart with your heart
See, it's simple, right?

Nevertheless, I still

Invisible things that spread in a boring world
As a matter of course, you have to live even against the blade.
Say it's tomorrow or something.
May you have no regrets.
I want to live, I want to live, I want to live.
No one can be me
My lifestyle is
All I do is my own.
Is proof